Praise You Lord

O God, my Shepherd,
My every tomorrow, You hold.
Nothing can harm me under Your protection,
Your mighty hands lead me,
and hold me safely.
Your grace is sufficient,
in You I find rest,
the most peaceful place to dwell,
I sing praise and worship You great song.
You've done the best for me,
Nothing, but Your greatest Love.
You are worthy, You are beautiful and
You are deserved to gain all my praises.
Hallelujah! Hallelujah!

Hillsong - None But Jesus

Hillsong - None But Jesus

In the quiet, in the stillness
I know that You are God
In the secret of Your presence
I know there I am restored

When You call I won’t refuse
Each new day again I’ll choose

There is no one else for me
None but Jesus
Crucified to set me free
Now I live to bring Him praise

In the chaos, in confusion
I know You’re Sovereign still
In the moment of my weakness
You give me grace to do Your will

When You call I won’t delay
This my song through all my days

All my delight is in You Lord
All of my hope, all of my strength
All my delight is in You Lord Forevermore



I love this song... it's so warm... so wonderful... grants a peaceful mind...

Be Patient

When you are in the midst of suffering, Look at Jesus.

I was asked to work so late until 11pm plus plus... was that related to my job? really need a lot of patient to bear... and it wasn't the first times, second times, third times..... but many times...
I thought I could go home not so late, since it is far away from my place of stay... but it wasn't the right answer.

There were many unhappy things happened to me recently... May God guides me, and continues to guides me the right way, preserves me, and bless me.
Take good good care.

Looking unto Jesus.

So early I received a missed-call, but I realized it only when I nearly reach to the office, ... thereafter, I was instructed to go to the new office along with the administration and account staff. busy... busy...

Isn't the outsourcing company suppose to work their better way to give our company a very good support and effective solution, instead of creating and making trouble and problem to us. That outsourcing fellow is really really not nice, and doing something which is in contra to their company objective as I think, because what he did to my work was totally different to what he has been instructed or he himself promised to us, it was not helpful, but created problems, and it isn't the first times already, eventually I decided to bring this matter to manager tonight, complained about his doing. I thank God that my manager also has the same mind with me in certain point, she listened to my sayings, appreciated me and will take the matter into account. May God remember this.

Looking at Jesus...

Forgive her, for the Lord is pleased with your obedient.

woke up early in the morning... my eyes bag was looking deep and dark. :-(
I couldn't sleep well last night... aroused twice because of the biting of mosquitoes...at first was my leg, few hours later, it came to my shoulder..... so irritating, woke up and wanted to kill them all... but I couldn't find the mosquitoes, even though the light has already been turned on, ... so bad.

late... the message this morning, "Looking at Jesus In The Midst of Suffering" (1 Peter 3:17-22)
The verses were theologically shared this morning... did I get what the Pastor said?... especially when came to the terms of "spirit", "Spirit", "Can baptism save us?"
Pastor John talked about the examples of Jesus... how He went through sufferings... God Father forsook Him on the cross. ...... salvation...... Jesus is Ark......

"Look at Jesus, that is why His way is better when we suffer injustice."
Can you comprehend this saying? so as I?

The conclusion is,
"When you are in the midst of suffering, LOOK AT Jesus." .... sound difficult?...
however, that's the only way, I think for sure.

I needed to work at new office, therefore, as it is really far away from my current workplace, after the church service, and I was able to get there at very late hour..... I was blamed...... and my hour leaving the office was purposely delayed by my manager... this caused me missed up my shutter bus, and require to wait for the next trip one hour later. it wasn't a short journey, why shouldn't they be kind a little??
Previously I worked for the company... many many many times and days, I was instructed and asked to be in the office 1-2 hours earlier than usual, I also did without getting any pay or allowances. And today... when this happened... it seemed that the co. so calculative,
... I really thankful to God, tonight when I sms with my friend, and then, I got a very warm reply and comfort. so sweet... "... 原諒他﹐上帝喜愛你的順服。" As I translate it in English, it is like, "Forgive her, for the Lord is pleased with your obedient." How sweet and wonderful message I got! I would never think that my friend will say this to me. She has been growing maturely in her spiritual life. Thanks God!

