My God, the Most Powerful One.

Day off! Yeah! Thanks God!
Taking rest at home. Swimming in the morning, washing a lot of clothes, bible reading, listening to music, gospel songs, ... ironing clothes... etcs.... too much stuff...... until tonight I still have got some more unread emails left in my inbox, ..... short of time...

It's so glad to hear from a friend this morning, it really has been a very long time I hadn't chatted with her, couple of months ago she had just invited me to a special meeting of testimony held in one of the church in the city, and now only I know that she has further her studies in the University at my hometown. ...It's Great! All the Best!!

Yeah! I've had my hair cut this evening, new look, but it's still just a real me here, I'm unique. Refreshingly I feel myself relax a bit. And young. haha...

A friend asked about something to me tonight, thanks for the concerns, I know it could be a very tough time too, however, miraculously God can do marvelous thing, if I focus only on its major obstacles, then, it could put me down deeply and depressingly. I thank God that He doesn't make this happen, I do have learned to overcome this, patient, endurance ...... are not waste of time, but to declare the glory of God.

You are of God, little children, and have overcome them, because He who is in you is greater than he who is in the world. - 1 John 4:4 (NKJV)

Fear not, How great is my God!

Tomorrow is a Better Day

God~... I think I almost encountered the same problem very often, particularly the night of every Saturday, I was awakened 2-3 hour earlier before my alarm is sounding. Damned it!! Then, I was unable or so hard to fall sleep again. *.* Perhaps, I need to pray to God about this.

We observed the Lord's Supper this morning. Remember Him!! ... What does it remind me? O Lord, renew my soul please when the distance seems so far apart. A lot of stuff attempt to cover me up, they want to slaughter my will, my faith... O Lord, merciful God, keep me away from this, free me from it. Your mercy is great, Your love is endless, ... Oh Powerful God, help me... protect me. When it seems no way out, please stretch out Your mighty hand, because You'll make a way. Tomorrow is a better day. Isn't it?

Pastor John preached the 2nd part of Moses' excuses this morning. It's about sending & obedience. If God asks you to do something, will you reject? Why do you reject? or try to run away from His calling, ignore Him... we may need to learn what is surrender meant about? ... However, what if we don't obey Him? ... what's the consequence? Pastor John will preach on the next service on this topic.

After work, as normal, I went down to swim in this evening...... well, I just think that if I'd like to keep a better shape of my body, get rid of the redundant fat...... perhaps this isn't the ideal way. so what's the next?

It's so glad to hear that there will be a mission trip to Sichuan for a group of B.S. May God greatly bless them, and keep their body & soul walk on the highest place, grant them the wisdom to preach of His name & build up His house firmly. Amen. Thanks God!

Tired... better do exercise.

Busy... late in the night & early in the morning, SMS were also delivered to me by the management of the company. Can't you give me a break? ...

After work, reached home, then, I went down to swim... I wanted to exercise more for the sake of my body shape which is gradually changing...haha... 11 round. Yeah! Refreshing my mind.

I somehow try to reduce the size of my dinner, eat less rice... but the meals are still needed to make some different. Less.. less...

Have a very good conversation with a very good friend of mine in the msn tonight... I was advised to think very clearly about something..... I think that perhaps she is right! Thanks a lot for the opinions, May God bless!

Keep a Smiling Face

It has been so busy for this 2 days... my works overloaded... ... by the way, I thanked God that I was capable of doing it... but tired...

Too much spending recently... I really need to tie up my budget. Coz I want 1 of my plans comes true. If I'm able to get another high pay job very soon, then, it shall be fantastic. Isn't it? No worries, pray to God! He will make a way. Because "man proposes, but God disposes." I still remember this . Thanks God.

I guess I am very happy this early morning & night... haha... something happens. Guess what? I don't wanna tell here. :-)

Family Holiday

Before check-in. (19/09/2008)

After checkout. (20/09/2008)

One Hour Vegetarian

A lot of people come and go, the office was in a desolated situation... but who cares, for the company, it really doesn't matter at all. For those who leave, all the best! Anyway, the busyness of work doesn't seem to have any decrease.

