Tiresome Medicine

Thanks God!
I slept early last night. And it was good! Though I felt like didn't want to wake up this morning. So greedy, demanding some more sleeping hour. Of course, I was not afford to do that. I needed to go out to work. It was just a beautiful day, a beautiful beginning in a refreshing morning. Yeah!

You know what, having enough sleep doesn't mean that all of your tiredness are gone. Funny is, I still felt tired. Then I knew what was the reason. It's not because of the antibiotic I took, but the flu's pill. Now you see, everything is a cost for it. With a tiring flesh, I went through the entire working day. Thanks God!

In fact, I was thinking to join the health seminar of church tonight, but for the sake of my body condition, I decided to go home to take rest. Ok, fine. haha... I got myself 3 packet(s) of Chinese herbals home. This was the suggestion of my boss's personal secretary. Thanks! Well, I don't know whether it is called "chinese herbal" or not. But in Chinese, they are "甘草﹐杞子﹐菊花". Ya, all this 3 items, get them mixed into a bottle with boiling water, cover the bottle for a while. Then, drink it. That's it. So simple, isn't it? haha...
See..... here you are.

I tasted it... yeah! Good~ Sugar-free... Yuh. Good~~

How I Love You

How I Love You - Planet Shakers

How I Love You
by Planetshakers

here i stand
before you my heart is still
wanting just to be with you
waiting here
long for your voice to speak
touch me now
its your face i seek

how my soul longs for you
to be with you
adore you
nothing more i want to do
than to sing to you

Jesus im in love with you
speak to me
whisper you words of truth
take my heart
won't you make me new
Jesus, how i love you
how i love you

on my knees
before you i lay my life
giving all
a living sacrifice
take my life
and all that i long to be
set apart
only for you my king

how my soul longs for you
to be with you
adore you
nothing more i want to do
than to sing to you

Jesus im in love with you
speak to me
whisper your words of truth
take my heart
won't you make me new
Jesus, how i love you
how i love you

how my soul longs for you
how my soul longs for you
how my soul longs for you
how my soul longs for you


::: I love this song very much! At home, in my car (while I was driving), I played it many times. So tender... beautiful song... how I love Jesus. Don't you feel the same? Perhaps... yes.. or still "yes" haha.. hope that you like this song. God bless you.

Sick

Sick.

...


Get Well Soon.

Not Feeling Well

Sleepless... terribly sick of it-sore throat & fever. Though I took 2 pain-killer before I went to bed last night. But it seemed that it didn't help any. I felt like not to wake up this morning... I was darn tired. However, thanks God! I was able to attend the Church service. And today I joined one of the church in which situated some where in this area. Not so far, thanks God! I was able to find the place. hehe.... Feeling Good.

Long time I didn't cook for this, "Xue Er Qing Bu Liang". It took about 1-2 hour. Haha... it helps my sore throat. Thanks God!




Before sunset, I went out... let's see, holiday season...


Year 2009 is just 3 days away from now. ...
Have you counted the blessings of 2008?

More & More, it is less actually

Holiday Season...
Anyway, I gotta go back to work this morning. That's life, unless I were a millionaire. haha... but who say millionaire doesn't need to work?!...

Quite busy ... sometimes, busy is good, but sometimes, free is just a waste of time.

"The more you know more, the more you know less."
Do you agree about this? To be honest, when I first read this, it seemed that it doesn't make any sense to me. But when I think a little bit more about it, I've got the idea. And I agreed to it.
The more we know more things, the more we realize that we know only very little things.
Does it sound odd? haha...

After work, eventually I purchased myself a new long sleeve shirt, 50% off the price. Okay lah. New year is near, many things look like are just about celebration, shopping, having fun, traveling, and not forgetting about drafting a new year resolution.... etcs...

See, this is the work of time. You cannot touch it, cannot stop it, ... but you can catch it up, you can learn to manage it well... aren't you?
Have Faith!

Merry Christmas - Daytime

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!