I just think that, it is just like what the message being shared this morning... "Looking at Jesus in the midst of Suffering." Isn't it?

How sweet the children sing the song

Waking up early, Traveling a lot, transiting... Don't know what will happen if I continue to work on this working time basis. ?
But one thing I know, the grace of God is sufficient.

Thanks God! Today I have my lunch with my old friend who is working at that area, everything was fine.

At night, It was so sweet, when I came down from the train station, I walked through the apartments, I heard a group of little girls hand-in-hand in a circle, they sang a folk song, it was really really so sweet, so beautiful and so warm to hear, my heart was moved by their innocent voices.... and I felt like to slow down my step or even stop there to hear their singing...

Tomorrow I need to work at new office, but I will not stop attending church service though it is really far away from there. God bless....

I am weary

So busy... from one office to another office... & I need to continue my work tomorrow at the new office. It was quite late I reached home tonight, traveled through many stations, I closed up my eyes, hugging my back bag on my chest, laid on the passenger seat, because I was too tired and hungry... but I could not sleep, just took a rest for a little while... I am weary... Lord, I need rest...

Thanks God! I was managed to claim for the overcharge of accidental insurance on my statement. In fact, I really do not expect this to be happened, and has already asked and told the agent there while I called them for my cancellation last month, and they said, it wouldn't be any charge there after. And how come they still charged as usual monthly, it was really really so embarrassed, I have been very busy recently, and I still need to have this sort of ignorant matter to handle, dialing helpline.... talk talk talk...explain... wasting time, phone call charge.... though I managed to claim back for the refund, but also need to wait for their procedure to go through... take several working days for the process.... it is really really troublesome...lousy... it's not my fault, but I need to go through this unnecessary inconvenience, so stupid company , please do not fool me. Yours doing only reveal your foolishness and treacherousness.

take care...

Faint?

I was not in a good condition today. It just like I could not stand or walk as normal as usual, I got a heavy head, and felt like I would be fainted from standing or walking. However, I thank God that He has preserved me the whole day in and out. Is this caused by the accident previously happened to me? Not feeling well. What happens to my head? Just hope I will be fine tomorrow. Work so busy... couldn't stop to take a day rest. May God remember me. And I really don't expect my wellness less to continue become the jokes of those people who work with me. Not only showed no concern but took it as a funny joke and laughed at me. I really hate this kind of reaction and behaviour.


"Let my eyes look onto Jesus."

Tomorrow is another bright new day to come.

Due to certain reasons, I was not comfortably work in the office today, just dislike the feelings that made me felt uneasy. But I thank God because He has carried me through today work.

This afternoon, I have had my lunch with my college fellow, as we gathered we have the familiar topics to share on our conversation, thanks God! It was really a very good gathering, and not only just a lunch or drink we have. ...

Life is filled with ups and downs, by the power of the word of God, we shall be able to cope with this situation. No matter how difficult the problem we are now struggling with, the Lord our Almighty God shall bring us through in peace. Amazing Grace, sufficient for all our needs. Many thanks go to my best friend for the supports & comforts that have given to me on the msn chat tonight.

God is with me.

Woke up in early morning, went to the new office of the company to work, which is far apart from my resident, so tired, very hard to open up my eyes from bed this morning... passed through many stations.... transited 2 times... then, walked to office... since traveled a lot, I called myself a "traveler" today. But it did not mean much more to any other description. Just a traveler. oh.. what am I going to say??

So terrible, I got myself accidentally hit into the displayed big big glass made wall of the office, it was as clear as I could not realize that there was a wall standing before me so close. O God!! my left face, side-head, shoulder and leg hit the glass painfully, ... now even I touch on my face, it gets pain. So bad, wasn't it an entrance there for me to step in? However, I was wrong.

