Everyday is a busy day...
Recently, I was really busy... many things to do... Anyway, I think I should remind myself that God is with me. Busyness makes a person forgets God~
I felt glad today... really glad. A colleague told me about the spelling mistake, thanks, she's just very helpful and kind!. Funny is, the moment she was telling me, and I was still in a blur blur mind...... then, only I realized after she told me many times. Hey man, so poor lah your English. Well, I think that she is a very careful and attentive person, many times she can acknowledge and advise me the very little things about my design(s) in which I've overseen. It's very very glad to work with you... Thanks!!......
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Friday, October 31, 2008
Thursday, October 30, 2008
Amazing Happening
A hectic day... tired...
Weather is so hot...... friend, take care ya.
It was really amazing... in fact, all things were almost settled down, the only thing left, is my signature... and thing is now need to be changed when I received a call tonight from my wonderful dad. My dad supports me...... And my younger sister's call me as well...... very moving.... my tear(s) were almost falling down.... so warm... my dearest family... though you're not at my side, but you all are in my heart. I love you all... ...
It's so glad to see a offline message(s) in msn. .... thankssss. ~~ simple & short... but irrigated my heart so much...
Tomorrow need to wake up early, and reach at the office 30 minutes earlier than normal time to open door. Ridiculous Job requesting!!... Anyway, thanks God! at least I don't need to close the door at night.
Weather is so hot...... friend, take care ya.
It was really amazing... in fact, all things were almost settled down, the only thing left, is my signature... and thing is now need to be changed when I received a call tonight from my wonderful dad. My dad supports me...... And my younger sister's call me as well...... very moving.... my tear(s) were almost falling down.... so warm... my dearest family... though you're not at my side, but you all are in my heart. I love you all... ...
It's so glad to see a offline message(s) in msn. .... thankssss. ~~ simple & short... but irrigated my heart so much...
Tomorrow need to wake up early, and reach at the office 30 minutes earlier than normal time to open door. Ridiculous Job requesting!!... Anyway, thanks God! at least I don't need to close the door at night.
Wednesday, October 29, 2008
Lift up your eye to Heaven
The weather has become warm, ...this 2 days were damn hot... and tonight as well... hot... and I need to open my windows, and the door of my room as well..... I'm taking the very high risk to put myself into an attack of enemy-mosquito. Oh God~ I pray that you're cooling down the temperature now.....
Today is almost reach to its end... but there's something that still remain so clear in my mind since this afternoon, I guess, it's simply meant to no other meaning, perhaps I was just too sensitive for this times. "You Play me ah?" ... NO, I didn't... (never ever). I wish I could tell...... Didn't know why, it has somehow brought me to a reason. Well, it's just a very little thing lah... hey man, you're too much already. Okay, come on, be fine. Do not think too much~
So hot, swimming again tonight.....
Very Glad to receive a SMS tonight.... thanks :) ....
Today is almost reach to its end... but there's something that still remain so clear in my mind since this afternoon, I guess, it's simply meant to no other meaning, perhaps I was just too sensitive for this times. "You Play me ah?" ... NO, I didn't... (never ever). I wish I could tell...... Didn't know why, it has somehow brought me to a reason. Well, it's just a very little thing lah... hey man, you're too much already. Okay, come on, be fine. Do not think too much~
So hot, swimming again tonight.....
Very Glad to receive a SMS tonight.... thanks :) ....
Tuesday, October 28, 2008
Maturity of mind
Since I was small, my mom used to tell me that when I laid on the bed to sleep, if I cross up my arms, and put my hands to my heart, I would make a nightmare. Was this a fairy tale? No... ? yes...? and it happened to me last night... it was this morning, 2-3 hours before the alarm was sounded. I was in a fear suddenly, nightmare, shivering a little... and I found my arms cross up, and my hands on my heart... but I couldn't remember the dream. Anyway, it recalled a little memory about something happened in the church I previously attended in the past. It reminded me the spiritual war. Oh God~ indeed, I did not want to think that. Sleeping again~ thanks God!
Always like that, when I come back to work after a day off, it will be lots of task(s) right there waiting me to cover back and to complete. What I can say is, today was totally exhausted. Very busy... tasks were accumulated one after one, in fact, design work was quite an excited job. When I did well, I found the joy of satisfaction. But when I couldn't do better work, I would be depressed, because I just felt that I unable to be a helpful person/colleague to my colleague/friend. Anyway, I know why I was so nervous today. I was desperately rushing on my task(s). Taking the race with something that you would never ever able to win to its age, which is TIME.
To clear up my stuffy head, I decided to go down to swim... wow... great... felt like swam more and more round... but I couldn't do that, else I would have no extra time to do some other thing(s). And nighttime is always very fast to reach the another bright morning... what I'm trying to say here is, Time rolls on very fast. :-)
Hair Brush, what is this? Okay, I've just got this yesterday morning, a beautician friend, who is also a sister in Christ, promoted me this item, a hair-tool. Come on, I don't use this thing lah! Usually I just use my hands to make up my hairstyle. No must use it for the good sake of our hair to grow healthy. Haha... is it? okay, it's not so expensive to me. I bought it yesterday morning, dealt! Anyway, I felt it good when I used it to comb my hair, oh no, massaging my hair and the scalp. Okay lah.
Well, I was very happy tonight... you know what, when you've sowed something for a while, and finally you reaped the outcome in positive way. Then, you would know that it's worth to wait. And you would also know that what is it called "sweet after bitter". Chatting with a good friend tonight, we've some conversation related to relationship... okay, hmm... there's an advise. But We always anticipate and believe that there's a better tomorrow. Believe what you sense, trust what you see, be an understanding people. .... we can't just judge by what we see, but sometimes we need time to be the judge.
Always like that, when I come back to work after a day off, it will be lots of task(s) right there waiting me to cover back and to complete. What I can say is, today was totally exhausted. Very busy... tasks were accumulated one after one, in fact, design work was quite an excited job. When I did well, I found the joy of satisfaction. But when I couldn't do better work, I would be depressed, because I just felt that I unable to be a helpful person/colleague to my colleague/friend. Anyway, I know why I was so nervous today. I was desperately rushing on my task(s). Taking the race with something that you would never ever able to win to its age, which is TIME.
To clear up my stuffy head, I decided to go down to swim... wow... great... felt like swam more and more round... but I couldn't do that, else I would have no extra time to do some other thing(s). And nighttime is always very fast to reach the another bright morning... what I'm trying to say here is, Time rolls on very fast. :-)
Hair Brush, what is this? Okay, I've just got this yesterday morning, a beautician friend, who is also a sister in Christ, promoted me this item, a hair-tool. Come on, I don't use this thing lah! Usually I just use my hands to make up my hairstyle. No must use it for the good sake of our hair to grow healthy. Haha... is it? okay, it's not so expensive to me. I bought it yesterday morning, dealt! Anyway, I felt it good when I used it to comb my hair, oh no, massaging my hair and the scalp. Okay lah.
