Tiresome Medicine

Thanks God!
I slept early last night. And it was good! Though I felt like didn't want to wake up this morning. So greedy, demanding some more sleeping hour. Of course, I was not afford to do that. I needed to go out to work. It was just a beautiful day, a beautiful beginning in a refreshing morning. Yeah!

You know what, having enough sleep doesn't mean that all of your tiredness are gone. Funny is, I still felt tired. Then I knew what was the reason. It's not because of the antibiotic I took, but the flu's pill. Now you see, everything is a cost for it. With a tiring flesh, I went through the entire working day. Thanks God!

In fact, I was thinking to join the health seminar of church tonight, but for the sake of my body condition, I decided to go home to take rest. Ok, fine. haha... I got myself 3 packet(s) of Chinese herbals home. This was the suggestion of my boss's personal secretary. Thanks! Well, I don't know whether it is called "chinese herbal" or not. But in Chinese, they are "甘草﹐杞子﹐菊花". Ya, all this 3 items, get them mixed into a bottle with boiling water, cover the bottle for a while. Then, drink it. That's it. So simple, isn't it? haha...
See..... here you are.

I tasted it... yeah! Good~ Sugar-free... Yuh. Good~~

How I Love You

How I Love You - Planet Shakers

How I Love You
by Planetshakers

here i stand
before you my heart is still
wanting just to be with you
waiting here
long for your voice to speak
touch me now
its your face i seek

how my soul longs for you
to be with you
adore you
nothing more i want to do
than to sing to you

Jesus im in love with you
speak to me
whisper you words of truth
take my heart
won't you make me new
Jesus, how i love you
how i love you

on my knees
before you i lay my life
giving all
a living sacrifice
take my life
and all that i long to be
set apart
only for you my king

how my soul longs for you
to be with you
adore you
nothing more i want to do
than to sing to you

Jesus im in love with you
speak to me
whisper your words of truth
take my heart
won't you make me new
Jesus, how i love you
how i love you

how my soul longs for you
how my soul longs for you
how my soul longs for you
how my soul longs for you


::: I love this song very much! At home, in my car (while I was driving), I played it many times. So tender... beautiful song... how I love Jesus. Don't you feel the same? Perhaps... yes.. or still "yes" haha.. hope that you like this song. God bless you.

Sick

Sick.

...


Get Well Soon.

Not Feeling Well

Sleepless... terribly sick of it-sore throat & fever. Though I took 2 pain-killer before I went to bed last night. But it seemed that it didn't help any. I felt like not to wake up this morning... I was darn tired. However, thanks God! I was able to attend the Church service. And today I joined one of the church in which situated some where in this area. Not so far, thanks God! I was able to find the place. hehe.... Feeling Good.

Long time I didn't cook for this, "Xue Er Qing Bu Liang". It took about 1-2 hour. Haha... it helps my sore throat. Thanks God!




Before sunset, I went out... let's see, holiday season...


Year 2009 is just 3 days away from now. ...
Have you counted the blessings of 2008?

More & More, it is less actually

Holiday Season...
Anyway, I gotta go back to work this morning. That's life, unless I were a millionaire. haha... but who say millionaire doesn't need to work?!...

Quite busy ... sometimes, busy is good, but sometimes, free is just a waste of time.

"The more you know more, the more you know less."
Do you agree about this? To be honest, when I first read this, it seemed that it doesn't make any sense to me. But when I think a little bit more about it, I've got the idea. And I agreed to it.
The more we know more things, the more we realize that we know only very little things.
Does it sound odd? haha...

After work, eventually I purchased myself a new long sleeve shirt, 50% off the price. Okay lah. New year is near, many things look like are just about celebration, shopping, having fun, traveling, and not forgetting about drafting a new year resolution.... etcs...

See, this is the work of time. You cannot touch it, cannot stop it, ... but you can catch it up, you can learn to manage it well... aren't you?
Have Faith!

Merry Christmas - Daytime

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!

Got up early to catch up the Christmas celebration of Church.
This was my 2nd times there.
Oh God~ unbelievable... almost couldn't find a place to park my car. When I stepped into the auditorium with my friend, there were so many people... thanks God! We got our seats respectively. The auditorium was flooded by a huge number of people. And there were more to come on their way... and they were arranged to another hall separately for the celebration, in which they only able to see the slide on-the-spot. Well, I guess it probably above 3k people. I've never attended such a big celebration(church service) before. Church revival? ... Praise the LORD!! Today's topic talked about "Fear". Perhaps it was the impact of the recession. We all need peace, a peace that is not established on materialism and money, but Jesus Christ, the Prince of peace.
Praise the Lord! Thanks God! There were friend(s) sought to God, re-dedication of cold Christian. ... so warm, the prayers before the stage.

After the celebration...
Here were some of the scenes I went through this afternoon...

Always keep a sweet smile :)

Merry Christmas!

Merry Christmas!
Happy Birthday! My Lord Jesus Christ!
The salvation is here to come-Jesus Christ.
Whoever admitted their sins, repented and believe in Him, shall gain everlasting life.

Just half an hour away from now, there were a small group of young people caroling at that food court I chilled out. 2 flysheets of gospel were given to us. They came from one of the church in this district. Well done! I really appreciated their work & courages. Do Not ashamed of God's gospel!!

After having minor checking of my vehicle this morning in an authorised centre. I went to visit a friend, she had just returned home from the hospital for two days. I was quite shocked once I heard of her news-surgery last night. No wonder her voice was weak and tired at the time she spoke to me last night. But it's glad to see her better condition this morning, God did bless her. And I was glad to visit her new house too. This was my first times, though she had invited me to visit her new house couple months ago when she first moved-in. Wow... beautiful house....
Hope that I could own a house too. kekeke....

Stormy Circumstance

Since it has been a very long time, it’s so fatigued to face the irritating encounter in work.

I was damned tired of it I would say. And was quite very unhappy with it. I felt alone, sometimes helpless, … indeed it was a very bad situation when everyone around was seemed to be unreliable, but positively I would never let myself down to be defeated. Though many times I felt disappointed, angry & sad, but there, it was the time the brightness came. God never play dice. He always has a plan that is the best for us. Whether we believe it or not, we still need to go on our daily life. So why don’t we put our trust in Him in full confidence. “Office Politic”, get out of my way right now!

I am thankful to God, I know that everything, every single thing, is in His control. And it is safe to trust in Him. Life is good, let it be, May God continues to bless me. Oh Lord, have Your mercy on me, grants me the wisdom to face and overcome every day issue(s), and be aware of Your presence from time to time I go. So that I won’t be feeling helpless and alone. You are my God, I praise You Lord, Almighty God! Praise You!

what is the fact?

I felt really tired today.
I traveled a lot. It's damn hot this afternoon, and I needed to drive in a van without air-conditioned, it's a long journey, it's noon time, traffic jam some where on the road... suck! ... thanks God! I didn't get fainted the time I was driving. However, unfortunately I wasn't feeling that well when I've finished up my round trip. HQ to Branch, Branch to forwarder firm, forwarder firm to HQ. I've gotten a slightly headache after the trip... the smoky smell attached to me. Anyway, thanks God! I didn't wear formal today. Otherwise, it would be more uncomfortable.
Busy...
Something, happy! Something, disappointed a bit,... sometimes, I don't know what should I say, how should I do... I just hope that I can offer help very good...
I'm working back to certain matter, I don't know whether it is right or not. My friend told me tonight, I was stubborn to do so, ...... anyway, I believe that most people expect to work themselves in the right thing and right position. So as I.
Dream always happens in another dimension, it's never in the real world. If it is, then, it doesn't call "dream", but "reality", which is the fact.

Oh May God, the most powerful one, leads me on, have Your mercy and loving kindness in me.
All the Best! In God, I put my trust in.

It's not because things are difficult

"
It's not because things are difficult that we do not dare,
It's because we do not dare that they are difficult. "


When I first came across to read this message, it caught the attention of my heart in a sense of its meaning. ... we might have experienced this before... but "we do not dare" shouldn't be the reason, because we DARE!!