Thanks God! I called two old friends tonight for certain reason, one is my college-fellow, and one is church friend. So good, to have conversation on phone, we have been a long long time not corresponding each other. One is going to be married soon, one has already been married. Time passed so fast... we have already been growing up and reaching to another stage of life. hmm, aren't them? not me. haha... because I am still single.

tired tired... take a good rest...

My Shepherd

The Lord is my shepherd, I shall not be in want.

Tell the story

Thanks God! Day off today.
Sleepless, it was hard to wake up this morning, however, I was managed to attend the church service. Today subject is "What happens when we see Jesus?" (Luke 24:35-49)
Maybe because of my late coming, so I was not too concentrate to the message. But one thing, at last, Pastor Eddie challenged us with:
1. engage 10 minutes a day of seeking to see Jesus.
--- however, is it 10 minutes enough? I don't think so...
2. step out of the place of safety & into a place where you need God's power.
--- telling the story, just the simple way.


Thanks God! My family arrived home safely this afternoon from their trip to China... and have very good conversation on phone with them tonight.. so Good. I miss you all.

Should and Shouldn't

"Since I was made to last forever, what is the one thing I should stop doing and the one thing I should start doing today?"

Just try to think it over... Shouldn't I take this seriously? surely, yes.
Who is my lord? my employer? Do I acknowledge my God more than my employer? If the answer is no, I am entirely getting myself into Satan's trap, this is a big mistake I shouldn't make. Don't I know that How Great is my God! How Powerful He is! Almighty God! He holds my nows and future. Everything is in His control. Where ever job I am engaged in, it will be safe, because everything is in His hand, and He is with me, He will hear my every single prayer. Wipe away my worries, and my sadnesses, turns my heart into a joyful cheer.

Eternity

"The closer you live to God, the smaller everything else appears."

I like the words above, what is really matter to me? If it doesn't bring me anything that can last forever, and be remembered by God. what is eternity for? do not be fooled! Acknowledge Him.

While I was walking home tonight, I was thinking about one day my soul would be leaving my body when it had damaged.
So amazing, late in this evening, I read the sentences below,

"When this tent we live in--our body here on earth--is torn down, God will have a house in heaven for us to live in, a home he himself has made, which will last forever."

By this thought, I found that God has brought this message to me, which is the "ETERNITY". What is eternity meant about to me? Am I lost in the middle of the journey of life? I'm asking myself such questions. And of course, this is to remind myself.
By looking into the words between "tent" and "house", I find the difference. It's very obvious, tent is just a place of temporary staying in nowadays live, .... but house could be a long-term residence, and more safety. ...
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An Empty Life

Recently when I reached home from work, always seemed that I didn't have much more passion in doing other things, but I got myself listening to the song of praise and worship, have some side reading... singing to God... tired... only wanted to do nothing. And time passed so quickly, and tonight will be leaving me so soon.

"A pretentious, showy life is an empty life; a plain and simple life is a full life."

This words in which I read this morning caught my eyes' attention. ... life, just not need to be pretended... we do not need to pretend to show off something for any reason...

Learn to Acknowledge Him in Your Uncertainty

Turning around on bed, it was so hard for me to fall sleep last night... :-( O my God.
......
Woke up early this morning, and was in the office 1 hour earlier than usual, after getting all stuff ready. My manager and I went to the new office to go on our respective works assigned. ... time just passed away like that... and me, finally returned home after 14 stations of trip.

