Learn to Acknowledge Him in Your Uncertainty

Turning around on bed, it was so hard for me to fall sleep last night... :-( O my God.
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Woke up early this morning, and was in the office 1 hour earlier than usual, after getting all stuff ready. My manager and I went to the new office to go on our respective works assigned. ... time just passed away like that... and me, finally returned home after 14 stations of trip.

Still my heart doesn't feel that better even when after I have received the news about the incident last night. ... the sms replied, ...... is okay already.... thanks for the prayer of you all...
but my heart is still not easy with what someone has gone through... I can really really feel that how strong the bitterness is being suppressed in my heart... I could not understand why God allowed that to be happened to someone who seek for His knowledges......
question marks were hanging around on my mind for a while... I couldn't understand... but still I acknowledge Him, He must has His very reason beyond our imagination. ...... And one thing, I know for sure, if there is one who suffering torture from "something" in the family, the rest of the members will also have the same mind... we're one family, we're God's children... therefore, undoubtedly, we care for each and every one in the family of God. ....
I still remembered the moment the song I played last night, namely "Prayer for a friend", and I suddenly received the urgent prayer requested at that moment... Can anyone tell me this is only an accidental forward sms? I asked God to heal, to comfort......
I didn't call back to hometown to ask for clearer understanding even when I have already heard of the news...... I asked myself many times, "If I call back to ask, will it bring any beneficial outcome to the one who has been suffered ..."..."Isn't it not enough if only I have already known the matter is ok now?" my mind is in a miserable way... I ask for God's wisdom, may God turns me to the right viewpoint by truth, so that I know how to deal with the moment of uncertainty. God bless... Have mercy on His people who is needed.

With a Grateful Heart I do for others

Thanks God~ Day off.
Take rest at home. I didn't go out to anywhere, except for water bill payment, swimming and dinner.

Thanks God! Again, I cleaned the kitchen this afternoon, it was so oily on floor and so as some other kitchen's equipments, and it looked so dirty and messy, I felt really so uncomfortable on my feet and hands, I shall show unfavorable faces to my housemates, because they always did not clean well the kitchen after they have used it, and always kept the basket fully filled with dishes they washed, just leave it there like that, and still oily when I touched on it. Suppose I will get angry, and blame. However, I thank God I did not. I took this matter by viewing it into different perspective. I told myself, and I knew for sure I wasn't doing any work that was not worth, but in God's eyes, I was deserved to do that. God will remember this, He will reward me one day. He has shown a very good example on earth, He came to serve, and yet not to be served. How great is my God!


I received a sms requested for urgent prayer tonight, it was very sad to know about the news, I felt uncertain even when after I have put my supplication to God for that incident, but then, I told myself that I have already said my prayer to Him, why am I still worry about it? I told myself, I shall trust Him, and He will definitely remember it, and He is in control, just leave it to God, and He will do the rest, and I, do follow up day after this. Have peace in mind. Amen.

I am in Your care

Suppose today was my off day. However, I was asked to go back to work. And tomorrow only is my day off. I just think that when a man is working from day to day without taking any day off, his/her life can be very tired... and one day he/she may fall into a circumstance that make he/she feels fully exhausted. God created 7 days, 6 to work, and 1 is to take rest. This is the principle of work, God will never make a mistake, and every thing He does, shall bring us beneficially to good. Isn't it?

I find myself difficult to deal with the people around my workplace, and that I know that He is all around my sides, He is in control, everything. Where is the concentration of my eyes? Am I not focus on Him? He is my help, my refuge. Thanks to be given to God!

Eventually, I bring my external hard drive back to the shoppe where I purchased it in February this year, but I was unable to claim for any replacement at once, I was directed to bring it to the service centre, and registered there for warranty purpose. They will get my hard drive back to the supplier for checking and claim for the warranty if faulty found. May God remember this. Since I bought it only less than 2 months, therefore, hopefully I will be able to claim a new one which is assembled in good condition for replacement. O Lord, please remember this.

"I am your creator. You were in my care even before you were born." Isaiah 44:2a

When Life "Just Ain't Fair"

The 2nd Sunday Service of the month... here comes to another topic that is related to those previously preached.
[ When Life "Just Ain't Fair" ] see I Peter 3:13-17
Isn't this the matter or difficult circumstance we are currently encountered?
Perhaps, there might be a lot of question already. And of course, this is not a fresh topic. Most of us are familiar with it. And that, many times when a Christian comes across to this situation, how are they going to face it?...
I think, most of the people are seeking to be treated fairly in their life, because there are something unfair happen in their life. Am I right?

Pastor John outlined several principles to response the message of this morning,
1. first yourself uniquely blessed by God.
- someday we will be rewarded for our endurance of these undeserved trials. (I Peter 13:14a)
2. Don't Panic and don't Worry
- Do not fear what they fear; do not be frighten, God is in control. (I Peter 3:14b)
3. Acknowledge Christ as Lord Even over this event
- set apart Christ as Lord. (I Peter 3:15a)
"Only we can harm ourselves, if we fail to trust God."
I agree this indeed silently.
4. Be Ready to Give a Witness
- be ready to give them an answer (I Peter 13:15b)
5. Keep a good conscience
- (I Peter 3:16)
* If you looked more redeemed, I might listen to you about your redeemer.*

Pastor concluded with the passage below:
"Unjust suffering is always better than deserved punishment."
Lastly,
"It is better that we do God's will, do what is right even though we suffer injustice."

Well, listen is far more easy than take action, May God helps us.
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I went to PC Fair 2008 after my work, browsing around, finally I got myself 1 set pc devices, the microsoft wireless keyboard & mouse. wow... so glad to use it tonight......

Toughen your faith

Thanks for the blessings granted every day.
Have peace & taste the sweetness of life.
Let my inner talks bring me to the positive way always.

"When life gets tough... Toughen your faith."
Again, I saw this words which printed on a lovely bookmark, it does remind me.
From time to time, God did use something around to encourage me.
Great is my faithful God, Lord, I give thanks to You.

Hold on, and Fear not.

Tired with the troublesome matter I critically faced in work from time to time. Isn't it no way out? I put my trust in God. ... I stand, I sit, I walk, I sing to You God, I praise You, my Lord.
And it is good to read this, "If you have felt hopeless, hold on! Wonderful changes are going to happen in your life as you begin to live it on purpose." I like the words, "Hold On" very much, so I highlighted and enlarged it with pink color. This is just to remind myself, if I 'm facing the similar sense of situation, please HOLD ON, just remember to HOLD ON please. Turns my focus point to Jesus. That's the way, and it will be a way out there.

Thanks God! Since I have got the chance, I took the opportunity to ask to have lunch with my friend, we have been very good friend in the past since the time of secondary school. It has been a long long time we did not see each other, almost xx years I think, I thank God that I still can remember her the day we met in the coach that took us back to KL this February 08 after we have got off from the aircraft. Time passes very quickly. Thanks God, we did enjoy our lunch there at the ikano, and nice to meet your good friend. And we are maturely growing older... are we?... so as others... haha.... just hope we will meet again some other days... May God bless you, friend.

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I am able to move on, because He grants me the strength all I needed. O Lord, "Fear not", this is what You have told me. O Lord, You have made me become stronger and stronger... You words is my bread, my life. Hallelujah...

Listening to the song of praise and worship... it is just so good good good... O Lord, I take rest in You, refuge of my soul.

His love comforts me

Life is not easy to go through... since it covers of many ups and downs...
But in God's hands, it is safe, ... very safe.
And every day's time won't stop working. so life is just working on.
And again, God is there always for me... He will deliver me from life that bound with a lot of stuff which are unreasonable... disturbing...annoying... frustrating...
How can I not focus on Him if all these fall against on me mercilessly?

I have no favor with the stuff I go through recently... tough life, tired soul...
However, God's power & love defeat all...
Great is my God! His love is Great! Greatest love... Hallelujah!

one key to failure...

"... those who follow the crowd usually get lost in it. "
I do agree about this saying, it is taken from the book of the purpose driven life.
"... one key to failure is to try to please everyone. Being controlled by the opinion of others is a guaranteed way to miss God's purposes for your life."
I do agree.

You are my hiding place

Sometimes, life is just so complicated. It may full of hardship, uncertainty... and it is miserable to move on... No one will know exactly what is going to be happened tomorrow. But He holds my tomorrow... my life is in His Hands.
We may suffer from certain difficulties caused... and we would never know why... and yet there might be something we have taken from granted, and we do not know, ... at last when we are aware of it, we will know that how weak we are... but still God 's love remain unchanged. So there shall be forgiveness to ask for God's mercy, and repented, pray with a grateful heart...