Lunched with a friend this afternoon, wow... a business lady, she really looked like that...haha... big change...... long time no see... but she said, I didn't have any big change. Anyway, didn't know why... I just didn't like to hear about this... really... because it was just like I didn't get any improvement of myself... it reflected a negative review... but anyway... the fact may somehow not like that, it can be just kinda perception which has firstly come up from my mind... it's fine. Thanks God! We've a good time there. I've become a vegetarian for almost an hour. haha....

I Will Rise

I Will Rise - by Chris Tomlin

There's a peace I've come to know
Though my heart and flesh may fail
There's an anchor for my soul
I can say "It is well"

Jesus has overcome
And the grave is overwhelmed
The victory is won
He is risen from the dead

[ Chorus: ]
And I will rise when
He calls my name
No more sorrow, no more pain
I will rise on eagles' wings
Before my God fall on my knees And rise
I will rise

There's a day that's drawing near
When this darkness breaks to light
And the shadows disappear
And my faith shall be my eyes

Jesus has overcome
And the grave is overwhelmed
The victory is won
He is risen from the dead

[ Chorus: ]
And I will rise when
He calls my name
No more sorrow, no more pain
I will rise on eagles' wings
Before my God fall on my knees And rise
I will rise

And I hear the voice of
many angels sing,
"Worthy is the Lamb"
And I hear the cry of
every longing heart,
"Worthy is the Lamb" [ x2 ]

[ Chorus: ]
And I will rise when
He calls my name
No more sorrow, no more pain
I will rise on eagles' wings
Before my God fall on my knees And rise
I will rise

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This is a wonderful song, ... how wonderful... I like the intro... I like the background music of the violin, I like the melody... I like the lyrics..... Worthy is the Lord.... I will rise... will you rise for God?...

Airfare

Wow... so early in the morning just almost half an hour before I went out to work I've got 3 missed calls displayed on screen when I turned on my mobile phone. The number looked familiar to me... but I didn't know who... ... anyway... I found another missed call at my lunch hour... Gosh... now I know... no wonder she said she had called me so many times, and I didn't answer it. However, 1 missed call, come on, 1 missed call, I still wondered, because 1 missed call how come she said she had called many times this morning...... I apologised. But it only made me clear, and realized that it was her who made the calls till the sky almost turned into darkness. ...... Okay, fine, at least we got the right flight booking information, and were sure about its policy.

A bit late tonight, and finally I've booked a ticket for my flight, it's just a one way ticket, I need to make a purchase for a return ticket later. Spending, spending... it's about money talks. haha... My friend told me last night that I should get my ticket early, because its price will gradually increase from time to time, furthermore, that are the peak season as well... Ya, I agreed with her, she's right! ...... sometimes, it's just because something may keep us from doing that, and then, we may know that we're not smart enough to deal w/ this thing. And this could be the contradiction of man. But there might be some other reason(s).

Friendship is so precious!

Day off!
Taking rest at home.
Swimming in the morning. Do cleaning & tidy up works.
Too much things to go through... I was in a sudden blur of my mind, what's it? boring... oh~ no, God! What made it like that? emptiness, struggling & challenges of life, perhaps?

Before sunset, I started again to learn to do pilate, I must keep a healthy body & mind. As for me, I expect I myself is physically & spiritually healthy. Yeah!
Must learn to take care of my food & drink more specifically every single day.

Well, well, well, it was so glad to chat w/ a friend tonight... I thought she has forgotten me already since I didn't get any reply from her in msn couple weeks ago. Previously in the time of our college life, we were in the same group, ... we fought hardly & diligently for our final project, we took up 8 months to complete that project. Well, I think we went thru a lot... sweet bitter..... Our group was formed by 3 members. I asked her where is the other one, and she also asked me the same question, we don't know where the other member is now? We all had already been lost contact after college studies. And now it is so glad to re-correspond back, it is unbelievable that we all have left our hometown, & now is engaging our career in this big city too. Friendship is so precious!

Harvest Of The Field

Harvest Of The Field
Words by Barbara Tipper. Music by Ng Wah Lok
WINNER OF AUSTRALIAN SONGWRITING AWARD 2004 FOR BEST HYMN.