Well, I was very happy tonight... you know what, when you've sowed something for a while, and finally you reaped the outcome in positive way. Then, you would know that it's worth to wait. And you would also know that what is it called "sweet after bitter". Chatting with a good friend tonight, we've some conversation related to relationship... okay, hmm... there's an advise. But We always anticipate and believe that there's a better tomorrow. Believe what you sense, trust what you see, be an understanding people. .... we can't just judge by what we see, but sometimes we need time to be the judge.
Monday, October 27, 2008
Happy Day
Day off~
Resting at home.
I couldn't believe that I woke up late this morning. Long ago I hadn't wakened up at this hour. It's after 10am. Well, I think, I was too tired last night after having a night swim. By the way, I was very happy at the time to sleep last night because my anticipation was at last come true~ :-) Thanks God!
Though it's public holiday today, but it's none of my business, our company has no holiday for today, anyway, it's my day off. I stayed at home, go nowhere, but doing lots of stuff in the house, cleaning room, washing lots of clothes, sheet, pillow covers, blanket, sleeping bag... table fan... ironing T-Shirts...... haha... it's really like going through a big project.
I was about to change my blog skin, but it'll take up some time, so I just forget about it for some while. Going on my reading, however, I still haven't finished it yet. Some more book(s) are queuing there on my table and in my tiny bookshelf. ...... time, is a restriction.
Since I couldn't fix my shoe, so I went out to a cobbler, thanks God! He was still there, because the hour was close to sunset, and he told me it would take about 10 minutes for the service. Then, I walked to "Pasar Malam", bought myself some fruit(s) & drink... and then, dinner, ...... finally back to the cobbler, waited for a while, then, everything done. Thanks God~ It looks like a new one. haha... and costs me RM13.00. okay. thanks~
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Resting at home.
I couldn't believe that I woke up late this morning. Long ago I hadn't wakened up at this hour. It's after 10am. Well, I think, I was too tired last night after having a night swim. By the way, I was very happy at the time to sleep last night because my anticipation was at last come true~ :-) Thanks God!
Though it's public holiday today, but it's none of my business, our company has no holiday for today, anyway, it's my day off. I stayed at home, go nowhere, but doing lots of stuff in the house, cleaning room, washing lots of clothes, sheet, pillow covers, blanket, sleeping bag... table fan... ironing T-Shirts...... haha... it's really like going through a big project.
I was about to change my blog skin, but it'll take up some time, so I just forget about it for some while. Going on my reading, however, I still haven't finished it yet. Some more book(s) are queuing there on my table and in my tiny bookshelf. ...... time, is a restriction.
Since I couldn't fix my shoe, so I went out to a cobbler, thanks God! He was still there, because the hour was close to sunset, and he told me it would take about 10 minutes for the service. Then, I walked to "Pasar Malam", bought myself some fruit(s) & drink... and then, dinner, ...... finally back to the cobbler, waited for a while, then, everything done. Thanks God~ It looks like a new one. haha... and costs me RM13.00. okay. thanks~
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Sunday, October 26, 2008
Be Firm
Sleepless... woke up early, an unhappy dream was awakened me, ..... as normal I attended the Sunday Church Service this morning, it has become a habit to me, not much grow, and in an uncertainty...... What's the difference between a Christian and a non-Christian? They say, they're a Christian, they go to church every Sunday, they say, they're a believer of Jesus,..... they like to hear of the inspiring & touching story/preaching... but... what about the attitude towards their belief?...... Sometimes I myself just too tired of hearing the sermon that was preached so well, and it looked like lots of people were so moved and inspired. .... but at the other side, it was just a "3 minutes hot degree"(short-lived enthusiasm) reaction. And sometimes, when I see that there's not much difference with what a Christian behave as compared to a non-Christian doing, it's really upset me. But I know for sure that I'm not qualify to say this, I'm not perfect as well, I was also doing wrong thing(s) sometimes... God will judge that all. Really need His mercy. Just wondering, today Are we Christian too pride of being a Christian? ...... But we did very little things for Him.
...... we just too weak to call ourself a Christian. okay... no complaining please.!
A bit tired today...... felt sleepy in the Church......
During my working hour, I was waiting for the time to get off, really tired. ... After work, went home... bath ... dinner... rest... okay, actually it was a joke lah. But... this times no excuse already... went down to swim with 2 house-mates. Well, anyway, I enjoyed swimming tonight... just didn't count how many round I swam. But refreshed my mind. Thanks God~ Anyway, please bear in mind, next times please do not simply make a joke, must make a joke in a very right time. haha... Anyway, Thanks God~ it did not delay my time to send out my SMS. :-)
...... we just too weak to call ourself a Christian. okay... no complaining please.!
A bit tired today...... felt sleepy in the Church......
During my working hour, I was waiting for the time to get off, really tired. ... After work, went home... bath ... dinner... rest... okay, actually it was a joke lah. But... this times no excuse already... went down to swim with 2 house-mates. Well, anyway, I enjoyed swimming tonight... just didn't count how many round I swam. But refreshed my mind. Thanks God~ Anyway, please bear in mind, next times please do not simply make a joke, must make a joke in a very right time. haha... Anyway, Thanks God~ it did not delay my time to send out my SMS. :-)
Saturday, October 25, 2008
Looking at the beautiful scene(s)
Thing happened as last night, a message was dropped into my mobile again after midnight, it's from my superior. +.+ ... not much interest... it's about the funeral matter again. This wasn't the expected one... ...
Tired to do the tasks that related to the funeral, not many personnel is going, thus, they(company) need to do something, ... came out notice... everyone must go as requested, but those with the 3 mentioned reasons by the company can be an exception. (In Chinese Community, mostly they are cautious about their custom, & tradition.) But do you think that everyone will be in agreement on it? sorry... and now funny is, they said, transport will be provided, but now the fact is, the staff will need to travel themselves by fetching others too. Anyway, I just thanked God, I will not go. Directly I told my superior and my boss, and of course, my reason was accepted . Okay, fine, not need to talk too much about this.
What was attracted me actually? I watched again the DVD movie, "Secret", but I just watched the beginning part only... I've got not enough time (perhaps it's not the right time to watch it tonight), haha... it was just so romantic... so warm... okay, movie is just only a movie. Make a dream for a while won't be harmful to our mind, isn't it? fine. Go ahead for your dream. haha...