Worship God

Thanks God for today.
Anything... Just thanks God!
Driving to HQ this morning, no way lost, going back home, I lost somewhere... so careless... wasting time riding around... :-( not only that, but wasting fuel, and wasting money to pay extra tolls fee too. Be careful man. Ya. OK, it's well, I'd take it as a lesson . It's glad to be in the HQ, I like my colleague(s) in the office there, was glad to work with them. But I don't like some of the office atmosphere and certain particular things, and it's far from my residence. Well... there's no perfection in this world I would say. And we all need to face its reality whether we like it or not. And of course, God is holding my every single day. It shall be safe in Him, have peace in Him.

These two days I've found myself something back, what was it? Okay, it's not odd, but amazing God who did it. "Worship", well, it's not just about singing songs to Him. But here, I'm talking about worship Him with the songs I heard and sang. Meditating His presence, pouring out our inner sounds/words... let God takes our burdens... and heals us.
Nothing can substitute the comfortableness of the Holy Spirit.
Sing praise to Him, to the Living God, I sing to Him.

I felt really tired, not only because I woke up early, but drove so long tonight....

Hear Us From Heaven

Hear Us From Heaven
- by Ross Parsley

Verse I
Lord hear our cry
Come heal our land
Breathe life into these
Dry and thirsty souls

Verse II
Lord hear our prayer
Forgive our sins
And as we call on Your name
Would make this a place of
Your glory to dwell

Verse III
Open the blind eyes
Unlock the deaf ears
Come to Your people
As we draw near
Hear us from heaven
And touch our generation
We are Your people
Crying out in desperation

Verse I

Verse II

Verse III

Oh hear us from heaven
Hear us from heaven
Hear us from heaven

Hear us from heaven
Hear us from heaven
Hear us from heaven

Hear us from heaven
Hear us from heaven
Hear us from heaven

Hear us from heaven
Hear us from heaven
Hear us from heaven

Verse III (2xs)

God is real!

Thanks God!
Nearly lost. But I managed to get to visit my friend's church this morning. Yeah!
This is a Mega Church I would say, because they were about 1k-2k ++ number of people attended the celebration(they don't call it Church Service, but celebration [a bit special]), however, to tell the true, they're a cell church. Amazing work, Thanks God! Thanks God! I felt comfortable to join their "celebration" this morning.


This was the scene I captured via my mobile, just few minutes before this, listening to the calling, seeing the people came before the stage for prayer, we sang... we supported... well, I didn't know why... I felt like to weep... God touched my heart... Holy Spirit... the work of Holy Spirit... I tried to stabilize my emotion... I wanted to be clear, I continued to sing... and deep in my heart, I knew that it's God that did this amazing work. Praise God!!

Disappointment

Restless... Though I felt so tired today, however,
It was a quite excited to me today, because I was invited to join a dinner gathering with some other people. But when my friend told me that we were not going to join that small dinner gathering in a bro's house, I was a bit disappointed... actually I had already reached to the meeting place at that moment, but thing just happened like that, it somewhat disappointed me. :-( ...... and I needed to wait for him for some time to have our dinner together... and thanks God! I found some where to dwell-in, a Christian Bookstore, spending my time there for almost 35 minutes I guess, and I noticed that some of the book(s) and CD/DVD on display looked so old....... a question just pop up on my mind, "Are we Christian mostly doesn't have so much interests in reading Christian items (books/ Songs)? " .......
By the way, I thanked God that I managed to get there, and I didn't lost my way. And thank to my another friend who showed me once how to ride on this routine last night.
Thanks.

God is my help

I was so tired about my job and the people around, particularly those who like to play office politics in a long run. Certain people was doing something to hurt and to attack somebody purposely, it's just damn suck! Evil minded!


"God is our refuge and strength, always ready to help in times of trouble. So we will not fear when earthquakes come and the mountains crumble into the sea. " - Psalm 46:1-2


Oh oh God... Accidentally I cut my thumb tonight when I closed my umbrella, wah... the metal so sharp. So careless. A lot of blood flowing out... it's painful. But I'm ok. Thanks God!

Christmas...

I think I was too tired, I didn't want to get up from bed this morning. Really need more rest. haha... not because I was lazy, but tired. I was so glad to see the sunshine this morning, yesterday was a rainy day. Yeah! A new bright morning has come. Cheer! Life is beautiful.

Christmas, Christmas..... oh ya ya... it is around the corner. When people talk about Christmas, What comes first in our mind? Celebration? Day of having fun? Holiday? Leisure & travelling Season? Presents/Gifts? Snow?... Anybody knows? As a Christian, what does it remind to us? What is the purpose of the Christmas day? Jesus Christ, the Saviour king, born in the manger, He wanted to deliver the sinner(s) to turn away from sin, and get back to the God Father, Great salvation He has accomplished, bring new life to those who believe in Him. Hallelujah! Praise God.
......


A lot of Christmas gifts got sales in the shopping market. Below is the key chains I grabbed this afternoon. I found it special, & pretty. So, unconditionally it became my choice.


I called a brother in Lord tonight for a matter. I never thought that he would have said something that I would consider different. But thing just happened like that, actually it's nothing so particular, and the fact was just so touched my heart. Well, I think it's the matter of its timing. Right timing produces positive harvest. Thanks for the concern, Bro. ... We need others
' concern, but we cannot always be passive, aren't we?

Day Off - Taking Breathe

Didn't know why, I woke up a bit early this morning, it was raining the whole day. It was quite cold today. I went out this afternoon to buy some necessities. Browsing around in a bookstore has become a habit to me. ... I always expect to get myself a fiction book to read, but until now I still haven't got it. It's just the matter of the story, I did not know what should I take. So I just left the bookstore with an empty hand. One thing came up in my mind this afternoon while I was browsing in the bookstore, it was like this, I asked myself, "Generally I am interested to read the book that related to inspiration/ self-help, economic/ business..", however, "Why am I not involve myself in business field?" ... Just wondering... okay, no need to ask, it seems that I still don't really finish them all that I purchased before this...

In fact, I was about to go swimming this morning, but since it was raining, then, I couldn't make it. Anyway, it's okay, last night I already did. Progress...progress...

Hanging out with a friend and his "wife"-very soon this evening. It was great! Having dinner together... and again, I was invited to his wedding dinner, I thought that his dinner would be held at hometown, then, I might need to book a flight ticket and travel back. But after talking for a little while, then, I noticed that I got him wrong, ... be a brother... haha... well, I think I can make it, 01.01.2009, a wonderful date.

Meek Does Not Mean Weak

Meek Does Not Mean Weak (Matthew 5:5)

This was the title of the message which was preached this morning.
And I think,

My meekness isn't reflected that it was my weakness to those who bully me. But, glorify God. Should I not glorify the Lord on high. People might thought that I was weak, but I gotta tell you, I'm coming stronger. God is with me, always.

Sober-Minded

Month after month, days after days, somebody resigned... somebody was fired... one after one, this was the recent situation the company in. It was getting worse and worse... less manpower... and the workloads are becoming heavier and heavier... many people are getting tougher in their respective position... they are required to do more...... office politic issue...... who is win? who is lose? It is so obvious. Anyway, I hate the busyness in the showroom, you would lost your 'exact identity' in this company. Serious.

Tonight I think of a word, "mercy". I just think that, many times thing just happen without mercy.
Perhaps, sometimes, some company just take the advantage, because of the economic recession, they tend to do something that benefit their own only.

Anyway, In God's hand, everything is safe, Hallelujah!

So tired

Sleepless...
I woke up so early this morning... tired... but I needed to go to the post office to get my parcel, that parcel couldn't reach me last week as I were not at home. yeaaa... it was just so inconvenient to me. By the way, thanks God, I was able to manage my schedule well this morning, after getting my parcel, I still got time to have my breakfast in a Hong kong-type restaurant. I read my book-does prayer make any difference. Finished my breakfast, reached office, but the office still closed.

A bit bored with my work, and it was very irritating when it came to you like this, the fact is , you did the work hardly, but someone reacted so abject, and purposely took the glory away before your boss, wasn't I still sitting there? Can't he notice my existence? Anyway, I just kept silent... and I thanked God, at least I know what kind of person he is. He didn't do the job, but he just wanted to gain the compliment of job from my boss. So CHEAP!!