Teach me your way, O Lord, and I will walk in Your truth. Psalm 87:11

The Lord will indeed give what is good

I wasn't in a very good condition today... I hated the favoritism in the office, again.
Always I asked myself the same question again... queried myself... why... ? life is just so hard, sometimes. no, many times. I think I have been very strong enough to stand with that situation and environment that have made me really really felt uncomfortable. Sometimes, just feel like about to leave the office at once... go home, never want to think any thing that frustrated me any more. It is not easy indeed, but I am very grateful to God for He has strengthened the strength that He has granted me all the time when I needed.

"The Lord will indeed give what is good, and our land will yield its harvest." Psalm 85:12
Is this true? I read it tonight..., when difficulties continuously come against with this message, still my faith will go on stayed firm on the fundamental of Truth? ... the circumstances, perhaps still remain unchanged, but the answer is YES, my faith is still fighting on. God be my help always. O Lord, Have Your merciful comforts in me, Your love surrounds me, Your power strengthen me, Your words be the light of the road of my life, open my heart, and let me see the right path to proceed. ... My Holy One, I put my trust in You, bless me﹐Lord.

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He that would love life, & see good days.

Yeah! Long time I didn't take off day on Sunday, my off day.
I went to church service as usual this morning. There was no small group joining the praise and worship team today, even the keyboardist as well. But it was fine, the present of God would never absent for the decrease of the number of the people worshiping there. Great is the God! Praise You my Lord.

Today message, "Maturity Checkpoints in the midst of suffering." (1 Peter 3:9-12)
Pastor John pointed out the 9 points as accord to the verses referred for the message.

1. to live in harmony with one another in the face of adversity
2. to be sympathetic
3. to love as brother... and sister
4. to be compassionate
5. to be humble
6. to be forgiving
7. to be in control of our tongue
8. to do good
9. to seek peace

I was just learned that God was talking to me ... wasn't He? How real is my God!!
Some levels of return to think of ...
-we can return evil for good, which is satanic level,
-we can return return good for good, evil for evil, which is the human level,
-or, we can return good for evil, which is the DIVINE level.
I find the final outcome of the conclusion, it's all about love, is only the way to LOVE will make a way. Can I love my enemies?? I can, perhaps. ... However, God is Almighty GOD, He is able to do amazing work beyond the limited wisdom of humanity.
Suffering injustice? We tend to justify our mis-behaviour when people do not treat us the way they should. Suffer for doing good & endure it? ... and yet God answered all these questions this morning. Amazing God.

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I went to the "7th Malaysia Career & Training Fair 2008", "10th post graduate education 2008", & "3rd Entrepreneurship Expo 2008" this afternoon... full of visitors...... were they came for only one reason- job seeking?? I guess not exactly. ...... filled some survey forms...... browsed around... took some information details for references... then, I left.

Entrance

When I reached to the exit way, then, only I realized that I had myself 1 more visitor pass stuck on my shoulder... just wondering where did this extra pass get me???

I am not an accident

工作帶給我快樂﹖Is it? when it looked like everyone was attacking your weakness and purposely rose up the problem(s) that could be not a problem to blame you, it was really so embarrassing..... where the respectful people is, where the peacemaker is, ..... no way in the office. It upset other when people tend to do like that to other all the time without considerate of other's feeling. They thought it was so funny, however, they would never know that the way they acted were so silly and foolish. And I'm grateful to God, because of Him, I won't be easy to get lost and defeated. Trust Him by prayer is the way to stay firm, and acknowledge Him, make His powerful words be my guidance. Hallelujah!! Almighty God can do everything.

Thanks God! moving around my PC table and some other things in my room, I finally settled down them in almost one hour time I spent tonight. Now I know how much things I have. haha....

"I am not an accident. " point to ponder tonight. (taken from the purpose driven life)

Worry is a misuse of the imagination

Time rolls on very very very fast... just like I couldn't finish counting today, and tomorrow has just come. Busy...
one hour earlier reached to office as instructed, but still the office not yet open. ... I thought I have been fooled, thanks GOD! I wasn't.

After making payment for phone & internet bill in the post office, I went to a bookstore...
"Worry is a misuse of the imagination." a simple sentence as referred to one of the book I briefly read in the bookstore... this words caught my thought, I agreed that it is true. This is something about how we handle and manage well our emotions.
Nothing but positive, this is what I think of.

It was so good to msn with my good friend tonight, long long time we didn't have good chat, the time was short, but it was warm...

"Everything got started in Him and finds its purpose in Him." Colossians 1:16b

This is a verse to remember taken from the book of the purpose driven life in which I read tonight.

God-Shaped life is a flourishing tree

It was hard to fall sleep last night... so bad... tired but couldn't sleep.
I took MC today... went to clinic to see doctor... took rest at home..... What I need is to take rest.
I appreciated God that I can take my time to go on to do my personal stuff works.
Just too many things need to go through and have them completed. Time management is so important. O God, grant me the wisdom and energy to do my work.

I called home tonight... it was so good to have conversation with my dad, but my mum seemed to be not much to talk... :-( however, it was so glad to know that they will be going on their vacation to China soon with relatives and friends. May God bless them, have peace to them, and have a very happy and enjoyable trip.

"A life devoted to things is a dead life, a stump; a God-shaped life is a flourishing tree. " (Proverb 11:28)

"Let God transform you into a new person by changing the way you think. Then you will know what God wants you to do."
I enjoyed read this statement tonight, I just like it... it really make sense... and it was taken from the book of the purpose driven life, by Rick Warren.

Again, I was asked to be in the office 1 hour earlier than the normal working hour tomorrow. ... tired...

Trust comes before faith

Thanks GOD! my off day... don't need to work.
Have my clothes washed and cleaned the kitchen this morning... relax... then, went out, met doctor for certification of health... later lunch... and went to transportation office for goods driving license renewal. Thanks GOD! Everything worked smooth, however, I found that I've got an expensive charge for my body check, still the nurse told me that it was the standard price; other paid for only RM10 at other place, but me, have been charged at RM30. :-( Due to the lack of time, I just paid for it without considering too much, otherwise, I might have to find somewhere else to have my body check up.

Didn't know why, sitting in the LRT, I just felt like not about to go home, thinking about holiday.... tired about my job.... so I decided to shop something at the shopping centre nearby my place before I went home. What have had happened to me? Why I think like that? Tired about my current job. really so tired, and that made me no mood to go on... but it's just life, I know I'm able to overcome it, even more, I have my mighty God stands beside me at all time.
After all, I went home with cotton pillow, new one... hehe... and some other stuff... etcs

This few nights I couldn't really have a good sleep, I was thinking about something... but again, it's just life... life is like that, isn't it? Am I too much to think of? Perhaps not, because life is just like that. Sometimes, there were resentful thinking attacked me in such a way, however, God's love have turned me back to Him. How amazing He is! I think it is just all about like what I read the book this afternoon, it says in the prayer.... remember that Trust comes before faith.

Taking rest is needed

Almost exhausted!... It couldn't be any free hours, and some of my colleagues and I needed to stay back and catch up with the works ready, and got them finished until mid-night... last night was terrible tired... and I slept at around 2 a.m. after my bath ... and took a little while to rest... this morning woke up and went out to work as usual with a heavy head... went on for the tasks that needed to carry out... and started a new busy day again.... made payments for my credit card debts this afternoon..... ..... thanks God! the time to go home was finally to come... still needed to wait for the data verification of the systems... okay. Everything fines. Then, I was allowed to go.... Go home...


"There is no one else for me, none but Jesus. Crucified to set me free. Now I live to bring Him praise. ... "
None but Jesus. I like this song...

Long for vacation somewhere else outside the country...... but I don't have any extra money, no money... so I needed to save up money in order to make it to become reality.

Day off tomorrow... take rest take rest....... still .... there 're something to go for... God bless.

Honor Your Marriage

I didn't have good sleep last night, the mosquito bit my leg... and that terrible itchiness caused aroused me from deep sleep...... so disgusting...... I was late this morning, however, thank God that I still can catch up with the praise & worship session, there have had new change this two week, praise & worship involving a small worship team, hillsong-like. haha... but it is good. May the Lord bless you all. ... there were a few very nice songs being sung this morning, but I couldn't remember the titles.