Chorus
Harvest of the field
Your flesh for me did yield
Red fruit of the vine was spilled,
To make salvation mine
Harvest of the field
Your flesh for me did yield
Red fruit of the vine,
Your blood, made salvation mine

Verse 1
A grain of wheat was dropped on the earth
Was buried, sprouted and gave birth
A great harvest, the yield was threshed
Reminds me of Your beaten flesh.
The grains were rolled and crushed and so
The flour was moulded into dough,
Given the yeast, the bread was raised.
Reminds me how you conquered the grave

Verse 2
A tiny seed, became a vine
Which gave plump fruit in its right time.
But the fruit was trampled, bruised and tossed.
Reminds me of your rugged cross.
So the juice is placed, where Your people dine.
We break the bread and we sip the wine.
The cup overflows with a wine-stained flood.
Reminds me of Your precious blood.

Bridge
I’m sorry Lord, you had to die for me
Bore all my grief upon that tree
Forgive my sins and set me free

Look at the field

I couldn't sleep well last night...... damn it, mosquito. Thanks God! I managed to attend the church service this morning. It's not only a habit, but the bible said, Christian shouldn't stop attending church service. ......

We've special item this morning, Sis. Barbara Tipper sang two hymns on stage... to God be the Glory. I like the first hymn she sang, "Harvest of The Field"(WINNER OF AUSTRALIAN SONGWRITING AWARD 2004 FOR BEST HYMN. ), it is a very soft, warm, & beautiful hymn. ...... After that, a special guest, Rev. Alvin Rutherford shared God's word with us, and the topic was apparently associated to the hymn, the scriptures he shared with us were taken from Luke Chapter 19, talked about the story of Zaccheus. ... We were encouraged to share the good news with other within the week... May God bless His works... O God, please "touch" Your Churches when they heard of Your words with apathy.

The weather turned cold after raining the whole afternoon, but, I still went down to the pool to swim, 10 round, thanks God~

uncertainty

Thanks God!

My family was safely reached home tonight! Time passes by so quickly. And we're still so busy in our daily life. My age is growing older days after days, and things come to mind also increasingly added more and more. Why should I bother to it? I think it is true that expectation generates greater demands. Indeed, is it(expectation) necessary enough? Because demands require costs. We need to pay for it. And we may labour so much for money, so is it worth? ......perhaps, there is no absolute right answer, it will depend on how our motives are. ...... The world has brought you worries, but God gives hope to us. ... His concerns show love to us, and His love will never end. But give us courage to move on continuously.

Anticipation

Another morning... it's a new day.
Going back to my workplace to work, in my thought, it's very clear, I don't like it. I don't know how long do I need to keep myself adapting to such a xxx place in full patient. But I believe that God will make a way in His right time. It's all about faith, endurance & time. I'm anticipating a new coming of a new beginning of life passionately. Anyway, what can I do now? Besides pray.

Economic falls... one of the US bank bankrupted... some related parties are influenced directly and indirectly..... & what about me? ...... milk poisoning scandal in China...... the politics in the country is becoming unstable...... some people were detained & then released again......
No matter what, May the Lord on High remember all these issues, bless the country, bless the people... Have Your mercies fall on all....


It's great! My family & I have had a wonderful dinner tonight... Yeah! it's warm. May God bless their journey in peace & joy. miss you all.

Coming back & Take a good rest

Tik..Tak..Tik Tak... It's over finally.
2 days 1 night family trip ends. It's great! though it was very tired...& exhausted.
..... though it was my holiday... after I've come back from the trip, I needed to make haste to finish my work online as well for almost 10-15min.
Traveling too TOO Much... extremely tired... I better take a good good rest first...

Busy...

So busy... it's my job!
So excited! So sweet! my family is here.
2 days Holidays with them. Yeah~
God bless~

Arriving & Welcoming

Day Off.
Swimming in the morning... 11 round just enough, ...
It was really a tired day... however, it was so great. Yeah! Thank God!
Cleaning & tidy up the room for spending almost the entire morning & afternoon... wow... my room looks spacious now... feel good. ^0^

Thanks God~
Finally my family is here with a friend of my sister.... So glad!
....