So tired.... gotta take rest early tonight....

Riding the Road Wisely...

Day off~ Thanks God!
I woke up very early this morning, I was on my way to a friend's church for a visit. ..... I failed to reach to the destination, supposed I could get there, however, I chose to travel else way alternatively, with map and GPS... failed... so xxxxx.. actually, I was quite disappointed. Anyway, that's the fact. Okay, forget about it. Indeed, I traveled a lot today... day and night... wow... crazy. By the way, I did a lot of works. Thanks God!


Thanks God, my friend came over to my place this evening, and gave me some guidelines of the traveling road, I think I will be able to visit his church next times, thanks for the instruction.

Without waiting any longer, I grabbed this book, the price so cheap, $17.00, its normal costs $34.90 at some other bookstore(s), and the other published version too. It can be found in the The Garden. Yeah!

Seeking A New Page....

At last, a friend left this company, I guess, this times, this is not a fake news. I did not confirm with her verbally in a direct way. Okay, "keep in touch" was the last word on the phone I spoke. "sure", in reply. Okay, that's all. ................... Will it be easy to get a good job? ... By the way, What is it mean by a good job, a suitable job? is it means high pay? good working environment? nice colleague & superior?...... Okay, I think I would say that we won't be able to find an absolute answer for this, because we may find that somebody finds a good job easily, and somebody not. Then, does "Luck" exist? Or we may just surrender to the fate of our life consciously and unconsciously? ...... many things happened... many questions asked in doubt... we wondered... and we just wondered, but we still live on our journey with our strong inner will. We Need to Be Strong, And God Makes Us becoming Stronger...

A rose is beautiful and attractive, but there's thorn that can hurt you, once you approach it, please make sure that you're well prepared... you better be careful.
One thing I remind myself again tonight, nothing special, but it's just matter to us, it sounds like this,
" When You are doing good to others, please do not expect your Reward. "
We are happy, and very happy, because we are good to some other people. And we may learn and understand more what love is all about.

Well, it is a good consolation to me, God sees every little things that we've done... and the goodness is the gifts that are accumulated lifetime in home above.

A Glimpse of the night of wedding dinner

I would never think that I would have gone to the wrong place for my friend's wedding dinner. Oh God~ Yes, I was completely went to the wrong place last night. I've parked my car, I paid for the parking fee, I walked into the restaurant, and I found the wrong new bride and groom, I went up to 1st floor and saw nobody. Oh God~ ... then, I only realised that I lost my way to the destination. I called my friend...... it was another place right behind at one of the big shopping centre in the city. ... Thanks God~ Finally I was managed to get there successfully. Yeah! Met up old friends, we were allocated at the same table with some other people, ... it's great! We did have a good time there. Two person(s) were absent on our table, therefore, we all eight persons really couldn't finish all the food served. It was a waste,... perhaps... waste. Now I really miss some of the meals.... -.-

Hong's Wedding Dinner

It's so good to gather for the dinner.

SICK

Defeated... fell sick. Took sick leave today.

After church I went home, and went to see doctor as well. Thanks God! I didn't lost my way while I was driving home, and it was very funny to use the GPS, quite accurate. haha... Lunch... taking rest at home...
Thanks God~ my friend told me no need to be his bro. (to bride's house) this morning last night, it was good, God worked everything for good. My body was so weak? Doctor always give me antibiotic, I don't need it, else my immune system may become weak, so smart, I could be a doctor myself, sigh~~ haha...

Last night, it was good, visited my friend, had had my dinner there (Chinese Tradition - dinner served before the wedding dinner), his house was fulled of people (family, friends & relative)... met an old friend there, it was glad, we enjoyed "Martell", my friend's friend commented that it was a fake wine, however, we all couldn't differentiate it, we knew only to drink and to taste... haha... We all come from the same hometown, they've settled down here... haha.... time passed by so fast...

Feeling not Well

Really not feeling well, I was thinking to take MC today. However, for the consideration of the appointment made in between my superior and I with somebody, I decided to go out to work. And tonight... after coming back from the office, again received a call from a colleague, telling me that my boss asked me to open the office door tomorrow morning. Oh God! Isn't it already assigned to some other people to do that task? Continually, that will be the 3rd times for me to carry out the duty for the 3 subsequent days. I was thinking to take MC, let's see how my condition be......


Oh God~ take me out from the current situation that I am struggling with.
Life can be brilliant, it's all about You.

Swimming in the Rain was so Enjoyable

A very good morning, woke up early, and I cooked myself a simple breakfast. YEAH! so Good I felt. At the meantime, I've got something to drink-dessert, my housemate cooked it overnight. Thanks!!

It was so glad to receive a sms tonight. A friend of mine invited me to go to his house for dinner on the coming Saturday, and be his bro. to go to his bride's house in the next morning. haha... wah... it will be very exciting.

Going out to swim tonight. My housemate was going back while swimming in the half way. Haha.... you know what, it was raining suddenly... and was very heavily rained down to the pool... wow...Wow... I had never experienced like this before... it was so exciting... cool. haha... very enjoyable... I continued to swim in the rain... it's liked a crazy guy, there were only 4 person(s), including me, taking the rain shower and swimming fun in the pool. It was great! and a very good experience to me. haha.... crazy... and I was very happy. haha... all my clothes were getting wet badly (all exposed to the rain).... COOL... :-) thanks God! no lightning. hehe

It's very glad, I received a call from my younger sister tonight. We've had a short conversation. It's fine. ~~ Btw, just hope that the photos I took, would look better to them. haha...

Live Like a Man.

"Red Cherry Tomato", since a few days ago I started to buy a tiny box of red cherry tomato for myself to eat. Haha... slowly and slowly I think, I will be able to get use of its taste. Good! I ate it in raw. Suppose I bought it for my cooking occasionally. ^.^ I tasted it a few times tonight.. some more...

"Eat like a man, Everyday." I read this title in a magazine, I like the title very much, this has brought my mind into another saying, "Live like a man, Everyday."
Well, we are human being, the most valuable creature of God, we have flesh, we have blood & we have spirit. We know how to think rationally, to love, to care, to look after one another, to speak.... However, do our life really reveal the standard of human morality? The words, "like a man" really catch my attention heedfully. A man shall live like a man. Should we waste up our time and energy in doing any other things that are considered rubbish? Do not regret ourself before it's too late.

Well, I gotta sleep early... must gain a good spiritual mind and healthy body.

Take Care

Day off~
I woke up early in this morning. What had I done? Oh ya, it's something about hospitality... what? okay, don't get me wrong, I was washing my car. Good!... Haha... Thanks God! No one was having any car wash there, so I didn't need to wait or to queue. ... After that, went for swimming..... feeling Good~

Well, today was quite busy too... a friend called me up this morning and came over to my place to find me, we lunched together this afternoon. I knew his intention-it's all about his financial package(s) matter again. But it's ok, we're friend, I just hope that our conversation was not only just for that reason. The only thing that embarrassed me was that, he always like to ask personal matter(s). And I've to learn the way to keep it back as my privacy. I can answer him nothing. Can't I? I just hope that he can be respectful to me as well. I know it's the way he is trained to probe into others' personal details. But please do respect others.

I went out to a place for shopping this afternoon. Well, it's quite relax... however, if I were ...... then, it should be better. .........

I was too full tonight..... I couldn't finish my food in which I bought from the night market. Okay, if it's still good, perhaps, it can be my breakfast tomorrow morning...

Bad? In fact, it is good.

If God is the compass of my life, then, what should I refer while I am driving on the road? The GPS of my mobile? Based on my experiences?...... Subsequently I lost my way home these two day(s), this was not because of I even couldn't find a way home. But, it was because I wanted to explore another routine back. Since the distance is near, I thought I could go home smoothly in a short while. But, I was wrong totally. "Short-cut" is always cost us high in return.
By the way, I thanked God! At last I still managed to get home with the assistance of the signboards that were placed along the side of the road and highway. Well, I just think that, sometimes, a signboard could be a mistake, because it might mistakenly confuse us. Isn't it?