"Wedlock or Deadlock" (For Husbands - Part II)
This was the message given, and that it was aimed for the husbands. haha... Part I is for women.
What is to say mean by a Good husband? "wives, look at your husband..." "Is he..?" haha...
As refer to the bible, I Peter 3:7
A good husband should,
1st, live with your wives
2ndly, understand your wives
3rdly, honor your wives

That's it! look like simple, but it seems like many husbands are not do well in this. Am I right?
It was so warm to see couple by couple together walked to the front of the stage when Pastor John made the calling, renew their love to their partner, building good relationship... no matter young or old... it is so glad and warm to see them... May God bless their marriage respectively. Love never fail. ......


A Hong Kong Christian artiste was invited to come and share her testimony in the Cantonese Service, her name is Sister Fiona Leong Ai Ling, praise the Lord, and have her testimony become the blessing of church... though I didn't see her, because I wasn't attend the Cantonese Service, but I did pray for her. Give thank to God!

Busy day, but I took some time to update the appearance of my blog, yeah!

Teach us to number our days aright

I got a bad news today, some of us are needed to stay back on the coming Monday until mid-night for executing the new system upgrading tasks. O my God, ... terrible tired... now... I'm wondering whether I am able to take my off day smoothly next Tuesday or not. O Lord, please remember this. I pray that I can take rest.

"Teach us to number our days aright, O Lord, that we may gain a heart of wisdom." (Psalm 90:12)

Tomorrow is another Sunday Service to come, so good...

hear Him silently

Today training has been canceled due to someone not feeling well. Back to usual hour I went to work this morning. pausing.... and I asked myself, "Am I working normal recently?" perhaps not, because it was so busy... I even got my time-table without planning well... every night I reached home with a tired body, I think my flesh, my soul... also tired... no mood to do extra work at home sometimes... that's my life?!?!. Lord, please forgive me. I am working better...

It is so nice, so warm to listen the songs of hillsong tonight.... what I need to do is just silent down my mind and focus my mind, listen to the lyrics, and enjoy the singing ... worship my God... God's love is so beautiful... so amazing... I can touch Him by my heart... hallelujah!...
"At the cross", sound familiar I heard on the Easter Sunday sang by a precious sister in Lord. very nice song... it has been translated into few languages. Praise the Lord.

Moody Day

Morning traffic would always tend to be very busy, and the monorail station was full of the passenger(s) standing there to wait for the trip. It was so crowded that needed me to take the 3rd trip in order to reach my office, and as a result of that, I was late for the training, however, when I reached to the office, the training still wasn't started yet, and even some other colleague(s) still weren't arrive yet.

I finally canceled up my accidental insurance by delaying no more to save up my money, it wasn't a very small amount monthly, but it will make different when month by month passing by.
Thanks God! I did it today. And I got my agent's clarification for the payment of the package, there were nothing wrong and mistake, and I needed to pay for it. ... big amount.... :-( ... I just hope that this technical problem won't happen again, and my agent can act effectively and be good alert to the transaction of the payment every month. May God remember this.

I just think that there will be no other way to rescue my external hard drive. I met the technician of that IT company this afternoon, the success probability of the solution is very low... bad sector... sorta problem... isn't easy to restore or ... ah...... format?... etcs... all my files will be gone?? perhaps... ?... ai... forget about it.

How many God I have?

Busy... again woke up early in the morning... transited to another LRT line, waited for my manager to fetch me over to the new building of the company to work. I was blessed, because it was my manager came to fetch me, and spent me breakfast and lunch. Thanks God!

I read a very useful article this morning, and it is very worth to think of,
"Satan challenges and counterfeits everything that God is. If the enemy of our souls can convince us that we are the master of anything-finances, families, careers, home-then we could also believe that we could master our selves... we wouldn't need a Savior. Yet the Scripture unravels this lie. Isaiah tells us that God is the only God-not us, not our careers, not even our credit cards. Our hearts should be emblazoned with the T-shirt message: There is only one God... and you are not Him!"

"Ask God to reveal any hidden areas in your life where you have taken over God's place as god." "Taken from Daily Prayer from New International Version"
The above message really catch my attention, it just like a morning rain, refreshing my mind.

Again and again, tomorrow is another morning I needed to be in the office one and a half hour earlier than usual.

YEAH!! But it cost, finally I purchased myself the branded skincare item(s) for men. That are the full set treatment packed come with some other "bonus" item(s). And the beautician made an appointment with me for free treatment check up at the coming day of next week. haha... what is this?... so call after sale service.?! however, why am I take skin care for men seriously in present?......

God enjoys watching every detail of your life.

Doing good today? Give thank to God!
Busy... still busy... then, tired... get enough sleep? Run for what? which is every day stuff.
... ... and I postponed to give guitar lesson to my house mate to next week. ... tired... no mood to do any teaching after my work. haha...

Tomorrow I need to go to new office to work again, ... just hope that I won't reach home late at night.


"God enjoys watching every detail of your life." I read this in the book of The Purpose Driven Life. If so, how shall I live daily? Do I perform well? ... Think about it, and it makes the different.

疲憊

今日起得早﹐雙眼睜不開﹐貪睡就在這個早晨﹐起床起得好辛苦﹐好久沒有這樣了﹐可是﹐掙扎就是催逼我快起床上班去﹐因為受促今早要提早一小時十五分到公司﹐又是電腦系統的事務。可是﹐卻遲至約10分鐘才開門。我遲到就不行﹐這是職位歧視與偏差。

今日大半天的時間都在公司新大廈辦事﹐喜歡寧靜的工作環境﹐卻討厭那個outsource people那種偽裝﹐借頭借路探討自己公司的人物與背景...問這個問那個﹐真的有點很煩的﹐而我也只想專心工作。我發覺一點﹐一個人如果不滿足於自己的現壯﹐對自己的工作起了埋怨﹐看見他人一方面的憂勢﹐就會以為他人什麼都比他好﹐就盲目地羨慕他人的好﹐甚至引起自己的嫉妒心﹐因此就會瞧不起人。唉~ 人性的醜陋。

傍晚下起雨﹐夜漸近﹐雨不停﹐交通阻塞﹐... 我終於更深發覺在這里工作是多麼的不方便﹐地方遙遠不但如此﹐更延長了自己回家的時間。塞車﹐久久的﹐誰不煩。唉~ 可以的話﹐福利未調整﹐再好的工作環境﹐也難於克制內心對交通不便與阻塞的厭煩。

忙碌的時候﹐下班後﹐總喜歡回家休息。

今晚聽Hillsong Kids的You're the answer,很好聽﹐喜歡她的歌詞。

You're The Answer

You're the Answer - Hillsong Kids

You're the way when everything goes so wrong
I look to You and I belong
Safe within Your hands

On the TV every night I (we) see
A world without love, world without peace
It makes me look to You
You're the answer

I know You can hear me, Lord
And I pray that You would heal my world

You're keeping me strong,
As I'm standing up for You
You're keeping me strong
As I'm following the truth
I'm never gonna back down
Give up living for You

Jesus You came not just for me but for
Every one else so they can see,
see Your love, Lord

I wanna live, I wanna be like You
Making a change, telling the world
All about Your love
You're the answer

I know You can hear me, Lord
And I pray that You would heal my world

You're keeping me strong,
As I'm standing up for You
You're keeping me strong
As I'm following the truth
I'm never gonna back down
Give up living for You

You're the answer

He is Risen!!

He has risen! He is not here. (Mark 16:6)

Hallelujah! "Happy Blessed Easter Day!!"

Woke up early, attended the Easter Sunday, thanks GOD! my risen KING. In the praise & worship session, we sang "My Redeemer Lives", it's great subject, Hallelujah! My Lord, He is the one who is able to overcome death and sin.

There was a special program this morning, which was performed by youth, a drama talking about the resurrection of Christ, it was very good message!!

And thanks God, there were several people response to Pastor John's calling, committed themselve to Jesus. thanks God!!

One thing, really, I was touched by receiving a sms greeting of "Happy Easter 2u. :-)" from my manager this afternoon, because usually she didn't do this to me in the past 3 years. I really thank God by knowing that my efforts in building good relationship with her doesn't bring into an empty outcome.

It was so glad to know that my friends were peacefully reached home tonight. Thanks GOD! And it seemed that a week holiday was like a yesterday dream. It passed by so quick. Time cannot hold.

How to follow You, my Lord?