What's your excuse?

Mid-Autumn Festival~
I didn't go anywhere, but church, office & home.
After the praise & worship session, Pastor John was leading the congregation for some prayers to the recent happenings in this country. Indeed, it was the unexpected issue that I didn't want to talk about when I heard about the incident last night. And I thanked God for the prayers submitted this morning. We really need a peaceful, harmony and healthy homeland to live in. No one expects a life with conflicts, hatred, fighting, persecution and hostilities. May God listen to our prayers, & we all know that You take charge of all fully, nothing is out of Your sights, Oh Merciful God, have Your mercies on us and the country, bless Your people.

"God's Answer to Moses' Excuses" (Exodus 3:11-4:9)
This was the message preached this morning. Have I made it a habit to take note down every week? I wondered, whether I come here to take note or to seek God every week? Anyway, I know what I was doing. God sees through my heart, I am totally naked in front of Him, nothing can hide. Taking notes diligently in the service doesn't mean that I am a very pure heart and holy Christian. Man is all weak, this is human nature. So I decided not to put too much focus on my notes, but listen.

Moses' Excuses:
1. Who Am I? (Exodus 3:1)
2. What is your name? (Exodus 3:13)
3. What if they don't believe me? (Exodus 4:1)


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I couldn't do any outdoor exercise tonight... ... rain, so dismissed all. ......
Eventually I ate my mooncake tonight, and shared it with my housemates... it was glad.

Headache

Oh God... headache... I could feel the pain coming again and again from the top side of my head while I was awakening in this refreshing morning. ... This could be the consequence for walking under the rains. Here I got what I did. Since I was not feeling well, I was about not to go to work, but finally I still went out to work. Then, I got kinda great "reward" that was something I would not anticipate ever - I was totally suffering tortures from my headache, and I regretted to come to work. Supposed I should take a rest at home. Anyway, the pain was relieved after I took the pill after my lunch. Thanks God!

Last night, it was around 3.00am, and I was suddenly aroused... before long, the wind began to blow... Wah... I could clearly hear the sound of the winds were strongly blowing loud out there.... were there any tornado whirling into this residential region? too much thinking... Jesus was coming back?...... I prayed... and slept quickly without any bother... Thanks God~

Paradox

I like the message shown in the picture above, "Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind.." . Wow.. it was one of the wonderful & inspiring message/picture of the forwarded email I received tonight. Btw, I can't post all other people jobs here(Because the pic. above is not mine.). Well, one is so precious & enough already. ^0^ Thanks~

Love is Bold.

When the digital alarm was sounding, and it awakened me from my sleep. How much should I thank God? Because I'm still alive. I breathe air supplied anywhere I am. I can see the new morning scenery outside there, I can talk, I can think, I can hear, I can eat, I can sing... I'm an independent person, I can earn money myself, I can enjoy the life I gained...... So can I not be happy anyway? Be thankful to God!

Sometimes, I just too care about how other people look at me, but I told myself many time, I haven't got any much more times to bother about this, and I don't need to put any focus on it instead. By the strength given, God always show the positive reaction to me, He's able to talk to my heart with His concern and word of affirmation. And as for my part, I somehow need to outsmart the negative thinking. How? God's word. & my faith, & my prayer.


"When you care for someone, nothing is out of reach!!..."
Wow..wow... I like this message, I just got it from a nice friend in facebook tonight, guess what? This is the power of love. We need love in order to care about somebody. Aren't we? And sometimes, we may need so much courages to move on. Anyway, Love is bold and fearless. Will you feel shameful for your love to someone?

God is watching over me

With what sort of mood I went out to work this morning? It's just so complicated I think. So busy I went through the day... and I received SMS of appreciation from my superior tonight. Supposed I should be happy & grateful, but it seemed that it wasn't meant much to me.