Chemistry in between girl and boy is just so amazing, so sweet, indescribable, crazy... but sometimes it's just too complicated...... and we carefully dare to have a touch on it, and is getting even deeper and deeper... and we may not even know what is happening... how to get out of it, when there's a pain that hurt you so much, it's just so tough, and so hard to get up again...... and no one really anticipates that to happen... we are human being, and many times, perhaps we may be just so vulnerable...... and normally, at that moment it refines us so much, and we become more stronger than before...... "why" is not the reason to lose our heart again and again, and totally put ourself down, but to stand up again, look for the goodness that is worthwhile to run for......
Tired to do the tasks that related to the funeral, not many personnel is going, thus, they(company) need to do something, ... came out notice... everyone must go as requested, but those with the 3 mentioned reasons by the company can be an exception. (In Chinese Community, mostly they are cautious about their custom, & tradition.) But do you think that everyone will be in agreement on it? sorry... and now funny is, they said, transport will be provided, but now the fact is, the staff will need to travel themselves by fetching others too. Anyway, I just thanked God, I will not go. Directly I told my superior and my boss, and of course, my reason was accepted . Okay, fine, not need to talk too much about this.
What was attracted me actually? I watched again the DVD movie, "Secret", but I just watched the beginning part only... I've got not enough time (perhaps it's not the right time to watch it tonight), haha... it was just so romantic... so warm... okay, movie is just only a movie. Make a dream for a while won't be harmful to our mind, isn't it? fine. Go ahead for your dream. haha...
Chemistry in between girl and boy is just so amazing, so sweet, indescribable, crazy... but sometimes it's just too complicated...... and we carefully dare to have a touch on it, and is getting even deeper and deeper... and we may not even know what is happening... how to get out of it, when there's a pain that hurt you so much, it's just so tough, and so hard to get up again...... and no one really anticipates that to happen... we are human being, and many times, perhaps we may be just so vulnerable...... and normally, at that moment it refines us so much, and we become more stronger than before...... "why" is not the reason to lose our heart again and again, and totally put ourself down, but to stand up again, look for the goodness that is worthwhile to run for......
Friday, October 24, 2008
Rationalism
I guess my superior was really really so tension, even after mid-night, and the time before the sun was risen, there were already two SMS dropped into my mobile, it's telling me what's the task to do/to follow up the next morning in the office. Actually, the SMS did bother my sleep, but it's just fine, I wouldn't blame her, something unhappy happened in her family-grandma passed away. And supposed I should turn off my mobile at the time I went to bed. but, why have I not turned off my mobile?
I really don't like the policy, the style, the culture of this company... I really hate the unreasonable duty before and after the office hour, so ridiculous, but since I am still working there, I really need to be patient a little bit more. Am I not? And likewise, what does it mean "compulsory"? Isn't it a MUST. In fact, I was thinking to go for the funeral service, but due to the reasons of distance & time, I decided not to go. Then, it was something coming to us again, somebody was complaining at us not attending the funeral service, said that we should go.
OK, but what is wrong that we don't go? ...
Evening time, my superior called me up, telling that everyone works in the company must attend the funeral service, it is compulsory! ...... some more, asked me to do notice & email, and announced to everyone... oh ...oh... but why me? why me the one is asked to do this? Some other people may not be happy to hear about this...... and I may be blamed by somebody else anytime. Can't imagine... it's just so WEIRD!
I asked my house-mates tonight... they also thought of the same way. Go is better, but shouldn't be done in a way that forcing others to go for the funeral.
You know what, we've church service on Sunday, I'd rather go to church. Don't say me, heartless and no sympathy.
I really don't like the policy, the style, the culture of this company... I really hate the unreasonable duty before and after the office hour, so ridiculous, but since I am still working there, I really need to be patient a little bit more. Am I not? And likewise, what does it mean "compulsory"? Isn't it a MUST. In fact, I was thinking to go for the funeral service, but due to the reasons of distance & time, I decided not to go. Then, it was something coming to us again, somebody was complaining at us not attending the funeral service, said that we should go.
OK, but what is wrong that we don't go? ...
Evening time, my superior called me up, telling that everyone works in the company must attend the funeral service, it is compulsory! ...... some more, asked me to do notice & email, and announced to everyone... oh ...oh... but why me? why me the one is asked to do this? Some other people may not be happy to hear about this...... and I may be blamed by somebody else anytime. Can't imagine... it's just so WEIRD!
I asked my house-mates tonight... they also thought of the same way. Go is better, but shouldn't be done in a way that forcing others to go for the funeral.
You know what, we've church service on Sunday, I'd rather go to church. Don't say me, heartless and no sympathy.
Thursday, October 23, 2008
Do Not Simply Quit
I've got no idea why was I waking up so early in the morning recently. Am I getting older? Is this the reason? Almost exceeding 1 hour before the alarm began to sound. And usually I was forced to wake up at this time, because I couldn't fall sleep anymore. Sucks! ...... anyway, thank God! I've got more time to have my reading in the morning. Or just sitting there, enjoying the music... be silent.
And everyday, there's always hope & love. Must believe it, and live a healthy life. In God I put my trust, pursuing my target with a strong faith. Do not Simply quit. ... That's the way.
Escaping myself to a paradise from the current busyness of work would be the best idea to ease my mind I think. But the fact is, I need to wait until the coming month... yeah... will soon be flying back to hometown. Anyway, life is still busy. Well, I think it is just the way how you think, so we must enjoy our current life, and the current process ... if we are not enjoy, then, things may turn out to be so oppressive, and it will rather be more tired and tired in every step we move. Therefore, we better do something ...
Something upset me this afternoon, walking in the bookstore with a complicated mind after my lunch, it's just like my mind has gone to somewhere else, like I lost myself somewhere in the midst of a junction...... but I was not. Anyway, at the edge of my mind, there's still a hope, Okay. Fine!
It was so glad and so good to do good to other, but what if the response is brittle, or ...etcs. Anyway, it's just a lesson of life, Jesus did a good example, love is amazing, love is so good. We do good not for reward(s). But Love. Because Love has no condition. ......
It was so sorry to receive a SMS from my superior tonight, telling that her grandma was just passed away. . . God bless.... May God remember you all...
And everyday, there's always hope & love. Must believe it, and live a healthy life. In God I put my trust, pursuing my target with a strong faith. Do not Simply quit. ... That's the way.
Escaping myself to a paradise from the current busyness of work would be the best idea to ease my mind I think. But the fact is, I need to wait until the coming month... yeah... will soon be flying back to hometown. Anyway, life is still busy. Well, I think it is just the way how you think, so we must enjoy our current life, and the current process ... if we are not enjoy, then, things may turn out to be so oppressive, and it will rather be more tired and tired in every step we move. Therefore, we better do something ...
Something upset me this afternoon, walking in the bookstore with a complicated mind after my lunch, it's just like my mind has gone to somewhere else, like I lost myself somewhere in the midst of a junction...... but I was not. Anyway, at the edge of my mind, there's still a hope, Okay. Fine!