I don't know why? It just bothers me like that, job is boring. ... but we still need to work for life survival. (God, you're not forgotten) But if work only for money, then, honestly to query ourself, can it fill up the emptiness of our heart successfully and completely. ... anyway, I still believe that money is not everything. But the love (of God).

A friend asked me to join for the climbing of Mt. Kina___ next year or the following year..... but I couldn't commit anything to her yet........ actually I was thinking to climb again before this. But since age is growing up.... and at this circumstance, perhaps it might be hard for me to climb again. Circumstance is not allow..... Perhaps... just perhaps.....

Last Saturday and Sunday I didn't do any exercise, as I needed to catch up with my train and my flight (tired journey) for my trip. Okay, fine. Tonight I swam again for several round.. YEAH!... After dinner, I went out for shopping, thanks God! My housemate(s) joined me. So I got somebody to assist me for the direction of the journey. I told them I lost my way just now and yesterday night, but it was fine, they encouraged me, at least I would know well the right direction next times. Ya, they're right too. Something we view it as a bad thing, but when we view it at another perspective, it is actually something good to us. And this remind me about the message shared in Church this morning--- Paradox. Something is not good, but actually it is good.

Amazing God

God is so Amazing!
Oh, my friend, thanks for your remind tonight, it lightens my heart...
the word(s) are simple, but it direct and focus to my weakness.
What else, apart from saying thanks!

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After returning from my trip, I still have no time to take a rest I think. .... O ... God... very busy~
Sometimes, when I look at this, I feel like not to blog, I have no mood to write. tired... What goes wrong? In fact, I've a lot of joyful words to share, but at the other side, there's something which is hard to express. Well, I think time is the most honest and faithful companion. She can tell you the truth, and the reality. Many things need time to show their best result. It might be long or in a short while. Like a common saying in Chinese, "路遙知馬力﹐日久見人心。" We may not get to know a person well at the beginning, but time will reveal his/her real self.

What makes life so complicated?
Can honesty really work?
When you are really feeling so tired... and you've got no energy to turn on your mind... and now, it's the right time to take a good rest-----sleeping.

認真好好生活

It's so glad to grab a gadget this afternoon, actually I was asking my colleague to accompany me to shop for it yesterday... but because of his tendency to certain interest, so it was delayed to today. Original new buddy... in fact, I was fond of the pink red color shown in the magazine, but the fact is, it's not that nice as compared to the one displayed in the magazine. Then, I decided to get this, black color, 6210 navigator(slide). Finally, and I'm updating my gadget to the latest version that has been launched 2 -3 month ago... My friends/colleagues used to complain about my mobile was so outdated. Anyway, the reason I changed my mobile was not due to their complains, but I changed it, because I wanted to change. As my mobile was really got problems, it's fast to run out of battery, and not enough memory. Yeah~


The time is soon coming...... however, I still haven't finished my works yet...... Hopefully, I can finish it before I depart for my trip...... YEAH~~~~ Thanks for a colleague's wishes on phone tonight... "Happy Holiday..." Thanks... people in the company seldom send best wish to me.... Thanks God!

要好好生活~

It was so excited to buy something for my younger sister this afternoon. Haha.... it's my very first time lah...... The sales consultant thought that I was buying that for my girlfriend. But, she was wrong. I wasn't, it's for my younger sister. ^_^ ... Just hope that she'll like it.

And tonight, I showed it to my housemate(s), they all were giving a good feedback to me, thanks~ ^_^ It's very glad...
thanks a lot for the soup, friend. Good taste~ Next times cook more please... haha..... I guess it was like a remind to myself, long time I have no cooking already.

Feeling Good~

Today, feeling GOOD~~
A little conversations..... it has made a big difference.
You make me smile. Thanks~

It's so glad to link back a friend tonight in facebook, wow... unbelievable...
10 years... it's not a very short time... I really appreciated that this sis. still remember me.
In God we're one family.

Conversation

Sunny Day...
Conversation removed misunderstanding...
Conversation cultivated understanding more...
Conversation refreshed stuffy mind...
Conversation cleared out blindness...
Conversation linked us closer than before...
Conversation turned a cloudy day into a sunny day...
......
we need conversation... though it's just a little while,
however,
It has already made a very big difference.

Down... but Keep Hope Alive!

I really appreciated a friend who was helping me to buy breakfast this morning. Thanks A Lot! ...

You know what, I thought I would have been going through a delightful day, but I was wrong I would say. Was it completely insane to do something like what I was thinking of? And I would consider it good enough to move on. But it's just so unsearchable in thought. If I could control my mind, I would turn off the every moment that make me so down all the time.


Long long long time I've not been seeing this scene---sunset. It's just enlightened my heart... thanks... I was a bit excited when I saw it, and at the meanwhile I was about to call somebody to look at this, but no one ... office was almost empty... and it almost 7pm. Without pausing for any longer, I took out my DC and caught these scenes. okay, fine, though it wasn't so beautiful. Well, I just think that it would be so good to go to the beach side to enjoy the sunset with someone special. :-)

Didn't know what's the reason I snapped at this... somebody like clubbing... passionately dwelling for nightlife...... but somebody not...... we're all human being... we've our very own character... what will bring them joy, and they'll seek at it... but what is all our heart needs the most? ... think about it...

On my way home, ... it was quite down my mood... and this happened... somehow it reminded me when I saw a sentence printed on a T-Shirt that somebody was wearing, "Keep Hope Alive." ..... I asked myself, .... Am I going to give up something?.... why is this trying to remind me or say to me?.... Keep Hope Alive, when you're just in a very bad circumstance. Isn't it?

Be my strength & comfort

Thanks God! Day off.
Taking rest at home... waking up late... no swimming in the morning... meeting someone in the morning for xx matter of agreement and breakfast.

I was suddenly not feeling well in the noon time, (food-poisoning?) however, I felt better after taking bath & having a nap in the afternoon, ... ... I just think, if I want to take care of other people, self-care is too a very critical matter. If I don't have a healthy body, it will be hard to do so, and it shall be come with a healthy mind as well.

Met a friend that has been long long time no correspondent, it's glad to link us back in facebook today. Many of us have been growing up into a mature person...... time passes so fast.

Reading at night... but I still haven't finish that book...... still need some more time......

Last night was so tired, headache... almost fainted, it's bittersweet. Anyway, it's so warm, thanks for the SMS, my precious friend, it comforted me so much......

Tomorrow is a BETTER day. :-)

Sleepy....

It was damn an awful night~~~ I couldn't sleep last night...... tossed about in my sleep almost the whole night... extremely suffering torture from insomnia..... x_x.... what was it in my mind...... ......
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Couldn't sleep, headache....... cried to God, "O Lord... I can't sleep..."
Waking up so early in the morning.... went down to swim...... & I didn't feel the water was cold, but warm... hot...

Anyway, I didn't take it as an excuse, as usual... went to Church... again, a familiar face, greeted to me at the main entrance of ground floor, "Good Morning!", replied with a smile, "Good Morning~". Okay, it's just a simple way of greeting. I didn't have very much in mind about this. Went up to the sanctuary, ....... this times, a lady came to the empty seat beside me, by the way, she looked familiar to me, ..... okay, nothing special, usually everyone used to be like that, take their seat, and sit down. This morning, there's a special item-kids performances(singing & dancing) .... wa Wa WA....... so cute, so innocent, so beautiful...... all their performances were just so wonderful, and won a very big claps from us..... I really appreciated those Sunday School teacher(s) ' spirit of professionalism. Thinking that it is not easy to educate a child.

Damn tired... felt like to sleep while I was listening to pastor's sermon. x.x...... something happened...... it was when I finished my silent meditation, and at the meantime, that lady who looked familiar was still closing up her eyes for prayer(s).... waiting for a while... at last, she finished it. Looked at me and smile, she started to talk to me, and was asking me that how long I attended this church. ...... where I stay? ....... she invited me to join CG (Care Group), but I paused for a while suddenly, and was looking at her without saying out a single word. Isn't this what I have been expecting all the way I come over here since just a year ago? How come now I reply no word? ... I knew that what's the reason(s)...... this is how a person's reaction after a year has just passed away, then only he receives this invitation. perhaps......
Anyway, this is the very first time someone talked to me(then, I realized that she was actually the one who greeted me several times at the main entrance in several morning)... no blaming, but I was very glad. The conclusion is, welcome me to join the care group. Thanks sister, I remember your name. Perhaps, I will consider to join later......
However, at the other side, I was regretted actually, God has sent me a angel to direct me, but I've just simply rejected it like that. ...... what's happening? man.

