Saturday, October 4, 2008

Fatigued

It's another morning that let me down... I was very blurred in my sleep hours... and gradually I could hear the sound coming in from outside...... mosque prayer sounds...... then, it was the raining sound...... awoke myself with a glimpse of the windows that covered by thin drapes...... I could see that it's still very dark out there ...... oh no... I told myself silently I didn't want to be awakened.... gotta fell sleep soon... but the fact was that I was wrong, I laid awoke in the bed.... couldn't sleep..... confusing.... hungry...... zzZZZ.. ???

As a result of that, I woke up a bit early this morning. Seeing that I still got time, with a tired body I went down to swim.... well... when I moved my steps out there, then only I realized that the environment around was wet & cold, rain has just stopped. However, when I put my legs inside the pool, it was amazed, the water was warm... this was what I thought... oh no, it was cold end of the opposite side... haha... well, I guess I still blurred blurred.... normally I swim almost half an hour for around 10-12 round, but this morning I left a bit earlier... I just felt not comfortable with the atmosphere around this morning... However, I thanked God, I felt good, I meant I've got my mind refreshed. :-) And I admitted that it's good to do exercise in the morning. Isn't it?

With a tired body I went to work today... God has brought me through the day. Thanks!
I felt sorry that it was hard for me to believe that I should be happy when I received some friendly SMS texts or email of compliment from my boss. Perhaps I might be happy, but it didn't mean so much to me. Because the company deserve to have my full responsibility of work, they pay me salary, and as for me, I just try my best to do well in my job. But when there's no win-win situation, it's just so embarrassing.

Well, well, well.... just can't wait for any longer... I saw it only 2 left in the bookshelf, and thinking that it was the right time, so I eventually grabbed that "Book" from that bookstore this afternoon. hehe.... Hey!! RM39.90, no discount, but I took it. It is deserved. No more delay... I paid for it, and now... it's mine~ Enjoy Reading!! Enjoy Learning!! take your time, folk! haha...

It was easy to feel hungry this few days, perhaps it was due to the quantity of my dinner I think... eat less... and this is the cost-hungry, but where is my reward? haha... take time.

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