It was so glad and so good to do good to other, but what if the response is brittle, or ...etcs. Anyway, it's just a lesson of life, Jesus did a good example, love is amazing, love is so good. We do good not for reward(s). But Love. Because Love has no condition. ......
It was so sorry to receive a SMS from my superior tonight, telling that her grandma was just passed away. . . God bless.... May God remember you all...
Wednesday, October 22, 2008
Moving On
Went to bed early last night... but my rest was not enough... still I felt tired but better.
Seeing that the people on duty was catching the wild dog(s) on the way while I was reaching to the train station... oh no... groaning sound... God.. I didn't want to hear... sadly to watch on this... because the dog(s) looked cute... "What are they going to do with this animal?" Sympathy was fighting for innocent being. People around was sympathetically staring at this cruel scene, a child was crying while he saw it... and her mom said, it's okay, it's dog only. dog only??? God... Didn't want to think about it.
It has brought me a lot of stuff to handle for just only two days I didn't go to the office. Oh God~~ This was the consequence?... okay, relax... relax... but it's not enough. I needed to go somewhere else, which is our headquarter today, it was excited I think, it's not only for the sake of my job... but some other matter. Anyway, it's just another "BUT" turned on the "disappointment" melody-sad. So... okay, fine... it's okay. God works everything for GOOD. Faith on~~
The journey home is a long way, so it was around 9 something in the evening when I reached home. TIRED... exposed to rain... slightly headache tonight... after bathed, & dinner, it was around 10pm. Anyway, I thanked God that I've got the chance to go on my reading of the book of PRAYER-Does it make any difference?
Life is Good~ Keep on Your efforts!
Seeing that the people on duty was catching the wild dog(s) on the way while I was reaching to the train station... oh no... groaning sound... God.. I didn't want to hear... sadly to watch on this... because the dog(s) looked cute... "What are they going to do with this animal?" Sympathy was fighting for innocent being. People around was sympathetically staring at this cruel scene, a child was crying while he saw it... and her mom said, it's okay, it's dog only. dog only??? God... Didn't want to think about it.
It has brought me a lot of stuff to handle for just only two days I didn't go to the office. Oh God~~ This was the consequence?... okay, relax... relax... but it's not enough. I needed to go somewhere else, which is our headquarter today, it was excited I think, it's not only for the sake of my job... but some other matter. Anyway, it's just another "BUT" turned on the "disappointment" melody-sad. So... okay, fine... it's okay. God works everything for GOOD. Faith on~~
The journey home is a long way, so it was around 9 something in the evening when I reached home. TIRED... exposed to rain... slightly headache tonight... after bathed, & dinner, it was around 10pm. Anyway, I thanked God that I've got the chance to go on my reading of the book of PRAYER-Does it make any difference?
Life is Good~ Keep on Your efforts!
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
Sick Leave... but It Wasn't a Tough Day.
Sick Leave.
What was happening recently? It seemed that the weather was not in a happy mood, it was always raining. And sometimes, the sun came out again for a while, then, the sky began to overcast suddenly... and rain again.
The weather was so fickle in recent days, it's not nice to the living people, and I myself have failed to take care of myself, the virus fought me back, and I was defeated, SICK. I thought I would be fine today. Though I took sick leave, and didn't go to work, but I'm still not feeling well, and even received SMS from my boss twice this morning and afternoon for an instruction and conference requesting. Oh God~ Come on, give me a breathe. Thank God! It was fine after I replied him that I was sick and took MC today. Anyway, I thanked God that I managed to get the work(s) on my schedule done. Thanks God~
It was a busy & tired day, I gotta rest early tonight... cloudy mind...
God bless...
What was happening recently? It seemed that the weather was not in a happy mood, it was always raining. And sometimes, the sun came out again for a while, then, the sky began to overcast suddenly... and rain again.
The weather was so fickle in recent days, it's not nice to the living people, and I myself have failed to take care of myself, the virus fought me back, and I was defeated, SICK. I thought I would be fine today. Though I took sick leave, and didn't go to work, but I'm still not feeling well, and even received SMS from my boss twice this morning and afternoon for an instruction and conference requesting. Oh God~ Come on, give me a breathe. Thank God! It was fine after I replied him that I was sick and took MC today. Anyway, I thanked God that I managed to get the work(s) on my schedule done. Thanks God~
It was a busy & tired day, I gotta rest early tonight... cloudy mind...
God bless...
Monday, October 20, 2008
Busy + Excited
Day off~
However, I was quite busy the whole day...
Rainy days... part of my clothes are still hanging out there at the balcony.
Making a lot of calls this afternoon... I can't just rely on others' comments and opinions. However, I can work it independently in either way. Thanks God~
God~ I thought it was okay to me tonight, but I was surprisingly getting to know that it was 38°C shown in the thermometer, the doctor told me after taking it out from my mouth.
Fever~
However, I was quite busy the whole day...
Rainy days... part of my clothes are still hanging out there at the balcony.
Making a lot of calls this afternoon... I can't just rely on others' comments and opinions. However, I can work it independently in either way. Thanks God~
God~ I thought it was okay to me tonight, but I was surprisingly getting to know that it was 38°C shown in the thermometer, the doctor told me after taking it out from my mouth.
Fever~
Sunday, October 19, 2008
Renew Your Mind
My eyes very tired... It could be because of facing to the monitor so often I think.
Before I stepped into the sanctuary, I've already heard of the song, "How Great Is Our God" was singing out there. What's a wonderful song!! ... this worship team from Grace Methodist Church, Singapore did very well this morning, Thanks God!
Mission Month, "Reach One More For Jesus (Acts 1:8)" was the topic preached in this morning... Gospel... Have you kept it in your pocket?......
I felt good in this morning, naturally I sent SMS to a friend for a support. We need friend to support us, and we do need to support them.
Life was very busy... really need a breathe. Though tired, with a heavy head, I went down to swim tonight after coming back from work. REFRESHINGLY renewing my mind.
I like one of the song that was being sung this morning, "Here I am, at your feet....." But I couldn't find it on the internet. Perhaps I need to ask from the worship team somehow.
Before I stepped into the sanctuary, I've already heard of the song, "How Great Is Our God" was singing out there. What's a wonderful song!! ... this worship team from Grace Methodist Church, Singapore did very well this morning, Thanks God!
Mission Month, "Reach One More For Jesus (Acts 1:8)" was the topic preached in this morning... Gospel... Have you kept it in your pocket?......
I felt good in this morning, naturally I sent SMS to a friend for a support. We need friend to support us, and we do need to support them.
Life was very busy... really need a breathe. Though tired, with a heavy head, I went down to swim tonight after coming back from work. REFRESHINGLY renewing my mind.
