Saturday, October 25, 2008

Looking at the beautiful scene(s)

Thing happened as last night, a message was dropped into my mobile again after midnight, it's from my superior. +.+ ... not much interest... it's about the funeral matter again. This wasn't the expected one... ...

Tired to do the tasks that related to the funeral, not many personnel is going, thus, they(company) need to do something, ... came out notice... everyone must go as requested, but those with the 3 mentioned reasons by the company can be an exception. (In Chinese Community, mostly they are cautious about their custom, & tradition.) But do you think that everyone will be in agreement on it? sorry... and now funny is, they said, transport will be provided, but now the fact is, the staff will need to travel themselves by fetching others too. Anyway, I just thanked God, I will not go. Directly I told my superior and my boss, and of course, my reason was accepted . Okay, fine, not need to talk too much about this.

What was attracted me actually? I watched again the DVD movie, "Secret", but I just watched the beginning part only... I've got not enough time (perhaps it's not the right time to watch it tonight), haha... it was just so romantic... so warm... okay, movie is just only a movie. Make a dream for a while won't be harmful to our mind, isn't it? fine. Go ahead for your dream. haha...

Chemistry in between girl and boy is just so amazing, so sweet, indescribable, crazy... but sometimes it's just too complicated...... and we carefully dare to have a touch on it, and is getting even deeper and deeper... and we may not even know what is happening... how to get out of it, when there's a pain that hurt you so much, it's just so tough, and so hard to get up again...... and no one really anticipates that to happen... we are human being, and many times, perhaps we may be just so vulnerable...... and normally, at that moment it refines us so much, and we become more stronger than before...... "why" is not the reason to lose our heart again and again, and totally put ourself down, but to stand up again, look for the goodness that is worthwhile to run for......

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