Busy... tired, sleepy.... eating also no appetite.... but, I still need to carry on some of my task(s) that I considered it vital .... thanks God, for the strength given. ...... God bless........ take care....
Thanks God! At last, it rains today.

Secret

I woke up quite early this morning... I wanted to do something..... haha... I thought that she might be wondering why this guy was sending the SMS so early in this morning to her, indeed, I needed her favour. Anyway,... it's okay, after receiving the SMS, then I knew that it was not necessary for today. She thought that it was me that needed it..........kept on asking me, sure or not- no need? (in fact, I weren't going to HQ today) ..... sure, no need for today lah. Thanks! By the way, was what had happened this morning good or bad?... ... ........ Just Give thank to God!

Situation seems like is getting better... I must put more efforts on it......be patient...... pray that God will make it a blessing to me. Oh... God... no more failure please. It was a long time I didn't see the smiling face of the night moon... and tonight.... on my way home, I saw the smiling face twice again, it's liked the moon was telling me something good, tomorrow is a better day, a better day is just ahead. Be courageous, be strong, be wise, be happy... okay, it is fine!

Eventually, I've finished the "secret" DVD (I think, it took almost a year for me to finish it... so unbelievable... are you kidding me, friend?... ya, no kidding.)... very romance & sad story.... anyway... a story is just only a story......

Thanks~

Everyday is a busy day...
Recently, I was really busy... many things to do... Anyway, I think I should remind myself that God is with me. Busyness makes a person forgets God~

I felt glad today... really glad. A colleague told me about the spelling mistake, thanks, she's just very helpful and kind!. Funny is, the moment she was telling me, and I was still in a blur blur mind...... then, only I realized after she told me many times. Hey man, so poor lah your English. Well, I think that she is a very careful and attentive person, many times she can acknowledge and advise me the very little things about my design(s) in which I've overseen. It's very very glad to work with you... Thanks!!......

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Amazing Happening

A hectic day... tired...
Weather is so hot...... friend, take care ya.

It was really amazing... in fact, all things were almost settled down, the only thing left, is my signature... and thing is now need to be changed when I received a call tonight from my wonderful dad. My dad supports me...... And my younger sister's call me as well...... very moving.... my tear(s) were almost falling down.... so warm... my dearest family... though you're not at my side, but you all are in my heart. I love you all... ...

It's so glad to see a offline message(s) in msn. .... thankssss. ~~ simple & short... but irrigated my heart so much...

Tomorrow need to wake up early, and reach at the office 30 minutes earlier than normal time to open door. Ridiculous Job requesting!!... Anyway, thanks God! at least I don't need to close the door at night.

Lift up your eye to Heaven

The weather has become warm, ...this 2 days were damn hot... and tonight as well... hot... and I need to open my windows, and the door of my room as well..... I'm taking the very high risk to put myself into an attack of enemy-mosquito. Oh God~ I pray that you're cooling down the temperature now.....

Today is almost reach to its end... but there's something that still remain so clear in my mind since this afternoon, I guess, it's simply meant to no other meaning, perhaps I was just too sensitive for this times. "You Play me ah?" ... NO, I didn't... (never ever). I wish I could tell...... Didn't know why, it has somehow brought me to a reason. Well, it's just a very little thing lah... hey man, you're too much already. Okay, come on, be fine. Do not think too much~

So hot, swimming again tonight.....
Very Glad to receive a SMS tonight.... thanks :) ....

Maturity of mind

Since I was small, my mom used to tell me that when I laid on the bed to sleep, if I cross up my arms, and put my hands to my heart, I would make a nightmare. Was this a fairy tale? No... ? yes...? and it happened to me last night... it was this morning, 2-3 hours before the alarm was sounded. I was in a fear suddenly, nightmare, shivering a little... and I found my arms cross up, and my hands on my heart... but I couldn't remember the dream. Anyway, it recalled a little memory about something happened in the church I previously attended in the past. It reminded me the spiritual war. Oh God~ indeed, I did not want to think that. Sleeping again~ thanks God!

Always like that, when I come back to work after a day off, it will be lots of task(s) right there waiting me to cover back and to complete. What I can say is, today was totally exhausted. Very busy... tasks were accumulated one after one, in fact, design work was quite an excited job. When I did well, I found the joy of satisfaction. But when I couldn't do better work, I would be depressed, because I just felt that I unable to be a helpful person/colleague to my colleague/friend. Anyway, I know why I was so nervous today. I was desperately rushing on my task(s). Taking the race with something that you would never ever able to win to its age, which is TIME.

To clear up my stuffy head, I decided to go down to swim... wow... great... felt like swam more and more round... but I couldn't do that, else I would have no extra time to do some other thing(s). And nighttime is always very fast to reach the another bright morning... what I'm trying to say here is, Time rolls on very fast. :-)

Hair Brush, what is this? Okay, I've just got this yesterday morning, a beautician friend, who is also a sister in Christ, promoted me this item, a hair-tool. Come on, I don't use this thing lah! Usually I just use my hands to make up my hairstyle. No must use it for the good sake of our hair to grow healthy. Haha... is it? okay, it's not so expensive to me. I bought it yesterday morning, dealt! Anyway, I felt it good when I used it to comb my hair, oh no, massaging my hair and the scalp. Okay lah.

Well, I was very happy tonight... you know what, when you've sowed something for a while, and finally you reaped the outcome in positive way. Then, you would know that it's worth to wait. And you would also know that what is it called "sweet after bitter". Chatting with a good friend tonight, we've some conversation related to relationship... okay, hmm... there's an advise. But We always anticipate and believe that there's a better tomorrow. Believe what you sense, trust what you see, be an understanding people. .... we can't just judge by what we see, but sometimes we need time to be the judge.

Happy Day

Day off~
Resting at home.
I couldn't believe that I woke up late this morning. Long ago I hadn't wakened up at this hour. It's after 10am. Well, I think, I was too tired last night after having a night swim. By the way, I was very happy at the time to sleep last night because my anticipation was at last come true~ :-) Thanks God!

Though it's public holiday today, but it's none of my business, our company has no holiday for today, anyway, it's my day off. I stayed at home, go nowhere, but doing lots of stuff in the house, cleaning room, washing lots of clothes, sheet, pillow covers, blanket, sleeping bag... table fan... ironing T-Shirts...... haha... it's really like going through a big project.

I was about to change my blog skin, but it'll take up some time, so I just forget about it for some while. Going on my reading, however, I still haven't finished it yet. Some more book(s) are queuing there on my table and in my tiny bookshelf. ...... time, is a restriction.

Since I couldn't fix my shoe, so I went out to a cobbler, thanks God! He was still there, because the hour was close to sunset, and he told me it would take about 10 minutes for the service. Then, I walked to "Pasar Malam", bought myself some fruit(s) & drink... and then, dinner, ...... finally back to the cobbler, waited for a while, then, everything done. Thanks God~ It looks like a new one. haha... and costs me RM13.00. okay. thanks~

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Be Firm

Sleepless... woke up early, an unhappy dream was awakened me, ..... as normal I attended the Sunday Church Service this morning, it has become a habit to me, not much grow, and in an uncertainty...... What's the difference between a Christian and a non-Christian? They say, they're a Christian, they go to church every Sunday, they say, they're a believer of Jesus,..... they like to hear of the inspiring & touching story/preaching... but... what about the attitude towards their belief?...... Sometimes I myself just too tired of hearing the sermon that was preached so well, and it looked like lots of people were so moved and inspired. .... but at the other side, it was just a "3 minutes hot degree"(short-lived enthusiasm) reaction. And sometimes, when I see that there's not much difference with what a Christian behave as compared to a non-Christian doing, it's really upset me. But I know for sure that I'm not qualify to say this, I'm not perfect as well, I was also doing wrong thing(s) sometimes... God will judge that all. Really need His mercy. Just wondering, today Are we Christian too pride of being a Christian? ...... But we did very little things for Him.
...... we just too weak to call ourself a Christian. okay... no complaining please.!