I like one of the song that was being sung this morning, "Here I am, at your feet....." But I couldn't find it on the internet. Perhaps I need to ask from the worship team somehow.
Saturday, October 18, 2008
God was approaching me.
I was very tired today though, but I still went to the Undignified Worship Concert, anyway, my friends couldn't come. Okay.....
It was really amazing, I came here... through the praise & worship.... the prayers... God tried to get me back closer to Him. Together with everyone, I closed my eyes, bowed my head down... we prayed to God... then, I knew what it called "We pray to God via silent".
I felt really calm in mind, I was really comfortable, I asked for forgiveness, turned to God, I didn't need to think too much like what it came to me in my daily life, my stress, my worries, my sadness, my uncertainty ... were all released. Worshiping God in peace, and enjoyed that time with Him like face to face. Silently I asked myself why should I too care about something that it seemed to be less possible to happen...... and God soothed me...
I've learned a word tonight, "Oxymoron"- Something that does not make sense.
It was really amazing, I came here... through the praise & worship.... the prayers... God tried to get me back closer to Him. Together with everyone, I closed my eyes, bowed my head down... we prayed to God... then, I knew what it called "We pray to God via silent".
I felt really calm in mind, I was really comfortable, I asked for forgiveness, turned to God, I didn't need to think too much like what it came to me in my daily life, my stress, my worries, my sadness, my uncertainty ... were all released. Worshiping God in peace, and enjoyed that time with Him like face to face. Silently I asked myself why should I too care about something that it seemed to be less possible to happen...... and God soothed me...
I've learned a word tonight, "Oxymoron"- Something that does not make sense.
Undignified Worship Concert
Drummer for Christ
Prayers
Supplications - by Worship Team, Grace Methodist Church, Singapore.
Silent Meditation
Sermon...
En TheosRelax, man.
Today I woke up early, but I didn't go to swim. I just wanted to stay back, I have had some reading, & enjoyed the music with my breakfast after taking shower. I was quite enjoyed having that moment before I went out to work. Yeah~~
Today was damned busy at work, email has gradually become very popular within the office. Sometimes it just sucks, because too much email(s) needed to be read and replied. I just think that it would bother me so much as some of it were none of my business. So I just simply read through it without spending too much time on it.
Went out tonight, met my friend and his future wife (very soon), I got his wedding dinner invitation card eventually, and attached with one of his selected wedding photo, wow... so nice & beautiful, it was so glad to get one. Thanks! And it was so glad to see their tiny wedding photo booklet. Wonderful...
In fact, I was the protagonist tonight. haha... met a few friends of my friend, and friend of my friend's friend, and the brother's friend of my friend's friend. haha... seemed like a bit complicated here. Anyway, I enjoyed being there tonight though I came with the main purpose of dealing with my transaction, I heard some funny things there in the conversations. It was a life lesson, it was funny joke but true story, it was sad too, it was open-minded too... it was an amazing experience also... haha... Glad~~
Today was damned busy at work, email has gradually become very popular within the office. Sometimes it just sucks, because too much email(s) needed to be read and replied. I just think that it would bother me so much as some of it were none of my business. So I just simply read through it without spending too much time on it.
Went out tonight, met my friend and his future wife (very soon), I got his wedding dinner invitation card eventually, and attached with one of his selected wedding photo, wow... so nice & beautiful, it was so glad to get one. Thanks! And it was so glad to see their tiny wedding photo booklet. Wonderful...
In fact, I was the protagonist tonight. haha... met a few friends of my friend, and friend of my friend's friend, and the brother's friend of my friend's friend. haha... seemed like a bit complicated here. Anyway, I enjoyed being there tonight though I came with the main purpose of dealing with my transaction, I heard some funny things there in the conversations. It was a life lesson, it was funny joke but true story, it was sad too, it was open-minded too... it was an amazing experience also... haha... Glad~~
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
Understanding
I felt calm tonight.
And I've learned one thing, do not think only at a corner side,
Be Understanding of other willingly & honestly
and be strong, be brave, show your concerns, care & love
to the people around you...
Give SUPPORT to him/her!!
O God, may Your love fills those who need it fully.
And I've learned one thing, do not think only at a corner side,
Be Understanding of other willingly & honestly
and be strong, be brave, show your concerns, care & love
to the people around you...
Give SUPPORT to him/her!!
O God, may Your love fills those who need it fully.
God of This City
God Of This City - Chris Tomlin
You're the God of this city
You're the King of these people
You're the Lord of this nation
You Are
Bridge:
For there is no one like our God
There is no one like our God
Chorus 1:
Greater things have yet to come
Great things are still to be done
In this city
Greater things are still to come
And greater things are still to be done here
Verse 2:
You're the Lord of Creation
The Creator of all things
You're the King above all Kings
You Are
You're the strength in our weakness
You're the love to the broken
You're the joy in the sadness
You Are
Chorus 2:
Greater things have yet to come
Great things are still to be done
In this city
Where glory shines from hearts alive
With praise for you and love for you
In this city
Greater things have yet to come
Great things are still to be done
In this city
Greater things are still to come
And greater things are still to be done here
* While I was waking up this morning... and yesterday morning when I came across to this song again... it reminded me that who is the GOD, who is controlling everything. The powerful God, He's my GOD.
Tuesday, October 14, 2008
Trustworthiness & Honesty
Oh God~ sleepless..... I was liked an insomniac...
I was damned tired today..... my eyes always wanted to close up... & my eye-bags were getting deeper :-( I couldn't think too much already... when I talked to others, it was just so tiring my voices presented. My head seemed like so heavy... almost fainted if I were too careless to bear... to make the matter worse, was that, the conversation was suddenly turned out to be cheerless & frigid... it was a shocked... however, I really would like to know what is going on??...... tell me please.
Too much.... just too much stuff... covering me up like a raging sea... O Lord, I need Your hand~
When somebody said bad words about somebody you really care or trust... & gave an unnecessary advise, and I might think it like a bullshit at all, it was really just not a funny thing... As if my trust was not that much..... then, my soul, my mind & my body would be in a very troublesome circumstance. Hey Buddy, I don't care what other people said about you the bad things..., but I trust you, you're trusted, always.
........
A true Friendship & relationship are so precious & important, it is worthwhile to treasure forever, it's not a game.
.....
I was damned tired today..... my eyes always wanted to close up... & my eye-bags were getting deeper :-( I couldn't think too much already... when I talked to others, it was just so tiring my voices presented. My head seemed like so heavy... almost fainted if I were too careless to bear... to make the matter worse, was that, the conversation was suddenly turned out to be cheerless & frigid... it was a shocked... however, I really would like to know what is going on??...... tell me please.