Life, is working every day's work? It could be true. But it might be missing something... the major aim for life... we can do many things... but what is the final target? Aren't we glorifying the Lord our God? God, is the answer.

I went to work this morning with an indescribable heart, how shall I say?...... I started realized something after the trip the days before this, which was "a fellowship life is really a very very critical part in Christian life - a Christian should have their fellowship moment with their brother & sister in church"... so that their spirit and soul can grow maturely in His word... I just didn't know what God is going to say to me in further and right before this. I think I really need to silent down myself for taking some time to listen to Him, am I not right? Church? which church is the best? Is this the most important issue? God didn't say to me, and I measured it myself..... but I know the answer. O Lord, I really do not expect a blur blur life spiritually, but acknowledge Your will first, be in your way, so that where ever I am, which ever church I am in, I still can glorify You, rejoice to You, have good fellowship with one another and serve in Your ministry blissfully.

O Lord, How to follow You? Let me stand in wisdom, acknowledge Your way faithfully. ......

Tomorrow is Easter Sunday ! God bless.

very happy... trip & holiday.

I woke up early in the morning, and have had all my related stuff ready, rushed to the bus station by LRT to catch up with the bus-fare. However, when I reached there, all sold out, and I needed to purchase for the next trip. Thanks God! it was alright by contacting them, we would have our breakfast first for that free hour of time. After the breakfast, we had our bus then, it took us for more than an hour time to reach our target-Genting Highland.


The bus journey was ok, and the skyline was very excited, and yet it was safe. haha... sight-seeing... the natural of the hill was so beautiful, the air was freshed to breathe. hehe... nice...

And the other exciting part was where we took the flying coaster, closed up our eyes to avoid seeing up from high space, and kept our body balance in a proper way under a high speed moving and rotating coaster...
ahaAh... shouting... which was meant nothing? sense? haha...

By the way, it was so great today, and we did have fun there. Thanks GOD!
After this, when will we meet again? Telling me the answer is, HK.

We gather because He first gathered us.

Happy isn't a matter of a very moment gathering. We gather as God is with us.
Pic taken on 21.03.2008-day trip to Genting Highland.

Eric's Wedding Dinner (20/4-night)

Brother Fu, in a prayer for the new couple.

"Wai Sir", my precious brother in Christ, long long time no no see.

Photo taken with new couple-Mr & Mrs Eric. eeh.. who is that handsome boy standing by?

Bro Weng Ki and me.

My precious precious bro & Sis. How long we haven't been met?

Precious Elder sister.

table seat picture?

Wai Yee & her bro.

Group picture with the new couple.

KL城市遊 (20/4)

Thinking that it's a nice background of scenery.

I found that this is nice cloth of map.

Didn't get what you want, but photo(s). hahaha...

walking with joy... though tired.

時間跳動的針告訴故事會換新

The schedule run so tight today. But it was okay.
Though my off day, but I received several calls from office. And it was glad to meet my precious sister in Lord from HK and another two new faces. Nice to meet you all.

Today we have visited several places, such as dataran merdeka, petaling street, christian book store, central market, and klcc. Even though it was tired, it's worth. Thanks for the sweets and ultraman-keywatch. It's very nice!

And tonight I attended the wedding dinner of Eric and Nyuk Yuen. May God bless you two, love forever. And it was so so glad to meet “威SIR” from hk﹐He is a very good and nice brother in Lord, we have been long long time no see each other, it's more than 10 years we haven't see each other. wow.... time just rolled on like that, without a trace. Thanks God! So glad, I met a lot of b/s who have been long long time no see. ....... Thanks Man Choong's help, and thanks Kok Wai fetched me home tonight.

God, my strength, my joy, my refuge.

一大清早﹐剛到公司就被外部屬的經理催著處理工作問題。也不是第一次了﹐問題是﹐為什麼因為他自己的焦急與惱怒﹐事先沒好好問清楚整件事情的真情實況﹐就因自己的不滿情緒﹐把憤怒當眾毫無餘地地渲泄在我身上﹐解釋不聽﹐只會多聽一方面話﹐就下結論怪罪於我﹐I'm not trouble-maker, but trouble-shooter, why should I be scolded and blamed unreasonably? And this happened in front of everyone who is in the office. Moreover, that are the services provided outside the company nationally and internationally, they are the people who are doing the outsourcing supports, problems occurred in their respective site, they should solve the problem, and shouldn't pushing the responsibility to one another by saying that it was the problem of that site, try to call them, and find out...etcs. This is so stupid and silly reaction by guessing and pushing the problem here and there, and so bad, the telephone line disconnected in the midst of the conversation, and even worse when I got my call back the helpline and got myself entertained by one of the so ineffective operator, so stumble and couldn't get what I meant and tried to push and jumped my questions to other topic, and showed not much interest to offer help, and his tone sounded not so polite. I was just wondered, was he doing his job seriously and trying to offer me the best help?? I really couldn't go on with the conversation anymore by putting down phone, so embarrassed.
And thanks to God! I got a better helpline operator by calling back the third times, and able to find out what really was going on about the problem happened outside that causing the service provided in my office got into trouble. Eventually, I realized. However, I was not satisfied! I asked myself, Did I do wrong?? Why he scolded me and blamed me that way without knowing the full picture of the story? It really was an awful day.


......

歡喜。。因為1st, today somebody gave me 2 pieces of complimentary pass of one of the famous cinemas in the city. 2nd, 明天始起有兩天假期﹐將與到訪的教會朋友同遊玩去啦﹗鬆鬆一下﹐and hope that they really have a wonderful holiday here. Though tomorrow is my off day, but schedule is planned tightly, because night-time need to join a wedding dinner. Anyway, thanks God! He is my strength and my joy!

你們終於抵達啦

時間真的好快﹐你們今日終於抵達吉隆坡了﹐臨下班時接到傳的消息﹐真的很開心的﹐只是當時忙了點。工作很忙。可是﹐自己但求在工作崗位上處於更專注更專業的環境與氣氛下﹐努力將工作做好﹐然而﹐在這的另一邊﹐卻有一種眼睛在打量著﹐不時將目光注視在你的一舉一動之中﹐是嫉妒﹖還是羨慕﹖亦或是眼有刺﹖或許那樣﹐與那些眼光閃著閃著的人﹐我會被邊緣化﹐那又如何﹖工作﹐我不是要去討好那些有心人。那不是我的責任。我也顧不了那樣多有心人的心眼口舌。主啊﹗求你保護我。

新買不一個月的120GB external hard drive竟然出現問題﹐我過去許許多多與弟兄姊妹教會影下的相片損壞了﹐沒了﹐其餘重要資料也難保﹐實在是氣死人﹐花了幾百塊錢買來的東西換來了損失﹑遺憾與憤怒﹐令自己哭笑不得。真的氣死我。唉。。。


今晚接到你們電話﹐實在很開心﹐但願有個愉快又難忘的假期。

Feel apathy about His ministry?

This week is better than last week, not so late. Thanks God!
Today's title, "How to be a passionate Church?" Pastor Eddie took Revelation 3:14-22 as references. This is not something special, the topic wasn't new to me, and I believe that it is very popular among the Christian community. But why? What is happening in the churches today? It is very familiar to hear about the topic. Is it good enough to become a neither hot or cold Christian? God is about to split it out from His mouth. That's so bad to be so called "lukewarm" Christian.

Lukewarmness = Apathy

Character(s) of apathetic Christian,
1. neglect
2. over-exposure
3. self-sufficiency

But Christ Jesus the Lord, gives advices to the apathetic Christian and church on how to renew our passion, they are:
1. Purchase God's Golden faith. I Peter 1:7-9
2. Clothe yourself (not in your own self-sufficiency) but in righteousness. Rev. 3:18
3. See yourself with eyes of truth. Rev. 3:18

I just think that, when hear of the message, it's good, very well in talk, however, indeed, action is more important than that, God's people really need to react to HIM. Otherwise, people come in and go away, it just like a round trip. And it's like what the pastor said, "come to church to warm up the seat, then, go."

Just ask myself, "Do I ashame to tell of His story?" "Do I hear His words with apathy?" How do I not know what is happening then! "How can I feel apathy about His message?"
Seeking the path to take part and be involved in His ministry... O Lord, that is. Lord, have your way in me. ...

Life is busy, but I cannot live without Jesus.