A bit tired today...... felt sleepy in the Church......
During my working hour, I was waiting for the time to get off, really tired. ... After work, went home... bath ... dinner... rest... okay, actually it was a joke lah. But... this times no excuse already... went down to swim with 2 house-mates. Well, anyway, I enjoyed swimming tonight... just didn't count how many round I swam. But refreshed my mind. Thanks God~ Anyway, please bear in mind, next times please do not simply make a joke, must make a joke in a very right time. haha... Anyway, Thanks God~ it did not delay my time to send out my SMS. :-)

Looking at the beautiful scene(s)

Thing happened as last night, a message was dropped into my mobile again after midnight, it's from my superior. +.+ ... not much interest... it's about the funeral matter again. This wasn't the expected one... ...

Tired to do the tasks that related to the funeral, not many personnel is going, thus, they(company) need to do something, ... came out notice... everyone must go as requested, but those with the 3 mentioned reasons by the company can be an exception. (In Chinese Community, mostly they are cautious about their custom, & tradition.) But do you think that everyone will be in agreement on it? sorry... and now funny is, they said, transport will be provided, but now the fact is, the staff will need to travel themselves by fetching others too. Anyway, I just thanked God, I will not go. Directly I told my superior and my boss, and of course, my reason was accepted . Okay, fine, not need to talk too much about this.

What was attracted me actually? I watched again the DVD movie, "Secret", but I just watched the beginning part only... I've got not enough time (perhaps it's not the right time to watch it tonight), haha... it was just so romantic... so warm... okay, movie is just only a movie. Make a dream for a while won't be harmful to our mind, isn't it? fine. Go ahead for your dream. haha...

Chemistry in between girl and boy is just so amazing, so sweet, indescribable, crazy... but sometimes it's just too complicated...... and we carefully dare to have a touch on it, and is getting even deeper and deeper... and we may not even know what is happening... how to get out of it, when there's a pain that hurt you so much, it's just so tough, and so hard to get up again...... and no one really anticipates that to happen... we are human being, and many times, perhaps we may be just so vulnerable...... and normally, at that moment it refines us so much, and we become more stronger than before...... "why" is not the reason to lose our heart again and again, and totally put ourself down, but to stand up again, look for the goodness that is worthwhile to run for......

Rationalism

I guess my superior was really really so tension, even after mid-night, and the time before the sun was risen, there were already two SMS dropped into my mobile, it's telling me what's the task to do/to follow up the next morning in the office. Actually, the SMS did bother my sleep, but it's just fine, I wouldn't blame her, something unhappy happened in her family-grandma passed away. And supposed I should turn off my mobile at the time I went to bed. but, why have I not turned off my mobile?

I really don't like the policy, the style, the culture of this company... I really hate the unreasonable duty before and after the office hour, so ridiculous, but since I am still working there, I really need to be patient a little bit more. Am I not? And likewise, what does it mean "compulsory"? Isn't it a MUST. In fact, I was thinking to go for the funeral service, but due to the reasons of distance & time, I decided not to go. Then, it was something coming to us again, somebody was complaining at us not attending the funeral service, said that we should go.
OK, but what is wrong that we don't go? ...

Evening time, my superior called me up, telling that everyone works in the company must attend the funeral service, it is compulsory! ...... some more, asked me to do notice & email, and announced to everyone... oh ...oh... but why me? why me the one is asked to do this? Some other people may not be happy to hear about this...... and I may be blamed by somebody else anytime. Can't imagine... it's just so WEIRD!
I asked my house-mates tonight... they also thought of the same way. Go is better, but shouldn't be done in a way that forcing others to go for the funeral.
You know what, we've church service on Sunday, I'd rather go to church. Don't say me, heartless and no sympathy.

Do Not Simply Quit

I've got no idea why was I waking up so early in the morning recently. Am I getting older? Is this the reason? Almost exceeding 1 hour before the alarm began to sound. And usually I was forced to wake up at this time, because I couldn't fall sleep anymore. Sucks! ...... anyway, thank God! I've got more time to have my reading in the morning. Or just sitting there, enjoying the music... be silent.

And everyday, there's always hope & love. Must believe it, and live a healthy life. In God I put my trust, pursuing my target with a strong faith. Do not Simply quit. ... That's the way.

Escaping myself to a paradise from the current busyness of work would be the best idea to ease my mind I think. But the fact is, I need to wait until the coming month... yeah... will soon be flying back to hometown. Anyway, life is still busy. Well, I think it is just the way how you think, so we must enjoy our current life, and the current process ... if we are not enjoy, then, things may turn out to be so oppressive, and it will rather be more tired and tired in every step we move. Therefore, we better do something ...

Something upset me this afternoon, walking in the bookstore with a complicated mind after my lunch, it's just like my mind has gone to somewhere else, like I lost myself somewhere in the midst of a junction...... but I was not. Anyway, at the edge of my mind, there's still a hope, Okay. Fine!

It was so glad and so good to do good to other, but what if the response is brittle, or ...etcs. Anyway, it's just a lesson of life, Jesus did a good example, love is amazing, love is so good. We do good not for reward(s). But Love. Because Love has no condition. ......

It was so sorry to receive a SMS from my superior tonight, telling that her grandma was just passed away. . . God bless.... May God remember you all...

Moving On

Went to bed early last night... but my rest was not enough... still I felt tired but better.

Seeing that the people on duty was catching the wild dog(s) on the way while I was reaching to the train station... oh no... groaning sound... God.. I didn't want to hear... sadly to watch on this... because the dog(s) looked cute... "What are they going to do with this animal?" Sympathy was fighting for innocent being. People around was sympathetically staring at this cruel scene, a child was crying while he saw it... and her mom said, it's okay, it's dog only. dog only??? God... Didn't want to think about it.

It has brought me a lot of stuff to handle for just only two days I didn't go to the office. Oh God~~ This was the consequence?... okay, relax... relax... but it's not enough. I needed to go somewhere else, which is our headquarter today, it was excited I think, it's not only for the sake of my job... but some other matter. Anyway, it's just another "BUT" turned on the "disappointment" melody-sad. So... okay, fine... it's okay. God works everything for GOOD. Faith on~~

The journey home is a long way, so it was around 9 something in the evening when I reached home. TIRED... exposed to rain... slightly headache tonight... after bathed, & dinner, it was around 10pm. Anyway, I thanked God that I've got the chance to go on my reading of the book of PRAYER-Does it make any difference?

Life is Good~ Keep on Your efforts!

Sick Leave... but It Wasn't a Tough Day.

Sick Leave.

What was happening recently? It seemed that the weather was not in a happy mood, it was always raining. And sometimes, the sun came out again for a while, then, the sky began to overcast suddenly... and rain again.

The weather was so fickle in recent days, it's not nice to the living people, and I myself have failed to take care of myself, the virus fought me back, and I was defeated, SICK. I thought I would be fine today. Though I took sick leave, and didn't go to work, but I'm still not feeling well, and even received SMS from my boss twice this morning and afternoon for an instruction and conference requesting. Oh God~ Come on, give me a breathe. Thank God! It was fine after I replied him that I was sick and took MC today. Anyway, I thanked God that I managed to get the work(s) on my schedule done. Thanks God~

It was a busy & tired day, I gotta rest early tonight... cloudy mind...
God bless...

Busy + Excited

Day off~
However, I was quite busy the whole day...
Rainy days... part of my clothes are still hanging out there at the balcony.
Making a lot of calls this afternoon... I can't just rely on others' comments and opinions. However, I can work it independently in either way. Thanks God~
God~ I thought it was okay to me tonight, but I was surprisingly getting to know that it was 38°C shown in the thermometer, the doctor told me after taking it out from my mouth.
Fever~

Renew Your Mind

My eyes very tired... It could be because of facing to the monitor so often I think.
Before I stepped into the sanctuary, I've already heard of the song, "How Great Is Our God" was singing out there. What's a wonderful song!! ... this worship team from Grace Methodist Church, Singapore did very well this morning, Thanks God!