Still my heart doesn't feel that better even when after I have received the news about the incident last night. ... the sms replied, ...... is okay already.... thanks for the prayer of you all...
but my heart is still not easy with what someone has gone through... I can really really feel that how strong the bitterness is being suppressed in my heart... I could not understand why God allowed that to be happened to someone who seek for His knowledges......
question marks were hanging around on my mind for a while... I couldn't understand... but still I acknowledge Him, He must has His very reason beyond our imagination. ...... And one thing, I know for sure, if there is one who suffering torture from "something" in the family, the rest of the members will also have the same mind... we're one family, we're God's children... therefore, undoubtedly, we care for each and every one in the family of God. ....
I still remembered the moment the song I played last night, namely "Prayer for a friend", and I suddenly received the urgent prayer requested at that moment... Can anyone tell me this is only an accidental forward sms? I asked God to heal, to comfort......
I didn't call back to hometown to ask for clearer understanding even when I have already heard of the news...... I asked myself many times, "If I call back to ask, will it bring any beneficial outcome to the one who has been suffered ..."..."Isn't it not enough if only I have already known the matter is ok now?" my mind is in a miserable way... I ask for God's wisdom, may God turns me to the right viewpoint by truth, so that I know how to deal with the moment of uncertainty. God bless... Have mercy on His people who is needed.

With a Grateful Heart I do for others

Thanks God~ Day off.
Take rest at home. I didn't go out to anywhere, except for water bill payment, swimming and dinner.

Thanks God! Again, I cleaned the kitchen this afternoon, it was so oily on floor and so as some other kitchen's equipments, and it looked so dirty and messy, I felt really so uncomfortable on my feet and hands, I shall show unfavorable faces to my housemates, because they always did not clean well the kitchen after they have used it, and always kept the basket fully filled with dishes they washed, just leave it there like that, and still oily when I touched on it. Suppose I will get angry, and blame. However, I thank God I did not. I took this matter by viewing it into different perspective. I told myself, and I knew for sure I wasn't doing any work that was not worth, but in God's eyes, I was deserved to do that. God will remember this, He will reward me one day. He has shown a very good example on earth, He came to serve, and yet not to be served. How great is my God!


I received a sms requested for urgent prayer tonight, it was very sad to know about the news, I felt uncertain even when after I have put my supplication to God for that incident, but then, I told myself that I have already said my prayer to Him, why am I still worry about it? I told myself, I shall trust Him, and He will definitely remember it, and He is in control, just leave it to God, and He will do the rest, and I, do follow up day after this. Have peace in mind. Amen.

I am in Your care

Suppose today was my off day. However, I was asked to go back to work. And tomorrow only is my day off. I just think that when a man is working from day to day without taking any day off, his/her life can be very tired... and one day he/she may fall into a circumstance that make he/she feels fully exhausted. God created 7 days, 6 to work, and 1 is to take rest. This is the principle of work, God will never make a mistake, and every thing He does, shall bring us beneficially to good. Isn't it?

I find myself difficult to deal with the people around my workplace, and that I know that He is all around my sides, He is in control, everything. Where is the concentration of my eyes? Am I not focus on Him? He is my help, my refuge. Thanks to be given to God!

Eventually, I bring my external hard drive back to the shoppe where I purchased it in February this year, but I was unable to claim for any replacement at once, I was directed to bring it to the service centre, and registered there for warranty purpose. They will get my hard drive back to the supplier for checking and claim for the warranty if faulty found. May God remember this. Since I bought it only less than 2 months, therefore, hopefully I will be able to claim a new one which is assembled in good condition for replacement. O Lord, please remember this.

"I am your creator. You were in my care even before you were born." Isaiah 44:2a

When Life "Just Ain't Fair"

The 2nd Sunday Service of the month... here comes to another topic that is related to those previously preached.
[ When Life "Just Ain't Fair" ] see I Peter 3:13-17
Isn't this the matter or difficult circumstance we are currently encountered?
Perhaps, there might be a lot of question already. And of course, this is not a fresh topic. Most of us are familiar with it. And that, many times when a Christian comes across to this situation, how are they going to face it?...
I think, most of the people are seeking to be treated fairly in their life, because there are something unfair happen in their life. Am I right?