生存之道

生存之道﹐是什麼﹖
為求生存﹐而不得不奮不顧身抵抗外來一切的欺壓﹖
為求存活﹑富貴﹐可以不惜任何代價來換之﹖
為求己益﹐而不得不出賣自我價值﹐對有錢有勢的人前後巴結嗎﹖
生存的價值﹐在哪里﹖
為了養活一家人口﹐追求舒適物質生活﹐就連自己尊容也不需要在意嗎﹖
人正規的做人原則是什麼﹖
有錢有勢的人﹐得到最多的﹐是人的尊重還是人的奉承﹖
社圈的是是非非﹐明暗的鬥爭﹐顯示出人雖有一張臉﹐
卻有許多肉眼看不見的面孔﹐有許多的用心。
人說要和平和睦﹐有美好的生活﹐則擋不住某方面利益誘惑﹐吞噬了道德。
反而﹐挑起了不少的紛爭﹐引發社會的不安與和諧。......
當下活人﹐追求的是什麼的文化潮流﹖
生存之道﹐人已經迷失了﹐丟失了真理﹐
他們的快樂﹐就是建立在一個過度追求虛浮的空間來來往往......

Psalms 23

The LORD is my shepherd, I shall not be in want,
He makes me lie down in green pastures,
He leads me beside quiet waters, He restores my soul,
He guides me in paths of righteousness for his names's sake.
Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death,
I will fear no evil, for you are with me; Your rod and your staff, they comfort me.
You prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies.
You anoint my head with oil; my cup overflows.
Surely goodness and love will follow me all the days of my life,
and I will dwell in the house of the LORD forever.

- Psalms 23

Though busy, but still have my heart be in line with His heart.

Very busy... therefore...very tired too... this made me felt like I needed to take more rest...
I've planned to get to bed early, and to wake myself up early. I hope this can work longer than before, and last night was just started my time schedule.

May God grants me a wisdom to differentiate what should put it ahead first, and what should put it aside then, so that I can handle myself a better discipline life, and have all my relevant tasks under control, and be able to work it out effectively.

God will make a way

Give thanks to GOD! I was able to be in the office early this morning, no late. ...
My manager and I got all prepared stuff ready, and moved to the van, and delivered to the new office for installation. I thought I would follow the van, but my manager's vehicle.
......
The 6 storeys building is built with 3 storeys shopping centre, and the rest of the storeys of the building comprises of warehouse, auditorium, office and etcs. The internal design of the office are renovated with luxury materials. ... wah... Good.

Thanks God! Every thing goes smooth. And I can coordinate and work with my manager very well today. May the Lord continue to bless on this.


If you believe, God will make a way.

God is with me, all my day

Went through a busy day...
Rushed to work at daytime and rushed back at night. Catching up the TV news... however, I was enjoyed my reading this morning in the LRT, Daily Prayer from the New International Version, it's good to read.

I needed to wake up 2 hours early tomorrow, as I need to go to the new office for the new system setup with our outsourcing supports.
listening to the song of "Light of the World" - hillsong kids worship, it's just so wonderful ...
God bless.

Tell The World

My off day, thanks God! I don't need to wake up early in the morning, need not go to work today. Just feeling so good since I didn't take my off day for almost two weeks. ... wow... good... breakfast, read bible... I have my stuff arranged in my room... and my clothes and sheet washed... etcs. Thanks God! I cooked a simple lunch for my own, simple, but good taste, haha...

Thanks God! Finally I got my new TV-tuner & capture card set-up successfully after the experience of several times failures, it is working well now. :-)
I went to a Christian bookstore late at this afternoon, because "sale", I purchased one DVD- Hillsong Kids Live Worship 2007 - TELL THE WORLD.

And I have it tonight, I like it very very much, thumb!! I just think the praise and worship of the kids was so wonderful, so beautiful... so cute, so pure..... I really can touch the heart of God by my soul, He was so pleased!! He loves the kids' singing.... so amazing worshiping.....

some captured scenes from the DVD. So sweet...

Do not give a way to fear, if you do what is right.

今早遲到。沒什麼公共交通。或者是因為昨日大選的緣故。
今早是聖餐﹐敬拜讚美與詩班獻唱後﹐就開始。
感謝主﹗願我不要習慣擘餅﹐but remember what had Jesus done. The Great Salvation, sacrificed Himself for sake of the sinful man.

Today message, "Wedlock or Deadlock?" (For Wives Part I) - I Peter 3:1-6
This is about marriage. Wife shall submit herself to her husband.
I like the meaningful sayings,
"What you wear won't help you win your husband to Christ."
"If you do what is right and do not give way to fear."
I really agree, it is absolutely right! Especially the 2nd message, it just looked like the LORD spoke to me, and He knew exactly what was happening to me lately. He wanted to keep me strong, and gave me courage. Did I not aware of this? and neglected His word instead? I should be confident in what I do, have faith to move onward.


As for the election, it was just so excited to see the result this morning, BN-existing govt wins the federal government, but opposition takes five states, it suffered some of the greatest defeats in its history. And this showed that, the people wanted to change. The 2/3 majority of BN was successfully overruled by the opposition. The result was a surprise!

Election 2008

Day of Election 2008

I was not in a good condition today, particularly time after my went down to the other department to help up. Just dislike the atmosphere that made me felt not comfort, I couldn't focus on my own tasks. Of course, this wasn't the first times. ... and I don't need to be too care about the negative reaction from the top management, that were unreasonable, I really don't know what're they thinking about, O Lord, but what I know is, I am doing my own part with my responsibility. That's why I shouldn't mind of it or blame myself. But learn to Give Thanks, to face it.

I m a little bit nervous tonight, as I concern the result of election 2008. And I'm keeping watch for the latest result online. Oh... Lord, bless.....

Tomorrow, Sunday Service, it will be the Sunday of Lord's Supper. Oh, Lord, we remember You, remember Your great love, Your great salvation...

榮美救主掌權

Jesus, Beautiful Saviour. You are. Yes, You are.

I received a sms this afternoon, an invitation to a wedding dinner of a brother in Lord. We know each other for quite some time, last times, he was still a teenager, a student... then, he left hometown to further his study.... then, working his job well.... then, ... gave me "red bomb" tonight, we have been too many years not correspond to each other. I am so glad to hear this tidings, and his invitation made me glad, at least he still remember me, though I need to spend some more red pocket just after last month. haha......

There is one uncle, I asked him about the election, however, he responded me and told me he won't go to vote, previously he voted, but now, no, he said, he is working for the kingdom of God. I think I got what he meant about. But, it is not right. Therefore, I encouraged him to go for voting, it is the right and responsibility for being a citizen should do. However, he still insisted his point of view.
Tomorrow is the voting day, May God bless every thing..... bless the country.....bless the people....

The Lord is near to all who call upon HIM

The Lord is near to all who call upon Him, To all who call upon Him in truth. [ Psalm 145:18 ]

凡求告耶和華的﹐就是誠心求告他的﹐耶和華便與他們相近。 ( 詩篇145:18 )


The election is around the corner. May the Lord holds the progress of the election works in fair, peace and smooth, grants the people a wise heart to vote, O Lord, grants us a good government that take care of her citizen.....no corruption, execute the freedom of religious belief.........

I called a sister tonight, to discuss about the holiday concerning our precious sisters in Lord from oversea. Thanks God! We've come out some good conclusions. .....Cheerful Holiday come down soon. hahaha...

EMMANUEL

I live, because I know that You are my only GOD! This is happening day and night, You are at my side. Regardless what has happened, Your love will never change, Your love will never change. Thanks GOD! Hurry up! Every day, what am I rushing for? job?! Isn't it? Hello! Do I hear wrong? Not that?! If life is just for that, then, what is the reason for my existence? Isn't that any thing I do please my God? O Lord, thank you, there is You in my life!

......
Thanks GOD! Finally I got my thing done in the bank today, waited so long, it really took my patience into practice, I went to lunch first after waiting so long, then, I got myself back to the bank, finally, it came to my turn,... done. Thanks God! It didn't bring me into a bad mood at the end. I think, many times, I just need to have my bad emotion in control. Pray to God, and it really makes sense. I am not talking about superstitious thing, but God! The reality of God.

Recently the politicians were having sorta "talks" gathering, some places were assembled by the people, and the speaker was arguing and talking about the dissatisfaction to the ex-government, or other associated political-parties...... sometimes, when I heard of the content of the message, it was just really funny, and made people laughed, clapped and shouted... however, if the facts were so, then, what was really matter? Just hope the people of the country vote wisely, pray to God! O Lord, the country needs You! Do it as You bless. ...