Mission Month, "Reach One More For Jesus (Acts 1:8)" was the topic preached in this morning... Gospel... Have you kept it in your pocket?......

I felt good in this morning, naturally I sent SMS to a friend for a support. We need friend to support us, and we do need to support them.

Life was very busy... really need a breathe. Though tired, with a heavy head, I went down to swim tonight after coming back from work. REFRESHINGLY renewing my mind.

I like one of the song that was being sung this morning, "Here I am, at your feet....." But I couldn't find it on the internet. Perhaps I need to ask from the worship team somehow.

God was approaching me.

I was very tired today though, but I still went to the Undignified Worship Concert, anyway, my friends couldn't come. Okay.....

It was really amazing, I came here... through the praise & worship.... the prayers... God tried to get me back closer to Him. Together with everyone, I closed my eyes, bowed my head down... we prayed to God... then, I knew what it called "We pray to God via silent".

I felt really calm in mind, I was really comfortable, I asked for forgiveness, turned to God, I didn't need to think too much like what it came to me in my daily life, my stress, my worries, my sadness, my uncertainty ... were all released. Worshiping God in peace, and enjoyed that time with Him like face to face. Silently I asked myself why should I too care about something that it seemed to be less possible to happen...... and God soothed me...

I've learned a word tonight, "Oxymoron"- Something that does not make sense.

Undignified Worship Concert

Drummer for Christ

Prayers

Supplications - by Worship Team, Grace Methodist Church, Singapore.

Silent Meditation

Sermon...

En Theos

Relax, man.

Today I woke up early, but I didn't go to swim. I just wanted to stay back, I have had some reading, & enjoyed the music with my breakfast after taking shower. I was quite enjoyed having that moment before I went out to work. Yeah~~

Today was damned busy at work, email has gradually become very popular within the office. Sometimes it just sucks, because too much email(s) needed to be read and replied. I just think that it would bother me so much as some of it were none of my business. So I just simply read through it without spending too much time on it.

Went out tonight, met my friend and his future wife (very soon), I got his wedding dinner invitation card eventually, and attached with one of his selected wedding photo, wow... so nice & beautiful, it was so glad to get one. Thanks! And it was so glad to see their tiny wedding photo booklet. Wonderful...

In fact, I was the protagonist tonight. haha... met a few friends of my friend, and friend of my friend's friend, and the brother's friend of my friend's friend. haha... seemed like a bit complicated here. Anyway, I enjoyed being there tonight though I came with the main purpose of dealing with my transaction, I heard some funny things there in the conversations. It was a life lesson, it was funny joke but true story, it was sad too, it was open-minded too... it was an amazing experience also... haha... Glad~~

Understanding

I felt calm tonight.
And I've learned one thing, do not think only at a corner side,
Be Understanding of other willingly & honestly
and be strong, be brave, show your concerns, care & love
to the people around you...
Give SUPPORT to him/her!!

O God, may Your love fills those who need it fully.

God of This City

God Of This City - Chris Tomlin

You're the God of this city
You're the King of these people
You're the Lord of this nation
You Are

Bridge:
For there is no one like our God
There is no one like our God

Chorus 1:
Greater things have yet to come
Great things are still to be done
In this city
Greater things are still to come
And greater things are still to be done here

Verse 2:
You're the Lord of Creation
The Creator of all things
You're the King above all Kings
You Are

You're the strength in our weakness
You're the love to the broken
You're the joy in the sadness
You Are

Chorus 2:
Greater things have yet to come
Great things are still to be done
In this city
Where glory shines from hearts alive
With praise for you and love for you
In this city

Greater things have yet to come
Great things are still to be done
In this city
Greater things are still to come
And greater things are still to be done here


* While I was waking up this morning... and yesterday morning when I came across to this song again... it reminded me that who is the GOD, who is controlling everything. The powerful God, He's my GOD.

Trustworthiness & Honesty

Oh God~ sleepless..... I was liked an insomniac...
I was damned tired today..... my eyes always wanted to close up... & my eye-bags were getting deeper :-( I couldn't think too much already... when I talked to others, it was just so tiring my voices presented. My head seemed like so heavy... almost fainted if I were too careless to bear... to make the matter worse, was that, the conversation was suddenly turned out to be cheerless & frigid... it was a shocked... however, I really would like to know what is going on??...... tell me please.

Too much.... just too much stuff... covering me up like a raging sea... O Lord, I need Your hand~

When somebody said bad words about somebody you really care or trust... & gave an unnecessary advise, and I might think it like a bullshit at all, it was really just not a funny thing... As if my trust was not that much..... then, my soul, my mind & my body would be in a very troublesome circumstance. Hey Buddy, I don't care what other people said about you the bad things..., but I trust you, you're trusted, always.
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A true Friendship & relationship are so precious & important, it is worthwhile to treasure forever, it's not a game.


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我拥有我自己的信念，你想破坏它？门都没﹗

" 我拥有我自己的信念，你想破坏它？门都没! "

This is a very strong self belief. I read it from somebody's blog. Thanks God! It did encourage me while I was reading it. I can imagine that a man can be a very very strong person if he/she wants to be. So amazing, God, You are so amazing! Because You created man since the beginning of the world.

Mission Month, well, I think all the topics to be preached in this month shall be related to mission works. The topic for this morning was "The Parable of the Dishonest Steward" (Luke 16:1-13). It was preached by Rev. Dr. Philips Koh, though I don't know him, but the way he preached, I was able to see that he was filled by the power of God/Holy Spirit. I admitted that I was apathetically to hear of the preaching. But somehow, God reminded me in other thing, "Prayer", do I really pray to God earnestly about my demands? If I said, God will make a way, then, I should put more efforts in my prayers. Amen!!

Undignified Worship Concert with Grace Methodist Church, Singapore, will be held on 18th of October, it crashes with one of the event that organized by the company. well, well, well, I think this is the best excuse I don't join it. Thanks God!

Red Bomb!! I am invited to attend an old friend's wedding dinner next month..... wah...wah... Congratulation!! Love Forever~ It is not easy to find a soul mate, (usually we may meet someone we love, indeed, but at last she rejects the way you are not able to comprehend... sometimes, love is just too complicated if one part turn to other way alone & silently......) both MUST treasure that relationship, and go on to invest the best to it. Forever Love!! Mars & Venus Together Forever!

Silence... means you need to have some space.?! It could be due to busyness of life....... etcs... take care.

Surprise...

I was waking up very early this few days, I guess I don't need to set alarm clock anymore, haha... but do I dare to say that I don't need it anymore? haha... no, I still need it, and I believe that tomorrow is a better day. It's hope always. ^^

If I say, my thought is a bit complicated recently, then, what is in my mind? Beautiful things.. hope, delightful & sweet memory & experience... happiness... all these must chase away those rubbish satellite that send negative signals to me.
Yeah! like a lyric of a song, "the victory is WON." God is my help, my rock.

Tired, looked like something sucked up my mind, I gotta do exercise, after coming home, I went down to swim, yeah.. Good! Though there were some other people built up their tent and enjoyed their barbecue at the side of the pool, but as for me, I did enjoy myself as a swimmer as well in the pool. ^^

I'm very glad, and being so touched... it soothed my heart... silently I didn't know what to say... but very moved...
"送你一座海島﹐在你失意時停靠
送你一個港灣﹐在你疲倦時躲浪
送你一對翅膀﹐在你安逸時飛翔
送你一份快樂﹐在你傷懷時一笑
愿你快樂沒煩惱^^"
Buddy... thanks a lot for the SMS tonight... it was really a surprise, & it has meant so much to me. ^^

Uncertainty + Patience + Concerns + Love (Hope&Faith)

Is this the one that will soon be coming on......? .... is it? not sure. but observing & waiting... Who has invented the car that provide the people convenience? Thank you, Henry Ford.