Too much.... just too much stuff... covering me up like a raging sea... O Lord, I need Your hand~
When somebody said bad words about somebody you really care or trust... & gave an unnecessary advise, and I might think it like a bullshit at all, it was really just not a funny thing... As if my trust was not that much..... then, my soul, my mind & my body would be in a very troublesome circumstance. Hey Buddy, I don't care what other people said about you the bad things..., but I trust you, you're trusted, always.
........
A true Friendship & relationship are so precious & important, it is worthwhile to treasure forever, it's not a game.
.....
Sunday, October 12, 2008
我拥有我自己的信念，你想破坏它？门都没﹗
" 我拥有我自己的信念，你想破坏它？门都没! "
Undignified Worship Concert with Grace Methodist Church, Singapore, will be held on 18th of October, it crashes with one of the event that organized by the company. well, well, well, I think this is the best excuse I don't join it. Thanks God!
This is a very strong self belief. I read it from somebody's blog. Thanks God! It did encourage me while I was reading it. I can imagine that a man can be a very very strong person if he/she wants to be. So amazing, God, You are so amazing! Because You created man since the beginning of the world.
Mission Month, well, I think all the topics to be preached in this month shall be related to mission works. The topic for this morning was "The Parable of the Dishonest Steward" (Luke 16:1-13). It was preached by Rev. Dr. Philips Koh, though I don't know him, but the way he preached, I was able to see that he was filled by the power of God/Holy Spirit. I admitted that I was apathetically to hear of the preaching. But somehow, God reminded me in other thing, "Prayer", do I really pray to God earnestly about my demands? If I said, God will make a way, then, I should put more efforts in my prayers. Amen!!
Undignified Worship Concert with Grace Methodist Church, Singapore, will be held on 18th of October, it crashes with one of the event that organized by the company. well, well, well, I think this is the best excuse I don't join it. Thanks God!
Red Bomb!! I am invited to attend an old friend's wedding dinner next month..... wah...wah... Congratulation!! Love Forever~ It is not easy to find a soul mate, (usually we may meet someone we love, indeed, but at last she rejects the way you are not able to comprehend... sometimes, love is just too complicated if one part turn to other way alone & silently......) both MUST treasure that relationship, and go on to invest the best to it. Forever Love!! Mars & Venus Together Forever!
Silence... means you need to have some space.?! It could be due to busyness of life....... etcs... take care.
Silence... means you need to have some space.?! It could be due to busyness of life....... etcs... take care.
Saturday, October 11, 2008
Surprise...
I was waking up very early this few days, I guess I don't need to set alarm clock anymore, haha... but do I dare to say that I don't need it anymore? haha... no, I still need it, and I believe that tomorrow is a better day. It's hope always. ^^
If I say, my thought is a bit complicated recently, then, what is in my mind? Beautiful things.. hope, delightful & sweet memory & experience... happiness... all these must chase away those rubbish satellite that send negative signals to me.
Yeah! like a lyric of a song, "the victory is WON." God is my help, my rock.
Tired, looked like something sucked up my mind, I gotta do exercise, after coming home, I went down to swim, yeah.. Good! Though there were some other people built up their tent and enjoyed their barbecue at the side of the pool, but as for me, I did enjoy myself as a swimmer as well in the pool. ^^
I'm very glad, and being so touched... it soothed my heart... silently I didn't know what to say... but very moved...
"送你一座海島﹐在你失意時停靠
送你一個港灣﹐在你疲倦時躲浪
送你一對翅膀﹐在你安逸時飛翔
送你一份快樂﹐在你傷懷時一笑
愿你快樂沒煩惱^^"
Buddy... thanks a lot for the SMS tonight... it was really a surprise, & it has meant so much to me. ^^
If I say, my thought is a bit complicated recently, then, what is in my mind? Beautiful things.. hope, delightful & sweet memory & experience... happiness... all these must chase away those rubbish satellite that send negative signals to me.
Yeah! like a lyric of a song, "the victory is WON." God is my help, my rock.
Tired, looked like something sucked up my mind, I gotta do exercise, after coming home, I went down to swim, yeah.. Good! Though there were some other people built up their tent and enjoyed their barbecue at the side of the pool, but as for me, I did enjoy myself as a swimmer as well in the pool. ^^
I'm very glad, and being so touched... it soothed my heart... silently I didn't know what to say... but very moved...
"送你一座海島﹐在你失意時停靠
送你一個港灣﹐在你疲倦時躲浪
送你一對翅膀﹐在你安逸時飛翔
送你一份快樂﹐在你傷懷時一笑
愿你快樂沒煩惱^^"
Buddy... thanks a lot for the SMS tonight... it was really a surprise, & it has meant so much to me. ^^
Friday, October 10, 2008
Uncertainty + Patience + Concerns + Love (Hope&Faith)
Is this the one that will soon be coming on......? .... is it? not sure. but observing & waiting... Who has invented the car that provide the people convenience? Thank you, Henry Ford.
When we too care about something, it may bring a negative result that make others feel irritating, ... ... anyway, what is too care? then, what is too aggressive? ... Perhaps, this is how we require to gain the wisdom to learn how to deal with others in a comfort and gentle manner. If we say, "We're a learner." Then, one thing should be in mind, that we will somewhat make a mistake or more than a mistake in the process of learning. But just try the best practice to minimize the possibility of mistake that may happen to the lowest level. Cheer up! Do not be too concentrate in one matter only for a long long time, otherwise, it will drive you crazy and crazy. be careful la...haha...
In fact, I was about to go to swimming tonight, but rains. No choice, stayed back at home. I ate Hokkien Mee tonight, tasted good. okay, though it's not my favorite.
It's glad, thanks for the fruit tonight, friend. One plate is considered a lot to me, but I can finish it, actually it wasn't that much. haha... anyway, I don't know what it's called in English. Smaller than pear... my mom called it "shui mong" in Hakka. haha... Good taste, not so sweet.
Sleepless..... I've slightly headache today...
Thursday, October 9, 2008
What is it really matter when it hurts! Even deeper
So early I was awakened...... laid on bed...... didn't want to get up... I wanna sleep... but still I couldn't fight with my physical condition, I needed to go to washroom... haha... this is how I was defeated. In fact, I've got the time to have morning swim. But I've no mood at all. I needed more silent hour I think. After I've taken my shower, breakfast, listened to bible audios, reading my bible... I needed something from God to strengthen my heart of weakness. I've met something amazing, but is this going to make my life a slave of weeping stream or lightening my life better than ever. The morning time was refreshingly comfortable & peaceful.
I've my expectation, my hope, my dream but I just don't want to keep myself turning into a spinning wheel that will never go to its end. Hard works, patiences, endurances, time, money... we may have paid a lot for them, no one wishes to see all these efforts goes into a vanity at the end like a dust fades away without a trace. However, the fact is only just the fact itself, something that hasn't been occurred yet, please think only the way positively.