Through someone's blog, recently I get to know a very famous singer, whose name is Leona Lewis, I like her songs, particularly the "I will be", her voice is strong, very sweet, sexy and she's stunning, if you've heard of the song of "bleeding love", perhaps you'd know her. In fact, I seldom listen to contemporary song already. Most often I will turn on the Christian songs for myself, anyway, it's still my main choice. Listening to the songs of God, worshiping & singing to God should always put to my first priority. ^0^

The Lord says, "I will guide you along the best pathway for your life. I will advise you and watch over you." - Psalm 32:8

It is safe, keep on believing Him, this is the journey of life, it's a narrow road, less people choose to walk within, but it's worth enough to follow... ... don't you feel the same?

I will be

I Will Be
by Leona Lewis

There’s nothing I could say to you
Nothing I could ever do to make you see
What you mean to me
All the pain the tears I cried
Still you never said goodbye
And now I know
How far you’d go

I know I let you down
But it’s not like that now
This time I’ll never
Let you go

Chorus
I will be
All that you want
And get myself together
‘Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life
I’ll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything OK

I thought that I had everything
I didn’t know what life could bring
But now I see honestly
You’re the one thing I got right
The only one I let inside
Now I can’t breathe
‘cause you’re here with me

And if I let you down
I’d turn it all around
‘Cause I would never
Let you go

Chorus

‘Cause without you
I can’t breathe
I’m not gonna ever ever let you leave
You’re all I‘ve got
You’re all I want

‘Cause without you
I don’t know what I’d do
I could never ever live a day without you
Here with me do you see
You’re all I need

Chorus x 2

I will be



I like this song so much... particularly part of the lyric below... it's meant so much to me...
"I thought that I had everything
I didn’t know what life could bring
But now I see honestly..."

que la paix soit avec vous

Didn't know why? It looked like a moody day for me. There were something striking my feeling. And actually everything was just working normal. But the thing was that I just think it was something not right. And it just tended to cover up my mind. Anything goes wrong?

I swam 11 round, it's good! I loved morning swimming more than night swimming, Exercise, I expected to do more, but I needed to save up my time for some other stuff. Well, I'm really care about my time, my schedule, my plan...and whatever I'm going to do... but do I manage well my time?? Sometimes, and many times, I was just fully surrounded by too many stuff... and then, I would be out of mind suddenly, and many things seemed to be remained undone. Anyway, I should thank God, because situation is better now. What matter is that I still need to have a breath to finish my stuff. ... Oh God, Give me a breath. And grant me a mind of wisdom to carry out the work(s) that I need to accomplish.

In fact, I was about to go out this afternoon, but as if only with the intention - I wanted to buy reading stuff... then, I think, I better stay back at home to take rest or do some other things. Well, it 's a sensible choice. Going out may at least take up 1-2 hour time, or even more. So just stay back.

As referred to English-French online dictionary, I've learned this,

peace be with you (religion)

phrase

que la paix soit avec vous (religion)

It's very interesting.

Humour

Waking up myself in this morning lazily... which is to say that I was not willing to wake up... haha.. I needed some more time to sleep... Yes, today traffic has become normal, I didn't find any difficulty in taking a taxi. Ya, ya... Thanks God~

We've a special guest this morning, Rev. George Ong, who is calling out from Singapore, I don't know him well, just heard a little bit about him last week. They said that he has a good sense of humour, and he has written many books that get very good feedback from the readers. They have said that his books are good for children. ... Okay, when I heard the word, "children", it first came up in my mind was that, okay, "forget about it." becaue I'm no more a child. ... By the way, all this changed, when I heard that he said, adult(s) also read... okay, then, I've got the reason to buy either.

"The Greatest Gift" (John 3:16), this was the topic he preached this morning, and really, he has a good sense of humour, ...
"For God loved the world so much that he gave his one and only Son, so that everyone who believes in him will not perish but have eternal life." John 3:16
What can be seen in this verse?
1. The greatest love
2. The greatest liberation
3. The greatest life
Big Big Thanks to our God's mercy and loving kindness, I think there were around 20 persons walked to the front stage after the calling of Rev. George in response to God's gospel for prayer. To God be the Glory!!

After the service, hastily I reached to the book counter at the lobby, ... wow... there were a lot of his books on display-volume 1 to 12), well..well..well... I've not much time to think... or spend to look around... made haste to grab one, RM28.00. Then, went on my way rushing to work.