What is reality? Reality is not a dream, a dream is something that you still have not achieved yet. I'm still very clear in mind, the day I listened to a sermon on the internet, one pastor claimed that a dream car is a car which we cannot afford for it, but when we can afford to buy it, then, it shall be called, a real car. Haha... it's really make sense. I Agreed.

When we too care about something, it may bring a negative result that make others feel irritating, ... ... anyway, what is too care? then, what is too aggressive? ... Perhaps, this is how we require to gain the wisdom to learn how to deal with others in a comfort and gentle manner. If we say, "We're a learner." Then, one thing should be in mind, that we will somewhat make a mistake or more than a mistake in the process of learning. But just try the best practice to minimize the possibility of mistake that may happen to the lowest level. Cheer up! Do not be too concentrate in one matter only for a long long time, otherwise, it will drive you crazy and crazy. be careful la...haha...

In fact, I was about to go to swimming tonight, but rains. No choice, stayed back at home. I ate Hokkien Mee tonight, tasted good. okay, though it's not my favorite.
It's glad, thanks for the fruit tonight, friend. One plate is considered a lot to me, but I can finish it, actually it wasn't that much. haha... anyway, I don't know what it's called in English. Smaller than pear... my mom called it "shui mong" in Hakka. haha... Good taste, not so sweet.

Sleepless..... I've slightly headache today...

What is it really matter when it hurts! Even deeper

So early I was awakened...... laid on bed...... didn't want to get up... I wanna sleep... but still I couldn't fight with my physical condition, I needed to go to washroom... haha... this is how I was defeated. In fact, I've got the time to have morning swim. But I've no mood at all. I needed more silent hour I think. After I've taken my shower, breakfast, listened to bible audios, reading my bible... I needed something from God to strengthen my heart of weakness. I've met something amazing, but is this going to make my life a slave of weeping stream or lightening my life better than ever. The morning time was refreshingly comfortable & peaceful.

I've my expectation, my hope, my dream but I just don't want to keep myself turning into a spinning wheel that will never go to its end. Hard works, patiences, endurances, time, money... we may have paid a lot for them, no one wishes to see all these efforts goes into a vanity at the end like a dust fades away without a trace. However, the fact is only just the fact itself, something that hasn't been occurred yet, please think only the way positively.
Difficulty, lukewarm feelings & stand-offish emotional reactions may even hurt you more and more, but always, what is it really matter when it is absolutely something worthwhile to do and to prove.

Well, I think it's really a moody day, even though my friend invited me to go together to swim tonight, really I've no mood. And the weather was very cold after the rains. I washed my clothes, while I was drying & hanging my clothes at the balcony tonight, I saw a familiar t-shirt which I wore this Monday, it recalled my memory, BITTER & SWEET memory - Wonderful Lunch.

Do I like my song? I will say, "Yes." Because it can be my joy, my story, it's my real self. It comforts my heart, as it flows like a love stream that comfort me so much. Even when I had forgotten it, but God keeps it for my good sake. Sharing it with a precious friend will be a wonderful experience that may delight his/her heart happily. Isn't it?

Keep on the steps to move on, and finally you will see the very good result surprisingly. Cheer Cheer... UP. folk~ smile always.

感嘆中勇於前進

當太陽每早會升起﹐傍晚會有日落﹐
天還顯得光亮的時候﹐都會下起了雨﹐
夜深沉睡的當兒﹐也會聽見窗外的風雨聲﹐
半夜有時會突然惊醒﹐房間里還是暗暗的﹐
偶而眼光光地坐在床上﹐在黑漆漆房間里望墙﹐
禁不住地道出一句﹕“主啊﹗我睡不著。”
到底生活的壓逼源自於外在的衝刺﹐
還是內心對外的對抗起了很大負和的作用﹖
身體要對靈魂說﹐我要休息﹐我要睡覺﹐
可是﹐靈魂還是著急著對人情事故的想念。
步伐趕不上時代的變化﹐呼吸追不上生活的節奏﹐
時間叫寫在每頁的故事都一一地泛黃﹐
我們喜歡未來﹐我們期待美好人生﹐
因為那是一個夢﹐夢想不是現實﹐
我們都很期待美夢成真﹐所以我們勇於去打造﹐
它分秒給我們添加希望的曙光﹐
我們以愛為本﹐為動力﹐繼續壯膽前進。

I Believe

The beginning of the morning... and late in the evening, I was learning about the (三字經)﹐ haha... don't get me wrong, it's not about those people mean about-dirty words. However, this is really the (三字經), "人之初﹐性本善。性相近﹐習相遠。苟不教﹐性乃遷。........." haha... do you think this is the content all about. No, let me tell you, it is a very very long one. haha... I find it very funny to read, and feel good to know about its meaning... but but but... a lot of words I don't understand...... hey, friend, how big is your influence!


Well, I believe that every thing works well at its right time, and it does happen because it's the right time. When it hasn't happened yet, it means that its time has not yet come. There is time to sow, and also a time to reap. Something hasn't come as what we expect may not mean that it will never come on the other coming day. Isn't it? Yes, yes, yes, God~ grant me the courage to move on with the faith that can move the mountain.
Brightness always overcome darkness.
Cheer up! man. No kidding. :-)

Happy +++

" If you have a faith as small as a mustard seed,
Nothing will be Impossible for you. "

(Matthew 17 : 20)


Lack of confidence in what I do? Faith on.
Though there are something that I'm struggling with, However, Thanks God~ I am very happy recently... :-) God bless...

Fatigued

It's another morning that let me down... I was very blurred in my sleep hours... and gradually I could hear the sound coming in from outside...... mosque prayer sounds...... then, it was the raining sound...... awoke myself with a glimpse of the windows that covered by thin drapes...... I could see that it's still very dark out there ...... oh no... I told myself silently I didn't want to be awakened.... gotta fell sleep soon... but the fact was that I was wrong, I laid awoke in the bed.... couldn't sleep..... confusing.... hungry...... zzZZZ.. ???

As a result of that, I woke up a bit early this morning. Seeing that I still got time, with a tired body I went down to swim.... well... when I moved my steps out there, then only I realized that the environment around was wet & cold, rain has just stopped. However, when I put my legs inside the pool, it was amazed, the water was warm... this was what I thought... oh no, it was cold end of the opposite side... haha... well, I guess I still blurred blurred.... normally I swim almost half an hour for around 10-12 round, but this morning I left a bit earlier... I just felt not comfortable with the atmosphere around this morning... However, I thanked God, I felt good, I meant I've got my mind refreshed. :-) And I admitted that it's good to do exercise in the morning. Isn't it?

With a tired body I went to work today... God has brought me through the day. Thanks!
I felt sorry that it was hard for me to believe that I should be happy when I received some friendly SMS texts or email of compliment from my boss. Perhaps I might be happy, but it didn't mean so much to me. Because the company deserve to have my full responsibility of work, they pay me salary, and as for me, I just try my best to do well in my job. But when there's no win-win situation, it's just so embarrassing.

Well, well, well.... just can't wait for any longer... I saw it only 2 left in the bookshelf, and thinking that it was the right time, so I eventually grabbed that "Book" from that bookstore this afternoon. hehe.... Hey!! RM39.90, no discount, but I took it. It is deserved. No more delay... I paid for it, and now... it's mine~ Enjoy Reading!! Enjoy Learning!! take your time, folk! haha...

It was easy to feel hungry this few days, perhaps it was due to the quantity of my dinner I think... eat less... and this is the cost-hungry, but where is my reward? haha... take time.

Guess what?

What is "Guess"? This is not a brand name. But what is it meant by?
Guess, means no answer yet. Seeking is a temporary answer, because the answer has not yet been found. So GUESS is the answer.
However, the answer can be divided into two, it can be either positive or negative.
As a normal human being, usually no one will expect a negative answer. Isn't it?
Because negative answer cultivates sadness & depress.
Everyone shall keep a distance from it. And seek the Positive outcome earnestly.

There was an amazing experience happened to me, well, I think it's about the principle of influence. One thing occurred, and it did influence another thing to happen, it's so amazing, and it's good, it moved my heart so much when I started realized it.