Got up early to catch up the Christmas celebration of Church.
This was my 2nd times there.
Oh God~ unbelievable... almost couldn't find a place to park my car. When I stepped into the auditorium with my friend, there were so many people... thanks God! We got our seats respectively. The auditorium was flooded by a huge number of people. And there were more to come on their way... and they were arranged to another hall separately for the celebration, in which they only able to see the slide on-the-spot. Well, I guess it probably above 3k people. I've never attended such a big celebration(church service) before. Church revival? ... Praise the LORD!! Today's topic talked about "Fear". Perhaps it was the impact of the recession. We all need peace, a peace that is not established on materialism and money, but Jesus Christ, the Prince of peace.
Praise the Lord! Thanks God! There were friend(s) sought to God, re-dedication of cold Christian. ... so warm, the prayers before the stage.

After the celebration...
Here were some of the scenes I went through this afternoon...

Always keep a sweet smile :)

Merry Christmas!

Merry Christmas!
Happy Birthday! My Lord Jesus Christ!
The salvation is here to come-Jesus Christ.
Whoever admitted their sins, repented and believe in Him, shall gain everlasting life.

Just half an hour away from now, there were a small group of young people caroling at that food court I chilled out. 2 flysheets of gospel were given to us. They came from one of the church in this district. Well done! I really appreciated their work & courages. Do Not ashamed of God's gospel!!

After having minor checking of my vehicle this morning in an authorised centre. I went to visit a friend, she had just returned home from the hospital for two days. I was quite shocked once I heard of her news-surgery last night. No wonder her voice was weak and tired at the time she spoke to me last night. But it's glad to see her better condition this morning, God did bless her. And I was glad to visit her new house too. This was my first times, though she had invited me to visit her new house couple months ago when she first moved-in. Wow... beautiful house....
Hope that I could own a house too. kekeke....

Stormy Circumstance

Since it has been a very long time, it’s so fatigued to face the irritating encounter in work.

I was damned tired of it I would say. And was quite very unhappy with it. I felt alone, sometimes helpless, … indeed it was a very bad situation when everyone around was seemed to be unreliable, but positively I would never let myself down to be defeated. Though many times I felt disappointed, angry & sad, but there, it was the time the brightness came. God never play dice. He always has a plan that is the best for us. Whether we believe it or not, we still need to go on our daily life. So why don’t we put our trust in Him in full confidence. “Office Politic”, get out of my way right now!

I am thankful to God, I know that everything, every single thing, is in His control. And it is safe to trust in Him. Life is good, let it be, May God continues to bless me. Oh Lord, have Your mercy on me, grants me the wisdom to face and overcome every day issue(s), and be aware of Your presence from time to time I go. So that I won’t be feeling helpless and alone. You are my God, I praise You Lord, Almighty God! Praise You!

what is the fact?

I felt really tired today.
I traveled a lot. It's damn hot this afternoon, and I needed to drive in a van without air-conditioned, it's a long journey, it's noon time, traffic jam some where on the road... suck! ... thanks God! I didn't get fainted the time I was driving. However, unfortunately I wasn't feeling that well when I've finished up my round trip. HQ to Branch, Branch to forwarder firm, forwarder firm to HQ. I've gotten a slightly headache after the trip... the smoky smell attached to me. Anyway, thanks God! I didn't wear formal today. Otherwise, it would be more uncomfortable.
Busy...
Something, happy! Something, disappointed a bit,... sometimes, I don't know what should I say, how should I do... I just hope that I can offer help very good...
I'm working back to certain matter, I don't know whether it is right or not. My friend told me tonight, I was stubborn to do so, ...... anyway, I believe that most people expect to work themselves in the right thing and right position. So as I.
Dream always happens in another dimension, it's never in the real world. If it is, then, it doesn't call "dream", but "reality", which is the fact.

Oh May God, the most powerful one, leads me on, have Your mercy and loving kindness in me.
All the Best! In God, I put my trust in.

It's not because things are difficult

"
It's not because things are difficult that we do not dare,
It's because we do not dare that they are difficult. "


When I first came across to read this message, it caught the attention of my heart in a sense of its meaning. ... we might have experienced this before... but "we do not dare" shouldn't be the reason, because we DARE!!