Emmanuel...

Give Thanks for every new started day

ti.. ti...ti...ti... alarm is sounding......
A day turns bright, a day turns dark, time just rolls on very fast... because people is very busy with their own works. The traffics were always to be digested all the morning came along...... why was I not reaching the office with a cheerful heart this morning, but... aiya... forget about it. God! You are still there with me at all time.

At noon, lunch time, I went to a skin-care shop for so called "3-step skin care system" redeeming. haha... this is what I get from a magazine I purchased before this. However, when I reached there, the senior beautician wanted me to do check-up first, haha... kinda new to me... 1st times... but it was a good experience. Finally, I got the "3-step skin care system. Programme de soin. Basic 3 Temps" - skin supplies for men. They were nice to me, I was so glad that they gave me some advices, how to treat my faces. Though I knew that somehow it was sorta business strategy, but, just Thanks!! I will try it for a week, let's see how the outcome will be.

Tomorrow need to wake up early again.... just Give thanks!

How great is my GOD!

My new digital alarm was sounding this morning in time. Thanks God!
What's going to be happened if there were no God in the journey of my life? I thanks GOD! I can experience Him anytime, anywhere, any event,... I should believe that the rest of my life is fully filled by His grace, and now as well.

I like the song, "How great is our God!", repeatedly I played it many times in my mp4 player most of the morning, if the player was on. It just so nice and wonderful to enjoy the song, and it is much more better to sing and worship the Lord with all His nations. Give thanks to the Mighty God!

I hated the favoritism in my office, particular in my department, it is really disgusting and yet, the situation doesn't seem to be changed since it happens years to years. I just learned to be open-minded, trust my Mighty One-God, however, when the circumstances seems to be remained the same, I just felt like to have no choice, said nothing... but I still believe that God holds my way, and will instruct me the right way, I thank God! I can feel that I am becoming stronger to face this irritating matter, I'm able to face it. Thank GOD!

And I find a way to deal with my moody situation, pray and sing praise to Him. Open my heart to Him, Holy Spirit comforts me, the best counselor of mine. Nothing, but Jesus. He is my Lord!
...... How great!! How great! How Great is MY GOD!!

Is God's Gospel being shared now and on?

I was late. But the time I reached church, it was still the praise and worship session. Thanks God! Before the message started, there were a dance performed by a little girl sister to worship God, so cute, she danced very well, music playing of piano by 2 kids to worship God, & Choir. Pastor prayed for those who had have, and are going to migrate to Australia soon. He is still encourage us not to migrate, but stay back instead, because Malaysia is much better.

Today speaker comes from US, he is a pastor, but I don't know his name. By the way I like the way he preached God's message very much. It was very energetic, actively with God's word and spirit. He shared his testimonies, and the gospel of God, and had calling at end of the message with prayers. May God leads His people back from wandering and brings more and more unbelievers to Jesus.

Thanks God!! Pastor announced that there were more than 400 people came to the evangelistic Hong Kong movie last night. Praise the Lord!

.....

I just recalled my memory, now I realized why I couldn't sleep well the night before last night, as I got serious stomach ache, went to washroom several times for that sake. So bad, must really take of food and drink.

After work, tonight I finally found myself a digital alarm clock (Citizen DX8099) at a shopping centre nearby my working place, and it costs me RM81.00 with the features of snooze, EL light, dual time and calendar. I don't really love the design, but it just looks like my kind, hahah... This is not cheap for me I think, but thanks God I have 3 pieces of RM10 vouchers to cover part of the payment. And now at least I got myself a brand new standalone alarm clock which is fully function, I don't need to rely on my mobile phone alarm at all time. :-)

有主恩典來渡日

So bad, 昨夜睡不好﹐半夜醒來上洗手間﹐回房後﹐竟然睡不著﹐...... 熬到快要天亮﹐才睡著。。。 my body was so tired... 醒來﹐外面下著雨...... 冒雨上班﹐在轉站的單軌車station那邊﹐竟然單軌火車也出壯況﹐雨天﹐遲到就是結果。睡眠也不過是大約4小時﹐今日能依舊出門工作﹐乃是上帝的恩典。約不到人﹐身體疲憊不堪等因素﹐今晚下班後﹐沒出席教會“真的戀愛了”福音電影放映。回家去了。

Thanks GOD!

繼續為生命加油﹗

As normal, I went out to work this morning.
I just can't understand why every time I need to go out to work, and I will always feel like to have more sleep instead. But whenever it is my off day, and I have the opportunity to have more sleep, I almost always fail to do that.

Election is at hand, 今早走向輕快鐵站的途中﹐巧遇某政党候選人與一班党員在做宣傳工作﹐我走過時﹐那candidate給了我一張宣傳單張。...... 走著到LRT station, 我有些感嘆﹐自己聯想起多年以前﹐在我來自那州屬﹐曾有某政党領袖邀請自己進党當committee, but at that time I have rejected. 主要原因還是因為信仰的關係。我現在明白那樣想的理由是錯的﹐但﹐不表示我已不重視信仰﹐又或許如果沒信仰﹐我會參與政治。只是我找到一個結論是﹐基督徒可以參政。信仰與世界(俗)不該分開﹐忽視基督徒在社會當負的責任﹐當尋求GOD的引導與旨意。若要講究那樣什麼屬靈不屬靈﹐或者會過份偏激﹐走向極端。Anyway, 忘記背後﹐努力面前﹐若有人愛上帝﹐上帝是知道的﹐衪也必引導祝福他當行之道。

又一個月的結尾﹐農歷年用了不少錢﹐今晚清還卡債。感謝主﹗

福音電影邀請人去看失敗了。主啊﹗~~~記念。

休息日過得很快

雖然是休息日﹐今日很早就有missed call, then, another incoming call... my mobile was vibrated ... since I was already awaken, then I answered that phone, which was looking for my house mate, and so early I got a missed call from my manager, then, I knew what was happening, and gave returned call. Although it is my off day today, but, mostly I couldn't sleep well. Why was this happened ah?? 是不是沒有好好禱告﹐生活處理得不夠有條有理。喔﹗主啊﹗求你憐憫孩子﹐幫助孩子。

Actually there will be no training for tomorrow, but again, I received a sms from my manager, informed that there will be a training tomorrow morning. And yet, thanks God! because I don't need to reach there 1 hour and 30 mins early. Training hour started as my usual working hour.

感謝主﹗今日下午﹐午餐後﹐我到家外的一間髮郎修剪頭髮﹐本欲打算剪+洗+染色。後來﹐我只做修剪+洗。成果都滿意﹐價錢比上次去隔壁那間便宜一些﹐剪﹐就感覺那間較有技巧﹐而洗﹐也是感覺那間分數較多﹐至於環境嘛﹗各有各長啦﹗無論如何﹐it's okay. As long as they don't cut an unimaginable ugly hair-style for me. But of course, I may rather choose the better one. haha...

今日傍晚﹐開始試做那pilates(皮拉提斯)﹐感覺還好﹐做了有半小時﹐可能是房間空氣不暢﹐所以﹐感覺有少許不適。因此停止結束﹐休息後﹐就沒事了。感謝主﹗

時間好快﹐外頭從早晒到夜的衣服都還不干﹐因為氣候不好﹐下雨來﹐風又不大﹐so 起不了什麼作用來風干衣裳。待明早啦﹗

I'm still thinking, guessing... is there anyone I am able to invite to go to the evangelistic movie successfully this Saturday??

Should Christian do pilates?

A busy day just passed by...
In the early morning I rushed to office to join the training of new system over an hour before the office hour started. ...

Wow... now I know, at that early time, it is much more busy than the hour I go out usually. The train was very crowded, fully occupied by passengers. And the train on transit also full of people, couldn't go in, and required to wait for the next trip.

I bought a book namely, Pilates Back Book-exercises for neck, shoulders and back. And thinking that the exercises are more on physical body movement, the book will be fine for my doing as good health exercises, and it is nothing to do with yoga. However, after I checked on internet tonight, I was wrong. It is related to yoga. ... By the way, I think I will still refer that book for exercises because the body movements techniques are similar to the exercises i did in my secondary school time.

......

Favoritism Is So Ugly!

Thanks God! I was able to wake up this morning. How can I not wake up early?? haha... Tomorrow again need to wake up early... ... tired ...