Difficulty, lukewarm feelings & stand-offish emotional reactions may even hurt you more and more, but always, what is it really matter when it is absolutely something worthwhile to do and to prove.
Well, I think it's really a moody day, even though my friend invited me to go together to swim tonight, really I've no mood. And the weather was very cold after the rains. I washed my clothes, while I was drying & hanging my clothes at the balcony tonight, I saw a familiar t-shirt which I wore this Monday, it recalled my memory, BITTER & SWEET memory - Wonderful Lunch.
Do I like my song? I will say, "Yes." Because it can be my joy, my story, it's my real self. It comforts my heart, as it flows like a love stream that comfort me so much. Even when I had forgotten it, but God keeps it for my good sake. Sharing it with a precious friend will be a wonderful experience that may delight his/her heart happily. Isn't it?
Keep on the steps to move on, and finally you will see the very good result surprisingly. Cheer Cheer... UP. folk~ smile always.
I've my expectation, my hope, my dream but I just don't want to keep myself turning into a spinning wheel that will never go to its end. Hard works, patiences, endurances, time, money... we may have paid a lot for them, no one wishes to see all these efforts goes into a vanity at the end like a dust fades away without a trace. However, the fact is only just the fact itself, something that hasn't been occurred yet, please think only the way positively.
Difficulty, lukewarm feelings & stand-offish emotional reactions may even hurt you more and more, but always, what is it really matter when it is absolutely something worthwhile to do and to prove.
Well, I think it's really a moody day, even though my friend invited me to go together to swim tonight, really I've no mood. And the weather was very cold after the rains. I washed my clothes, while I was drying & hanging my clothes at the balcony tonight, I saw a familiar t-shirt which I wore this Monday, it recalled my memory, BITTER & SWEET memory - Wonderful Lunch.
Do I like my song? I will say, "Yes." Because it can be my joy, my story, it's my real self. It comforts my heart, as it flows like a love stream that comfort me so much. Even when I had forgotten it, but God keeps it for my good sake. Sharing it with a precious friend will be a wonderful experience that may delight his/her heart happily. Isn't it?
Keep on the steps to move on, and finally you will see the very good result surprisingly. Cheer Cheer... UP. folk~ smile always.
Wednesday, October 8, 2008
感嘆中勇於前進
當太陽每早會升起﹐傍晚會有日落﹐
天還顯得光亮的時候﹐都會下起了雨﹐
夜深沉睡的當兒﹐也會聽見窗外的風雨聲﹐
半夜有時會突然惊醒﹐房間里還是暗暗的﹐
偶而眼光光地坐在床上﹐在黑漆漆房間里望墙﹐
禁不住地道出一句﹕“主啊﹗我睡不著。”
到底生活的壓逼源自於外在的衝刺﹐
還是內心對外的對抗起了很大負和的作用﹖
身體要對靈魂說﹐我要休息﹐我要睡覺﹐
可是﹐靈魂還是著急著對人情事故的想念。
步伐趕不上時代的變化﹐呼吸追不上生活的節奏﹐
時間叫寫在每頁的故事都一一地泛黃﹐
我們喜歡未來﹐我們期待美好人生﹐
因為那是一個夢﹐夢想不是現實﹐
我們都很期待美夢成真﹐所以我們勇於去打造﹐
它分秒給我們添加希望的曙光﹐
我們以愛為本﹐為動力﹐繼續壯膽前進。
天還顯得光亮的時候﹐都會下起了雨﹐
夜深沉睡的當兒﹐也會聽見窗外的風雨聲﹐
半夜有時會突然惊醒﹐房間里還是暗暗的﹐
偶而眼光光地坐在床上﹐在黑漆漆房間里望墙﹐
禁不住地道出一句﹕“主啊﹗我睡不著。”
到底生活的壓逼源自於外在的衝刺﹐
還是內心對外的對抗起了很大負和的作用﹖
身體要對靈魂說﹐我要休息﹐我要睡覺﹐
可是﹐靈魂還是著急著對人情事故的想念。
步伐趕不上時代的變化﹐呼吸追不上生活的節奏﹐
時間叫寫在每頁的故事都一一地泛黃﹐
我們喜歡未來﹐我們期待美好人生﹐
因為那是一個夢﹐夢想不是現實﹐
我們都很期待美夢成真﹐所以我們勇於去打造﹐
它分秒給我們添加希望的曙光﹐
我們以愛為本﹐為動力﹐繼續壯膽前進。
Tuesday, October 7, 2008
I Believe
The beginning of the morning... and late in the evening, I was learning about the (三字經)﹐ haha... don't get me wrong, it's not about those people mean about-dirty words. However, this is really the (三字經), "人之初﹐性本善。性相近﹐習相遠。苟不教﹐性乃遷。........." haha... do you think this is the content all about. No, let me tell you, it is a very very long one. haha... I find it very funny to read, and feel good to know about its meaning... but but but... a lot of words I don't understand...... hey, friend, how big is your influence!
Well, I believe that every thing works well at its right time, and it does happen because it's the right time. When it hasn't happened yet, it means that its time has not yet come. There is time to sow, and also a time to reap. Something hasn't come as what we expect may not mean that it will never come on the other coming day. Isn't it? Yes, yes, yes, God~ grant me the courage to move on with the faith that can move the mountain.
Brightness always overcome darkness.
Cheer up! man. No kidding. :-)
Well, I believe that every thing works well at its right time, and it does happen because it's the right time. When it hasn't happened yet, it means that its time has not yet come. There is time to sow, and also a time to reap. Something hasn't come as what we expect may not mean that it will never come on the other coming day. Isn't it? Yes, yes, yes, God~ grant me the courage to move on with the faith that can move the mountain.
Brightness always overcome darkness.
Cheer up! man. No kidding. :-)
Monday, October 6, 2008
Happy +++
" If you have a faith as small as a mustard seed,
Nothing will be Impossible for you. "
(Matthew 17 : 20)
Lack of confidence in what I do? Faith on.
Though there are something that I'm struggling with, However, Thanks God~ I am very happy recently... :-) God bless...
Nothing will be Impossible for you. "
(Matthew 17 : 20)
Lack of confidence in what I do? Faith on.
Though there are something that I'm struggling with, However, Thanks God~ I am very happy recently... :-) God bless...
Saturday, October 4, 2008
Fatigued
It's another morning that let me down... I was very blurred in my sleep hours... and gradually I could hear the sound coming in from outside...... mosque prayer sounds...... then, it was the raining sound...... awoke myself with a glimpse of the windows that covered by thin drapes...... I could see that it's still very dark out there ...... oh no... I told myself silently I didn't want to be awakened.... gotta fell sleep soon... but the fact was that I was wrong, I laid awoke in the bed.... couldn't sleep..... confusing.... hungry...... zzZZZ.. ???