Worship God

Thanks God for today.
Anything... Just thanks God!
Driving to HQ this morning, no way lost, going back home, I lost somewhere... so careless... wasting time riding around... :-( not only that, but wasting fuel, and wasting money to pay extra tolls fee too. Be careful man. Ya. OK, it's well, I'd take it as a lesson . It's glad to be in the HQ, I like my colleague(s) in the office there, was glad to work with them. But I don't like some of the office atmosphere and certain particular things, and it's far from my residence. Well... there's no perfection in this world I would say. And we all need to face its reality whether we like it or not. And of course, God is holding my every single day. It shall be safe in Him, have peace in Him.

These two days I've found myself something back, what was it? Okay, it's not odd, but amazing God who did it. "Worship", well, it's not just about singing songs to Him. But here, I'm talking about worship Him with the songs I heard and sang. Meditating His presence, pouring out our inner sounds/words... let God takes our burdens... and heals us.
Nothing can substitute the comfortableness of the Holy Spirit.
Sing praise to Him, to the Living God, I sing to Him.

I felt really tired, not only because I woke up early, but drove so long tonight....

Hear Us From Heaven

Hear Us From Heaven
- by Ross Parsley

Verse I
Lord hear our cry
Come heal our land
Breathe life into these
Dry and thirsty souls

Verse II
Lord hear our prayer
Forgive our sins
And as we call on Your name
Would make this a place of
Your glory to dwell

Verse III
Open the blind eyes
Unlock the deaf ears
Come to Your people
As we draw near
Hear us from heaven
And touch our generation
We are Your people
Crying out in desperation

Verse I

Verse II

Verse III

Oh hear us from heaven
Hear us from heaven
Hear us from heaven

Hear us from heaven
Hear us from heaven
Hear us from heaven

Hear us from heaven
Hear us from heaven
Hear us from heaven

Hear us from heaven
Hear us from heaven
Hear us from heaven

Verse III (2xs)

God is real!

Thanks God!
Nearly lost. But I managed to get to visit my friend's church this morning. Yeah!
This is a Mega Church I would say, because they were about 1k-2k ++ number of people attended the celebration(they don't call it Church Service, but celebration [a bit special]), however, to tell the true, they're a cell church. Amazing work, Thanks God! Thanks God! I felt comfortable to join their "celebration" this morning.


This was the scene I captured via my mobile, just few minutes before this, listening to the calling, seeing the people came before the stage for prayer, we sang... we supported... well, I didn't know why... I felt like to weep... God touched my heart... Holy Spirit... the work of Holy Spirit... I tried to stabilize my emotion... I wanted to be clear, I continued to sing... and deep in my heart, I knew that it's God that did this amazing work. Praise God!!

Disappointment

Restless... Though I felt so tired today, however,
It was a quite excited to me today, because I was invited to join a dinner gathering with some other people. But when my friend told me that we were not going to join that small dinner gathering in a bro's house, I was a bit disappointed... actually I had already reached to the meeting place at that moment, but thing just happened like that, it somewhat disappointed me. :-( ...... and I needed to wait for him for some time to have our dinner together... and thanks God! I found some where to dwell-in, a Christian Bookstore, spending my time there for almost 35 minutes I guess, and I noticed that some of the book(s) and CD/DVD on display looked so old....... a question just pop up on my mind, "Are we Christian mostly doesn't have so much interests in reading Christian items (books/ Songs)? " .......
By the way, I thanked God that I managed to get there, and I didn't lost my way. And thank to my another friend who showed me once how to ride on this routine last night.
Thanks.

God is my help

I was so tired about my job and the people around, particularly those who like to play office politics in a long run. Certain people was doing something to hurt and to attack somebody purposely, it's just damn suck! Evil minded!


"God is our refuge and strength, always ready to help in times of trouble. So we will not fear when earthquakes come and the mountains crumble into the sea. " - Psalm 46:1-2


Oh oh God... Accidentally I cut my thumb tonight when I closed my umbrella, wah... the metal so sharp. So careless. A lot of blood flowing out... it's painful. But I'm ok. Thanks God!

Christmas...

I think I was too tired, I didn't want to get up from bed this morning. Really need more rest. haha... not because I was lazy, but tired. I was so glad to see the sunshine this morning, yesterday was a rainy day. Yeah! A new bright morning has come. Cheer! Life is beautiful.