Pastor John outlined several principles to response the message of this morning,
1. first yourself uniquely blessed by God.
- someday we will be rewarded for our endurance of these undeserved trials. (I Peter 13:14a)
2. Don't Panic and don't Worry
- Do not fear what they fear; do not be frighten, God is in control. (I Peter 3:14b)
3. Acknowledge Christ as Lord Even over this event
- set apart Christ as Lord. (I Peter 3:15a)
"Only we can harm ourselves, if we fail to trust God."
I agree this indeed silently.
4. Be Ready to Give a Witness
- be ready to give them an answer (I Peter 13:15b)
5. Keep a good conscience
- (I Peter 3:16)
* If you looked more redeemed, I might listen to you about your redeemer.*

Pastor concluded with the passage below:
"Unjust suffering is always better than deserved punishment."
Lastly,
"It is better that we do God's will, do what is right even though we suffer injustice."

Well, listen is far more easy than take action, May God helps us.
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I went to PC Fair 2008 after my work, browsing around, finally I got myself 1 set pc devices, the microsoft wireless keyboard & mouse. wow... so glad to use it tonight......

Toughen your faith

Thanks for the blessings granted every day.
Have peace & taste the sweetness of life.
Let my inner talks bring me to the positive way always.

"When life gets tough... Toughen your faith."
Again, I saw this words which printed on a lovely bookmark, it does remind me.
From time to time, God did use something around to encourage me.
Great is my faithful God, Lord, I give thanks to You.

Hold on, and Fear not.

Tired with the troublesome matter I critically faced in work from time to time. Isn't it no way out? I put my trust in God. ... I stand, I sit, I walk, I sing to You God, I praise You, my Lord.
And it is good to read this, "If you have felt hopeless, hold on! Wonderful changes are going to happen in your life as you begin to live it on purpose." I like the words, "Hold On" very much, so I highlighted and enlarged it with pink color. This is just to remind myself, if I 'm facing the similar sense of situation, please HOLD ON, just remember to HOLD ON please. Turns my focus point to Jesus. That's the way, and it will be a way out there.

Thanks God! Since I have got the chance, I took the opportunity to ask to have lunch with my friend, we have been very good friend in the past since the time of secondary school. It has been a long long time we did not see each other, almost xx years I think, I thank God that I still can remember her the day we met in the coach that took us back to KL this February 08 after we have got off from the aircraft. Time passes very quickly. Thanks God, we did enjoy our lunch there at the ikano, and nice to meet your good friend. And we are maturely growing older... are we?... so as others... haha.... just hope we will meet again some other days... May God bless you, friend.

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I am able to move on, because He grants me the strength all I needed. O Lord, "Fear not", this is what You have told me. O Lord, You have made me become stronger and stronger... You words is my bread, my life. Hallelujah...

Listening to the song of praise and worship... it is just so good good good... O Lord, I take rest in You, refuge of my soul.

His love comforts me

Life is not easy to go through... since it covers of many ups and downs...
But in God's hands, it is safe, ... very safe.
And every day's time won't stop working. so life is just working on.
And again, God is there always for me... He will deliver me from life that bound with a lot of stuff which are unreasonable... disturbing...annoying... frustrating...
How can I not focus on Him if all these fall against on me mercilessly?

I have no favor with the stuff I go through recently... tough life, tired soul...
However, God's power & love defeat all...
Great is my God! His love is Great! Greatest love... Hallelujah!

one key to failure...

"... those who follow the crowd usually get lost in it. "
I do agree about this saying, it is taken from the book of the purpose driven life.
"... one key to failure is to try to please everyone. Being controlled by the opinion of others is a guaranteed way to miss God's purposes for your life."
I do agree.

You are my hiding place

Sometimes, life is just so complicated. It may full of hardship, uncertainty... and it is miserable to move on... No one will know exactly what is going to be happened tomorrow. But He holds my tomorrow... my life is in His Hands.
We may suffer from certain difficulties caused... and we would never know why... and yet there might be something we have taken from granted, and we do not know, ... at last when we are aware of it, we will know that how weak we are... but still God 's love remain unchanged. So there shall be forgiveness to ask for God's mercy, and repented, pray with a grateful heart...