Long time I did not go to swim at night... but tonight, 10 round. I just didn't want to spend too much time on my jogging, so I decided to go swimming. Thank God~ it's really good!

Feeling so Good

Last night I think it was really a very good sleep I ever have so far in this year... though I slept quite late, but I really felt so good the time I opened up my eyes on bed this morning. Haha.. I was very happy. Thanks God~ Everyday must like this. Isn't it? So I think many unnecessary troubles can be reduced then. However, life is usually not as wonderful as what we think or expect. This is the law of living. By the way, we're told to learn the better way to live a better life. Who doesn't want a better life? But what's a better life means about to us? This can be described as accord to our personal perception, the world's teaching, and mankind's belief. And...but it is only the truth that can set us free!

It was so warm to read the writings of mine that have been written and posted previously. Well, writing my personal experiences into literally works is really moistening my heart when I read it back. Sometimes, I just can't believe that it's my writing. Am I going backward now? Because I think that I won't be able to write such messages out right at the moment. hmm... no, I think I'm not. Because those messages were written at the situation where I was experiencing it at that time. oh.. too much unnecessary thinking.

Rainy season, people around get sick easily, just feel like the sickness is near. Sneezed several times at these night. OK, just fine, I still can breath. Take care, man.

Travel Fair

5th-7th September 2008

It's great! Actually I was thinking to go on either tomorrow or the next day. But since it is weekend-rest day, and there will be a lot of people going for the visit. So, I decided to go there tonight after my work, wow... a lot of people were coming for the event. As for me, this was my very first times, I was just so curious to browse around, oh no, I was looking for my target. RM3.00 was the entrance fee, come with one green bag, and I took 2 copies of Chinese-English travel paper references. I've spent for quite some time there, and finally I've purchased xxx package, just hope that I will enjoy the time there with my family. Yeah!

It's a relief

There's always hope in every morning, and it can be filled with joy and song. Sadly, I was still influenced by the incident happened to me last night, so as some other relevant issue that has been disturbing me for so long.

I really don't want to be bothered so much like that everyday by someone who is used to be always in a temper everyday-blaming people, complaining people, playing office politic. It is just extremely disgusting!! I just can't understand that whether that person is coming to work or to make trouble. Even every single day, that person behaves also like that. I really couldn't comprehend how can it be? Happy? It isn't just 1 day, 2 days, 3 days, 1 weeks or 1 month, but several months just act like that.

Many times before this I was thinking and about to bring this matter to someone in the management that I really can trust. But usually I'd stop that thinking. I did pray to God. Normally I will be asking myself when is the right time to raise this issue to the management when thing goes really so annoying? And due to certain reason, usually I'll stop myself by doing that. But thing really doesn't seem any better, and it gets even worse.

Eventually, I thank God, I really made up my mind, I've talked about this issue to my superior this morning, I know that she and I used to be having different view of work in our department, sometimes I really don't like her way in managing certain project... etcs, but the main point is, we still have something in common, which is to do well in our job.

I thank God, her feedback is, she knows what's going on already, some other people have already complained the problem, ...... she has the same mind with me... she gave me the words of affirmation,..... and told me that company will take action. ... Okay, anyway, I've done my only part, although I've got a positive response, but what will happen next, I don't know. By the way, it's already kinda relief to me at least... let's see how it work. Thank God!


"Faith is like a muscle; it gets stronger the more you exercise it."
I like it(faith) is described in this way, "faith is like a muscle" . It's really make sense, and it is true.

Your Grace is Enough

Last night I really felt sleepy... and that it was so pitiful... because I couldn't fall sleep until I woke up to have some short reading of a book. Well, you know what time? It was around 3:00am, it wasn't the first times. Anyway, thing became better after that... and then only I could drop asleep shortly... Thanks God!