As a result of that, I woke up a bit early this morning. Seeing that I still got time, with a tired body I went down to swim.... well... when I moved my steps out there, then only I realized that the environment around was wet & cold, rain has just stopped. However, when I put my legs inside the pool, it was amazed, the water was warm... this was what I thought... oh no, it was cold end of the opposite side... haha... well, I guess I still blurred blurred.... normally I swim almost half an hour for around 10-12 round, but this morning I left a bit earlier... I just felt not comfortable with the atmosphere around this morning... However, I thanked God, I felt good, I meant I've got my mind refreshed. :-) And I admitted that it's good to do exercise in the morning. Isn't it?
With a tired body I went to work today... God has brought me through the day. Thanks!
I felt sorry that it was hard for me to believe that I should be happy when I received some friendly SMS texts or email of compliment from my boss. Perhaps I might be happy, but it didn't mean so much to me. Because the company deserve to have my full responsibility of work, they pay me salary, and as for me, I just try my best to do well in my job. But when there's no win-win situation, it's just so embarrassing.
Well, well, well.... just can't wait for any longer... I saw it only 2 left in the bookshelf, and thinking that it was the right time, so I eventually grabbed that "Book" from that bookstore this afternoon. hehe.... Hey!! RM39.90, no discount, but I took it. It is deserved. No more delay... I paid for it, and now... it's mine~ Enjoy Reading!! Enjoy Learning!! take your time, folk! haha...
It was easy to feel hungry this few days, perhaps it was due to the quantity of my dinner I think... eat less... and this is the cost-hungry, but where is my reward? haha... take time.
As a result of that, I woke up a bit early this morning. Seeing that I still got time, with a tired body I went down to swim.... well... when I moved my steps out there, then only I realized that the environment around was wet & cold, rain has just stopped. However, when I put my legs inside the pool, it was amazed, the water was warm... this was what I thought... oh no, it was cold end of the opposite side... haha... well, I guess I still blurred blurred.... normally I swim almost half an hour for around 10-12 round, but this morning I left a bit earlier... I just felt not comfortable with the atmosphere around this morning... However, I thanked God, I felt good, I meant I've got my mind refreshed. :-) And I admitted that it's good to do exercise in the morning. Isn't it?
With a tired body I went to work today... God has brought me through the day. Thanks!
I felt sorry that it was hard for me to believe that I should be happy when I received some friendly SMS texts or email of compliment from my boss. Perhaps I might be happy, but it didn't mean so much to me. Because the company deserve to have my full responsibility of work, they pay me salary, and as for me, I just try my best to do well in my job. But when there's no win-win situation, it's just so embarrassing.
Well, well, well.... just can't wait for any longer... I saw it only 2 left in the bookshelf, and thinking that it was the right time, so I eventually grabbed that "Book" from that bookstore this afternoon. hehe.... Hey!! RM39.90, no discount, but I took it. It is deserved. No more delay... I paid for it, and now... it's mine~ Enjoy Reading!! Enjoy Learning!! take your time, folk! haha...
It was easy to feel hungry this few days, perhaps it was due to the quantity of my dinner I think... eat less... and this is the cost-hungry, but where is my reward? haha... take time.
Friday, October 3, 2008
Guess what?
What is "Guess"? This is not a brand name. But what is it meant by?
Guess, means no answer yet. Seeking is a temporary answer, because the answer has not yet been found. So GUESS is the answer.
However, the answer can be divided into two, it can be either positive or negative.
As a normal human being, usually no one will expect a negative answer. Isn't it?
Because negative answer cultivates sadness & depress.
Everyone shall keep a distance from it. And seek the Positive outcome earnestly.
There was an amazing experience happened to me, well, I think it's about the principle of influence. One thing occurred, and it did influence another thing to happen, it's so amazing, and it's good, it moved my heart so much when I started realized it.
Guess, means no answer yet. Seeking is a temporary answer, because the answer has not yet been found. So GUESS is the answer.
However, the answer can be divided into two, it can be either positive or negative.
As a normal human being, usually no one will expect a negative answer. Isn't it?
Because negative answer cultivates sadness & depress.
Everyone shall keep a distance from it. And seek the Positive outcome earnestly.
There was an amazing experience happened to me, well, I think it's about the principle of influence. One thing occurred, and it did influence another thing to happen, it's so amazing, and it's good, it moved my heart so much when I started realized it.
Thursday, October 2, 2008
Happy Blessing Holiday
Holiday.
Continuously, I went down to swimming yesterday & today morning. I wanna burn away my fat. haha... I enjoyed so much swimming in the morning I think.
Supposed this was my lunch, but as something was just unpredictable happened, (offered up my favour to a friend, and a friend's sweetheart, I've become a driver, haha, thanks God! We didn't lost our way in & out.) it has become my dinner. Haha... & my lunch was a Korean food. Haha... To be honest, I hadn't finished it. :-( sorry...felt a bit guilty... no appetite? why? so full after coming back from shopping. Well, I think I ate a lot today... sugar-free ice cream, Coffee Jelly w/ cream..... If everyday were like that, then, body shape might have some kind of unexpected symptoms ... haha...
I 'm extremely happy tonight!! It's something that hardly I couldn't express from the bottom of my heart. :-)
May God continue to bless on this matter!
Continuously, I went down to swimming yesterday & today morning. I wanna burn away my fat. haha... I enjoyed so much swimming in the morning I think.
Supposed this was my lunch, but as something was just unpredictable happened, (offered up my favour to a friend, and a friend's sweetheart, I've become a driver, haha, thanks God! We didn't lost our way in & out.) it has become my dinner. Haha... & my lunch was a Korean food. Haha... To be honest, I hadn't finished it. :-( sorry...felt a bit guilty... no appetite? why? so full after coming back from shopping. Well, I think I ate a lot today... sugar-free ice cream, Coffee Jelly w/ cream..... If everyday were like that, then, body shape might have some kind of unexpected symptoms ... haha...I 'm extremely happy tonight!! It's something that hardly I couldn't express from the bottom of my heart. :-)
May God continue to bless on this matter!
Wednesday, October 1, 2008
Fake News
Eventually it reaches to the end of this month. One uncle will leave this company after today. ... One colleague, and I have had our lunch together with him in a restaurant this afternoon, because I wasn't going to join their(colleagues) farewell tonight... anyway, perhaps I will miss him... though sometimes I didn't like part of his ways in working out certain issues. And at the meantime, there is another colleague based in headquarter will be leaving the company too..... and this is the one that I will miss so much I think, perhaps. haha... O God~ and this, after couple of weeks of waiting & observing,... till I got the SMS tonight only I know that it was a fake news. haha... ...... oh God~ ... however, is it a good news? good? ... ... ... ... I just think that, leaving should be the better choice. Anyway, all the BEST!!
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