My works so busy... partiality of my manager... etcs. made me felt not comfort, I really didn't like the favoritism happened in the office. But I know the secret to overcome this, look on to Jesus, do not too mind about this, all things are in God's hand, He is my Lord, my shepherd. He shall lead me on the right way of good blessing.

My colleague of another department called me tonight, again, thanks God! I can learn to be a good listener.

A rush morning

oOOh... GOD!!... It was really shocked me this morning after I was roused suddenly from sleep, I saw the time was to be the hour I supposed to be in the office for training. How could this happen to me??..... without thinking too much... I called up my colleague for the incident of my coming would be late, because the alarm was not on. What was happened?... Or supposed the alarm was already sounded and yet I didn't realize and stopped it myself. ??

And thank to be given to God, when I reached to the office, it was still not the working hour, and I rushed to the place where the conference room located, and most of the people who involved in cash in/out tasks were in the training, and I saw my colleague was sitting in front of the PC, and he was doing something that was not with those who were in the training. He saw me, and asked me to go in, then, when I went in, ...... I knew what was going on. Actually, we two, supposed not need to be in the training this morning. By the way, though my manager was not here this morning, I still told her the true on phone, and thanks God! She didn't blame me. But what is the effectiveness of the assignation of work(s)?

Thanks GOD! In the matter of purchasing a bass guitar, I was able to offer help to one of my brother in Lord today, and hope that that bass guitar is fully use to glorify, praise and worship our Godly Father. Amen.

I purchased a second hand refrigerator tonight, after waiting so long, now I got one. Just hope that can share together with my house mates. Thanks GOD! It is cheap!

Will tomorrow morning still an hour of rush?

How should we respond to marketplace injustice?

I was late this morning. But it was still okay. The time I reached church, it was still praise and worship session, sing praise to Him...
Well, I just think message of this morning to good for me, " How should we respond to marketplace injustice? " , and the verses take for reference were from 1 Peter 2:18-25.
Several questions were given,
"Do you have a boss, one who is hash, critical, ungrateful, and yet who has been placed in authority over you?"
"How Christian should respond under a cruel unjust government?"
"How should Christian slaves respond toward their Christian master?"
And Pastor said, In Christ there is neither slave nor free man. As for me, I do agree this.

We can resign to go find someplace else to work. However, is this what the Lord wants us to do? Pastor mentioned that our Lord don't want us to run away from our difficulty, but face it.
"God can do something in your workplace which is much greater than you realize."
Do really I believe this? Perhaps, yes. but my faith is just established not firm enough.
How we Christian should respond?
The answer can be seen in the 1 Peter 2:18-25.
First, Submit with all respect. (1 Peter 2:18-20)
Second, Submit because of whom we are serving. (1 Peter 2:21-25)

I think God is answering me again, work is tough and hard, there are a lot of injustice hidden or unhidden. And all these, many times just made me unhappy and very down, but all these days, I am telling myself that I am not the serving the flesh one, but the one seated on the Highest Place - my Holy GOD. He only is my Boss. We shouldn't argue or strike hard to fight for the unjust from time to time. There is no fair in this world, I agree and believe, I agree what the Pastor said this morning. We should do something that find favor with our God.
A question to think,
"Do you go to work with the attitude that you are going to work to serve God?"


Thanks God! I finally purchased a backup hard disk for myself, it is a external hard drive, WD (Western Digital) Passport, 120GB, costs me $255.00 bucks. Now I can enjoy backup my photos taken from my digital camera, and free up the size of my current hard drive. :)

Tomorrow morning need to wake up early again for attending the new system training of the company. ... tired.. tired...

是否已經對生命少了該有的熱誠與愛﹖

每天都好像在為生活追趕﹐時間過如此快。跟時間賽跑﹐好像通常都比不過它。反而覺得自己好累。Or else, sometimes, 有了點時間﹐則又不懂從何著手處理事物。是對生命的熱愛少了一份的熱誠與真心嗎﹖Time management, still learning? I am.

The evangelistic Hong Kong movie's tickets are still with me, I invited my 2 colleagues to go, but they seemed to be not interested, and told me they wouldn't go. I will do invitation again before the day of the movie, May God remember this. Amen.

Sunday Service... see you tomorrow.

當生活遇見盼望後

生活的忙碌﹐生活的點點滴滴﹐隨即不分大小﹐一一來糾纏。
生活的定義是什麼﹖就是在忙忙碌碌中﹐忘記了原點的立足。
對嗎﹖
生活是為了什麼﹖生活不就是在求生的工作中﹐努力建立與主的關係﹐
傳揚榮耀主的榮美﹐建造衪永不朽壞的國度嗎﹖
這世界有太多的人一生忙忙碌碌...... 轉眼一生﹐眨眼就一生﹔
這世界也有太多的人一生無所事事...... 轉眼一生﹐眨眼就一生。
......
試問有多少人﹐活到終老﹐對人生沒有絲毫遺憾。
......
日光之下﹐就是聲聲嘆息﹐日光之下真的是這樣悲嗎﹖
看不見上帝的恩典﹐就走進了無門的一個角落。
死﹐就是人生的終點嗎﹖一切都完了嗎﹖
那生﹐就是人生的開始﹐滿有希望。
那麼﹐死與生之間﹐就是看見有好多人掉進火湖里﹐
看見也有許多人升到天堂的住處去。
盼望﹐就是在生與死之間﹐看見自己的責任。
好叫責任的動作﹐帶來更多更多盼望果子的產生。
叫今日產生的盼望的果子﹐變作更多點燃盼望祝福的火把﹐
繼續燃燒不停......

Please open your heart to Jesus

Thanks God! It is my off day today.
I went out this afternoon. And purchased myself the anticipated Sony stereo headphone - MDR -XD200, price below 100, it's considered okay to me, the quality not the best, but ok. And now on, I can enjoy this device which can bring me better sound than before. Thanks God!

After my lunch, I went to cinema for the movie which titled, " Before the devil know you're dead ", the story is very sad, and I don't know what to say... I just think that life without God is really unpredictable how worse it is. When a man is desperate, can't we imagine what is he going to do? There is a sentence in the movie which I think it may bring the viewer(s) to deliberate the meaning of life." ... we are all sinners. And as sinners, it is best to arrive in heaven half an hour Before The Devil Knows You’re Dead... "
Before you're dead, please turn back to GOD! But, how to get to heaven? It's very simple, through Jesus Christ, He is the answer.

Today is the feast of lanterns, the last day of Chinese New Year. so fast, wow... time won't wait you, if you stop and even you don't move any step.

人算什麼﹐你竟認識他﹗

耶和華啊﹐人算什麼﹐你竟認識他﹗世人算什麼﹐你竟顧念他﹗ 詩篇144:3
O Lord, what is man, that You take knowledge of him? Or the son of man, that You think of him? Psalm 144:3

人不珍貴嗎﹖此經文也是最好的答案。人也是按上帝的形象造的。智慧難測﹗

近來都需要早出門﹐上班前一小時抵達公司﹐以便受訓。And this, may take some time to finish. 清晨﹐不想起身﹐閙鐘響了再響。這是不好的習慣還是態度﹖我想﹐這不是習慣的問題﹐而是精神與體力能力的欠佳帶來的負面態度吧﹗haha... 雖然遲到少許﹐可是﹐公司仍未開門。

忙起來﹐一天工作的時間過得是如此神速。白天﹐黑夜。分得開嗎﹖人﹐同樣還是生活著。上帝掌權所有。

國會已經解散﹐國家進入無政府壯態﹐下個月初要舉行人民大選了﹐願主在這國家掌權﹐賜給這國家人民有精明的頭腦﹐不為己益﹐選出好的政府。主啊﹗求你必必掌權。如果國家是施行民主的政策﹐宗教應該是真正自由﹐而人民各族都享有公平的對待。...... O Lord, Please remember this.

今早吃早餐的時候﹐看著餐桌上的英語報紙﹐無意中看見香港非常著名的藝人沈殿霞病逝了。深感惋惜...... 近來香港娛樂圈實在有不少不愉快﹐令遺憾的事情﹐但願上帝掌權。喚醒沉睡迷失的靈。

Praise and Worship Him Alone

wow... another day to wake up earlier than normal day. Thanks God! I got a good sleep last night. Anyway, I was still feeling tired. But I can see the grace of God is being granted to me. Step by step He is with me.

