So early I was awakened...... laid on bed...... didn't want to get up... I wanna sleep... but still I couldn't fight with my physical condition, I needed to go to washroom... haha... this is how I was defeated. In fact, I've got the time to have morning swim. But I've no mood at all. I needed more silent hour I think. After I've taken my shower, breakfast, listened to bible audios, reading my bible... I needed something from God to strengthen my heart of weakness. I've met something amazing, but is this going to make my life a slave of weeping stream or lightening my life better than ever. The morning time was refreshingly comfortable & peaceful.
I've my expectation, my hope, my dream but I just don't want to keep myself turning into a spinning wheel that will never go to its end. Hard works, patiences, endurances, time, money... we may have paid a lot for them, no one wishes to see all these efforts goes into a vanity at the end like a dust fades away without a trace. However, the fact is only just the fact itself, something that hasn't been occurred yet, please think only the way positively.
Difficulty, lukewarm feelings & stand-offish emotional reactions may even hurt you more and more, but always, what is it really matter when it is absolutely something worthwhile to do and to prove.
Well, I think it's really a moody day, even though my friend invited me to go together to swim tonight, really I've no mood. And the weather was very cold after the rains. I washed my clothes, while I was drying & hanging my clothes at the balcony tonight, I saw a familiar t-shirt which I wore this Monday, it recalled my memory, BITTER & SWEET memory - Wonderful Lunch.
Do I like my song? I will say, "Yes." Because it can be my joy, my story, it's my real self. It comforts my heart, as it flows like a love stream that comfort me so much. Even when I had forgotten it, but God keeps it for my good sake. Sharing it with a precious friend will be a wonderful experience that may delight his/her heart happily. Isn't it?
Keep on the steps to move on, and finally you will see the very good result surprisingly. Cheer Cheer... UP. folk~ smile always.
I've my expectation, my hope, my dream but I just don't want to keep myself turning into a spinning wheel that will never go to its end. Hard works, patiences, endurances, time, money... we may have paid a lot for them, no one wishes to see all these efforts goes into a vanity at the end like a dust fades away without a trace. However, the fact is only just the fact itself, something that hasn't been occurred yet, please think only the way positively.
Difficulty, lukewarm feelings & stand-offish emotional reactions may even hurt you more and more, but always, what is it really matter when it is absolutely something worthwhile to do and to prove.
Well, I think it's really a moody day, even though my friend invited me to go together to swim tonight, really I've no mood. And the weather was very cold after the rains. I washed my clothes, while I was drying & hanging my clothes at the balcony tonight, I saw a familiar t-shirt which I wore this Monday, it recalled my memory, BITTER & SWEET memory - Wonderful Lunch.
Do I like my song? I will say, "Yes." Because it can be my joy, my story, it's my real self. It comforts my heart, as it flows like a love stream that comfort me so much. Even when I had forgotten it, but God keeps it for my good sake. Sharing it with a precious friend will be a wonderful experience that may delight his/her heart happily. Isn't it?
Keep on the steps to move on, and finally you will see the very good result surprisingly. Cheer Cheer... UP. folk~ smile always.
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