Teach me your way, O Lord, and I will walk in Your truth. Psalm 87:11

The Lord will indeed give what is good

I wasn't in a very good condition today... I hated the favoritism in the office, again.
Always I asked myself the same question again... queried myself... why... ? life is just so hard, sometimes. no, many times. I think I have been very strong enough to stand with that situation and environment that have made me really really felt uncomfortable. Sometimes, just feel like about to leave the office at once... go home, never want to think any thing that frustrated me any more. It is not easy indeed, but I am very grateful to God for He has strengthened the strength that He has granted me all the time when I needed.

"The Lord will indeed give what is good, and our land will yield its harvest." Psalm 85:12
Is this true? I read it tonight..., when difficulties continuously come against with this message, still my faith will go on stayed firm on the fundamental of Truth? ... the circumstances, perhaps still remain unchanged, but the answer is YES, my faith is still fighting on. God be my help always. O Lord, Have Your merciful comforts in me, Your love surrounds me, Your power strengthen me, Your words be the light of the road of my life, open my heart, and let me see the right path to proceed. ... My Holy One, I put my trust in You, bless me﹐Lord.

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He that would love life, & see good days.

Yeah! Long time I didn't take off day on Sunday, my off day.
I went to church service as usual this morning. There was no small group joining the praise and worship team today, even the keyboardist as well. But it was fine, the present of God would never absent for the decrease of the number of the people worshiping there. Great is the God! Praise You my Lord.

Today message, "Maturity Checkpoints in the midst of suffering." (1 Peter 3:9-12)
Pastor John pointed out the 9 points as accord to the verses referred for the message.

1. to live in harmony with one another in the face of adversity
2. to be sympathetic
3. to love as brother... and sister
4. to be compassionate
5. to be humble
6. to be forgiving
7. to be in control of our tongue
8. to do good
9. to seek peace

I was just learned that God was talking to me ... wasn't He? How real is my God!!
Some levels of return to think of ...
-we can return evil for good, which is satanic level,
-we can return return good for good, evil for evil, which is the human level,
-or, we can return good for evil, which is the DIVINE level.
I find the final outcome of the conclusion, it's all about love, is only the way to LOVE will make a way. Can I love my enemies?? I can, perhaps. ... However, God is Almighty GOD, He is able to do amazing work beyond the limited wisdom of humanity.
Suffering injustice? We tend to justify our mis-behaviour when people do not treat us the way they should. Suffer for doing good & endure it? ... and yet God answered all these questions this morning. Amazing God.

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I went to the "7th Malaysia Career & Training Fair 2008", "10th post graduate education 2008", & "3rd Entrepreneurship Expo 2008" this afternoon... full of visitors...... were they came for only one reason- job seeking?? I guess not exactly. ...... filled some survey forms...... browsed around... took some information details for references... then, I left.

Entrance

When I reached to the exit way, then, only I realized that I had myself 1 more visitor pass stuck on my shoulder... just wondering where did this extra pass get me???

I am not an accident

工作帶給我快樂﹖Is it? when it looked like everyone was attacking your weakness and purposely rose up the problem(s) that could be not a problem to blame you, it was really so embarrassing..... where the respectful people is, where the peacemaker is, ..... no way in the office. It upset other when people tend to do like that to other all the time without considerate of other's feeling. They thought it was so funny, however, they would never know that the way they acted were so silly and foolish. And I'm grateful to God, because of Him, I won't be easy to get lost and defeated. Trust Him by prayer is the way to stay firm, and acknowledge Him, make His powerful words be my guidance. Hallelujah!! Almighty God can do everything.

Thanks God! moving around my PC table and some other things in my room, I finally settled down them in almost one hour time I spent tonight. Now I know how much things I have. haha....

"I am not an accident. " point to ponder tonight. (taken from the purpose driven life)

Worry is a misuse of the imagination

Time rolls on very very very fast... just like I couldn't finish counting today, and tomorrow has just come. Busy...
one hour earlier reached to office as instructed, but still the office not yet open. ... I thought I have been fooled, thanks GOD! I wasn't.