Christmas, Christmas..... oh ya ya... it is around the corner. When people talk about Christmas, What comes first in our mind? Celebration? Day of having fun? Holiday? Leisure & travelling Season? Presents/Gifts? Snow?... Anybody knows? As a Christian, what does it remind to us? What is the purpose of the Christmas day? Jesus Christ, the Saviour king, born in the manger, He wanted to deliver the sinner(s) to turn away from sin, and get back to the God Father, Great salvation He has accomplished, bring new life to those who believe in Him. Hallelujah! Praise God.
......


A lot of Christmas gifts got sales in the shopping market. Below is the key chains I grabbed this afternoon. I found it special, & pretty. So, unconditionally it became my choice.


I called a brother in Lord tonight for a matter. I never thought that he would have said something that I would consider different. But thing just happened like that, actually it's nothing so particular, and the fact was just so touched my heart. Well, I think it's the matter of its timing. Right timing produces positive harvest. Thanks for the concern, Bro. ... We need others
' concern, but we cannot always be passive, aren't we?

Day Off - Taking Breathe

Didn't know why, I woke up a bit early this morning, it was raining the whole day. It was quite cold today. I went out this afternoon to buy some necessities. Browsing around in a bookstore has become a habit to me. ... I always expect to get myself a fiction book to read, but until now I still haven't got it. It's just the matter of the story, I did not know what should I take. So I just left the bookstore with an empty hand. One thing came up in my mind this afternoon while I was browsing in the bookstore, it was like this, I asked myself, "Generally I am interested to read the book that related to inspiration/ self-help, economic/ business..", however, "Why am I not involve myself in business field?" ... Just wondering... okay, no need to ask, it seems that I still don't really finish them all that I purchased before this...

In fact, I was about to go swimming this morning, but since it was raining, then, I couldn't make it. Anyway, it's okay, last night I already did. Progress...progress...

Hanging out with a friend and his "wife"-very soon this evening. It was great! Having dinner together... and again, I was invited to his wedding dinner, I thought that his dinner would be held at hometown, then, I might need to book a flight ticket and travel back. But after talking for a little while, then, I noticed that I got him wrong, ... be a brother... haha... well, I think I can make it, 01.01.2009, a wonderful date.

Meek Does Not Mean Weak

Meek Does Not Mean Weak (Matthew 5:5)

This was the title of the message which was preached this morning.
And I think,

My meekness isn't reflected that it was my weakness to those who bully me. But, glorify God. Should I not glorify the Lord on high. People might thought that I was weak, but I gotta tell you, I'm coming stronger. God is with me, always.

Sober-Minded

Month after month, days after days, somebody resigned... somebody was fired... one after one, this was the recent situation the company in. It was getting worse and worse... less manpower... and the workloads are becoming heavier and heavier... many people are getting tougher in their respective position... they are required to do more...... office politic issue...... who is win? who is lose? It is so obvious. Anyway, I hate the busyness in the showroom, you would lost your 'exact identity' in this company. Serious.

Tonight I think of a word, "mercy". I just think that, many times thing just happen without mercy.
Perhaps, sometimes, some company just take the advantage, because of the economic recession, they tend to do something that benefit their own only.

Anyway, In God's hand, everything is safe, Hallelujah!

So tired

Sleepless...
I woke up so early this morning... tired... but I needed to go to the post office to get my parcel, that parcel couldn't reach me last week as I were not at home. yeaaa... it was just so inconvenient to me. By the way, thanks God, I was able to manage my schedule well this morning, after getting my parcel, I still got time to have my breakfast in a Hong kong-type restaurant. I read my book-does prayer make any difference. Finished my breakfast, reached office, but the office still closed.

A bit bored with my work, and it was very irritating when it came to you like this, the fact is , you did the work hardly, but someone reacted so abject, and purposely took the glory away before your boss, wasn't I still sitting there? Can't he notice my existence? Anyway, I just kept silent... and I thanked God, at least I know what kind of person he is. He didn't do the job, but he just wanted to gain the compliment of job from my boss. So CHEAP!!

So tired.... gotta take rest early tonight....