O My dear God! How long do I need to bear in this place? If you're doing your works with your concentration, you try hard to find the good idea & solution to work out the good result, and it is very busy... and that somebody turn out to you suddenly, and blaming you for not helping other to do other task that is totally out of your job coverage, and he, being as a Managerial Personnel from another department, is commanding you to go and help out other instantly. You have your works on hand now, you're doing it, but you're ordered to do other work. I just felt that it was totally not nice & unfair to me & not reasonable. I know this is the culture of this environmental office/management pollution, and it has been a long long time flooding in this place unconditionally, they like their own way, they don't expect to change. However, I just think that it was extremely irritating!! To make thing worse, when you're back to your seat and are concentrating on your work again, fiercely he shouts at you, "What are you doing?" When I'm telling him that I'm doing my job, but he is just so unsatisfied. I'm just wondering, is this "fellow" really SICK? When I left my seat for some task, and he go and sit on my chair and do his checking to my desktop computer in his anger. What's the hell this "fellow" doing all these silly boy jobs? Can't you pay me a respect! It is so embarrassed!!! I was about to blow up. Because his coming doesn't make any help to me, but bothering me so much, I am so disappointed!! Right abuse will only put this organisation into a situation that is getting worse than ever! suck!

O God! Help me out as soon as possible!! And this isn't the only problem persecuted, have Your mercy on me, grant me peaceful mind, get me out of it at once.

I've good conversation with friend tonight... I sang, I played guitar, listened to the music, ... O Lord, it's help. Thank you.

Faith...

It was very hard to wake myself up this morning, I just felt like I didn't want to get up to work... eager to have some more sleep... but this was not happened. I needed to go out for work. Then, I just forced myself to wake up as usual... it was a grace I think. Thanks God! His mercies are new every morning.

Does prayer makes any difference? Yes, it does. I still believe on it. Though I argued with a very good friend of mine on MSN last night in a certain view of my experiences, but it seemed that it was all about "Faith". How much faith can I measure to my reaction towards the ability in dealing with a very difficult situation I face? Faith is something which is abstract, and yet it can be seen by how a person cope with it from the start to the end. Many people say, " Seeing is believing. " But this is not what faith is talking about among the Christianity.
... And it's still in my mind this morning while I was walking to the office, I was still thinking about the topic that I argued with my friend last night... Faith vs Confident, Faith is not confident. ... too much to think...

By the way, I told myself, I wanted to be a professional person, be professional in my career, be professional in my time management, be professional in my talking, the way I deal with people, the way I live, ......... and so much more.
And one more thing came up from my mind this morning, and I realized that the more my knowledges increase, the higher my expectation/ or requirements will be. However, I asked myself, "Is this good to me?" and I wondered.
Is this principle sounds familiar to you?

Holiday Mood

New beginning morning... Day off, not need to work, but normally today is a public holiday, due to our company's policy, we have no holiday. Anyway, it's my rest day. Thanks God!

It was so good, I enjoyed to swim for 10 round this morning, wow... great, but as compared to the size of a standard swimming pool, it's still considered only 2-3 round I think, I used to swim for 10++ round in my hometown in the past. It has been many many years ago. ... haha... perhaps I need to go to the standard swimming pool to swim... it will be far more enjoyable than this... but it is not convenient, and it takes up some time to get there. I'd rather save up my time to do some other stuff than spending too much time for the journey. However, a particular circumstance will be an exception.

Were I worrying about something? There was something keep my heart from smiling, it was not nice to me... I somehow wanted to get rid of it, and I thank God! He did it. Well, today was a good day for me. It was really like a holiday for me, I enjoyed it very much... relaxing... I liked the winds in the morning, I liked today weather which was randomly changed, rains, sunshine, dark cloud... and the bird flied on the sky freely...

Before this I thought I would join a church to go for a funeral ceremony in Seremban, since that brother in Lord has asked me for many times at last night wedding dinner, and at the meantime, when I was about to consider to join, then, his wife-the sister said to me suddenly, it was just a kidding only. Then, ok. haha... ... And I was supposed to stay at home to carry on my own-work too. Thanks God!

I've not been cooking for myself for quite some time, so I decided to cook tonight... a very simple meal, noodle + vegetable + meat-balls + prawns. Yeah! yummy. haha...
Perhaps I need to learn some simple and good taste meal. Am I not right?