After making payment for phone & internet bill in the post office, I went to a bookstore...
"Worry is a misuse of the imagination." a simple sentence as referred to one of the book I briefly read in the bookstore... this words caught my thought, I agreed that it is true. This is something about how we handle and manage well our emotions.
Nothing but positive, this is what I think of.

It was so good to msn with my good friend tonight, long long time we didn't have good chat, the time was short, but it was warm...

"Everything got started in Him and finds its purpose in Him." Colossians 1:16b

This is a verse to remember taken from the book of the purpose driven life in which I read tonight.

God-Shaped life is a flourishing tree

It was hard to fall sleep last night... so bad... tired but couldn't sleep.
I took MC today... went to clinic to see doctor... took rest at home..... What I need is to take rest.
I appreciated God that I can take my time to go on to do my personal stuff works.
Just too many things need to go through and have them completed. Time management is so important. O God, grant me the wisdom and energy to do my work.

I called home tonight... it was so good to have conversation with my dad, but my mum seemed to be not much to talk... :-( however, it was so glad to know that they will be going on their vacation to China soon with relatives and friends. May God bless them, have peace to them, and have a very happy and enjoyable trip.

"A life devoted to things is a dead life, a stump; a God-shaped life is a flourishing tree. " (Proverb 11:28)

"Let God transform you into a new person by changing the way you think. Then you will know what God wants you to do."
I enjoyed read this statement tonight, I just like it... it really make sense... and it was taken from the book of the purpose driven life, by Rick Warren.

Again, I was asked to be in the office 1 hour earlier than the normal working hour tomorrow. ... tired...

Trust comes before faith

Thanks GOD! my off day... don't need to work.
Have my clothes washed and cleaned the kitchen this morning... relax... then, went out, met doctor for certification of health... later lunch... and went to transportation office for goods driving license renewal. Thanks GOD! Everything worked smooth, however, I found that I've got an expensive charge for my body check, still the nurse told me that it was the standard price; other paid for only RM10 at other place, but me, have been charged at RM30. :-( Due to the lack of time, I just paid for it without considering too much, otherwise, I might have to find somewhere else to have my body check up.

Didn't know why, sitting in the LRT, I just felt like not about to go home, thinking about holiday.... tired about my job.... so I decided to shop something at the shopping centre nearby my place before I went home. What have had happened to me? Why I think like that? Tired about my current job. really so tired, and that made me no mood to go on... but it's just life, I know I'm able to overcome it, even more, I have my mighty God stands beside me at all time.
After all, I went home with cotton pillow, new one... hehe... and some other stuff... etcs

This few nights I couldn't really have a good sleep, I was thinking about something... but again, it's just life... life is like that, isn't it? Am I too much to think of? Perhaps not, because life is just like that. Sometimes, there were resentful thinking attacked me in such a way, however, God's love have turned me back to Him. How amazing He is! I think it is just all about like what I read the book this afternoon, it says in the prayer.... remember that Trust comes before faith.

Taking rest is needed

Almost exhausted!... It couldn't be any free hours, and some of my colleagues and I needed to stay back and catch up with the works ready, and got them finished until mid-night... last night was terrible tired... and I slept at around 2 a.m. after my bath ... and took a little while to rest... this morning woke up and went out to work as usual with a heavy head... went on for the tasks that needed to carry out... and started a new busy day again.... made payments for my credit card debts this afternoon..... ..... thanks God! the time to go home was finally to come... still needed to wait for the data verification of the systems... okay. Everything fines. Then, I was allowed to go.... Go home...


"There is no one else for me, none but Jesus. Crucified to set me free. Now I live to bring Him praise. ... "
None but Jesus. I like this song...

Long for vacation somewhere else outside the country...... but I don't have any extra money, no money... so I needed to save up money in order to make it to become reality.

Day off tomorrow... take rest take rest....... still .... there 're something to go for... God bless.