Listening to the song, I'm just thinking, can my soul sing praise to Him? (how come I ask this silly question silently??) I pause for a while, I'm sure, and really sure that my soul can sing to God, and anytime my soul can sing to Him. Singing is not only using mouth, but with soul, with all my heart. O Lord, accept the offering of my tongue and my heart pleasantly. Sing Praise to YOU. In Chinese, there is a saying, "我靈歌唱。" 我靈歌唱主。
最好的證明﹐啞巴也能歌唱讚美主﹗Those who are mute, they can sing to God with their soul wholly, God is righteous and just. Thanks God!

This afternoon, another Manager invited me to go out for lunch together, I wondered for a very little while, questioning myself, "is it? really?"I think, God is making and working out my relationship with the people in the company to become better. O God, You are amazing God!

Tomorrow, again, need to wake up earlier... o Lord, You are my strength, the power of my soul. Let all creation praise and worship You alone.

Wow, it was really hard to wake myself up this morning. 1 hour earlier, so tired, I wanted to sleep a little bit more and more, but this couldn't be happened. I needed to rush for the training this morning. And yet, the training couldn't be finished this morning, postponed to tomorrow morning again. Suppose, it is my off day tomorrow, but now it's gone.

I just think that it was good to have my lunch with my senior colleague and my manager together this afternoon, since they invited me, so I joined. Just hope that relation in between us can grow better. Thanks for the "egg tart".



I purchased this CD + DVD tonight, Hillsong Live - Mighty To Save. Good :)
I have bought two Hillsong CDs this months, what am I celebrating for? Praise the LORD!! Sing Praise to Him, not just listen.

How Great Is The Lord

How Great is the Lord!! I love this song very much.

Faithful Christian, who is?

I guest last night wasn't too good for me, the temperature of the weather was high... but as for me, I was so tired, and even the energy to raise up to turn the fan into a high-speed mode also incapable. Haha... blurred..... anyway, thanks God! It was no late in attending the first day church service after coming back from hometown. :) I was just so excited.

Rev. Emmett Dunn was our speaker who shared God's word this morning, I couldn't remember which country he came from. But the sharing of God's word is good.
He somehow encouraged the church to become a faithful follower. And he defined the different between success and faithfulness. Success, we can see, it is visualized. However, faithfulness not. God wants us to be faithfulness, not success. And this, really need to think it over and over again. Let the word of God be cultivated in my heart deeply.

And after my work this evening, I was catching up the hour to my brother and sister in Lord's wedding's dinner. However, it was not like what I estimated, as the invitation card was written that the dinner will start at 7pm sharply, and it wasn't, 1 hour late. Come on, is this the culture of the community of Chinese in the country? haha...... improve, improve!!

Thanks God! The dinner worked well and smooth. And I did have a good time there. I met and know a couple there, Mr Wong and Ms Irene. very Nice and glad to meet you two, thanks for chat with me, or else I would be very boring there. Thanks!!

Worthy Is The Lamb

Worthy Is The Lamb - By Darlene Zschech


Thank you for the cross, Lord.
Thank you for the price you paid.
Bearing all my sin and shame, in love you came
And gave Amazing Grace.

Thank you for this love, Lord.
Thank you for the nail-pierced hands.
Wash me in Your cleansing flow, now all I know...
Your forgivness and embrace.

Worthy is the Lamb
seated on the throne.
We crown You now with many crowns
You reign victorious!
High and lifted up
Jesus, Son of God.
The darling of Heaven, crucified...
Worthy is the Lamb.


[ It is so good to sing this song in the praise and worship session this morning. Oh Lord, God. You are worthy to gain every praise, You are worthy! I give thanks to You. ]

因主快樂

今晚出席公司給員工的開工宴席﹐跟一位同事車。感謝主﹗有美好的菜肴﹐喝了不少酒﹐差點要醉﹐感謝主﹗我沒有那樣。基督徒不可醉酒。有兩位同事被灌醉。因此﹐今夜很遲回到家﹐醉﹐為了什麼呢﹖大家開心嗎﹖與同事扶一位同事到洗手間﹐他真的醉得要命﹐嘔得滿地都是﹐間接中﹐他爆出一句他不開心﹐另一位女同事也是醉得如此嘔吐了好幾次。好要命啊﹗那可不是一時的快樂換來一整夜的痛苦嗎﹖借酒消愁﹐愁更愁。這話是對的。過份用酒也是如此。...... 一言難盡﹗喝酒﹐也不好借酒灌酒予人﹐不好﹐不好。

今午一位主內弟兄約我吃午餐﹐很開心的。可是﹐仍有防憊的心﹐因為對方是從事保險業的。雖然如此﹐但因為大家同是主內一家人﹐所以﹐還好啦﹗今午吃的牛丸麵不錯。我們也談及一些事情﹐都與自己工作方向有幫助﹐感謝主﹗

今早要返教會崇拜﹐好期待的﹐現在好夜了。好好休息﹗明晚也要出席一位弟兄與姊妹的婚宴。好忙的﹐主啊﹗求你記念。

生日快樂﹗

Happy Birthday! 生日快樂﹗生日蒙恩﹗

好快又一個年頭的長進。人會老﹐人會成熟。時間是最好的見證人。
今早起身懶洋洋的﹐要休息﹐不想起床﹐結果還是要起床。哈哈
收到生日禮物﹐接到生日快樂祝福語﹐電話短訊祝賀。...... 謝謝~~
雖然﹐今年生日未能如願渡過﹐但是﹐還是要感恩。起碼﹐有日本餐吃。生日當天做幫助人的事情。不錯。

有生日跟沒有生日的日子﹐到底有什麼區別﹖今日﹐我又許下了什麼生日願望啊﹖

仰望恩典

Last night I slept not well, I was disturbed by a mosquito, by the way I have overcome it at last. Thanks GOD!

Walking to office in about 15mins distance of journey is considered good, at least I can take this time to think many things and revise it with a conclusion or solution, though it is taking a lot of hard breathe for the journey, sweat, and tired... however, it can be a exercise to my body, and it is good, even if raining, I am still walking sometimes, because money can be saved too.

新春回來工作﹐相續有人離職﹐那位在倉庫工作的uncle沒做了﹐... 也有另一位新上班沒多久的﹐被革職了。公司里今日也有人因中彩而請吃大大的cake, 有的吃﹐特別又是在佳節濃濃的氣氛下﹐真的很開心。我想﹐要不是我信了耶穌﹐自己也會拿錢去搏一搏運氣﹐奈何當下社會的風﹐人人都發夢想中大彩﹐好好享受人生。真的是那樣嗎﹖天下又有多少白吃的午餐呢﹖只可惜有許多的人都貪愛它的美。

有一位遠方很好的朋友告訴我她要結婚了﹐當自己知道了﹐第一感覺就是有點突然﹐可是﹐那也不奇怪啦﹗真的有點羨慕人﹐值得開心得的事﹐恭喜恭喜﹗﹗﹗那天晚上﹐我們家晚餐期間﹐妹妹也告訴我她要結婚了﹐其實在還未回來的前一陣子﹐自己也料得到快是時候了﹐不然就是分手。哈哈。 這下子是真的了。我笑問妹﹕“可靠的嗎﹖要考慮清楚喔﹗” 雖然有些方面﹐我不是很喜歡他﹐我那樣說﹐不是要反對﹐而是要盡一位哥哥當說的話﹐我倒真的很希望妹妹擁有一個很疼愛她的丈夫﹐如果是信耶穌的那當然是最好﹐最感恩﹐希望她幸福快樂﹐最重要不要嫁錯郎。主啊﹗求你記念祝福。寫到這﹐提醒了自己要多為妹禱告。也為遠方朋友禱告。主啊﹗是的。

剛過1200點凌晨﹐收到housemates的生日禮物﹐真的很開心。外面還放煙花。哈哈

孤單﹐我會嗎﹖那也是正常的。

在外工作﹐孤單﹐我會嗎﹖
那是正常的。
在外工作﹐遇難處﹐孤單﹐我會嗎﹖
那是正常的。
在外工作﹐走得精疲力倦﹐孤單﹐我會嗎﹖
那也是正常的。
在外工作﹐有傷心難過﹐孤單﹐我會嗎﹖
那也不過是正常的。
在外工作﹐想家病發﹐孤單﹐我會嗎﹖
那也是很正常的。
在外工作﹐好朋友離我﹐被排斥﹐孤單﹐我會嗎﹖
那是很正常的。
在外工作﹐很辛苦吃力﹐孤單﹐我會嗎﹖
那也是正常的。
在外工作﹐病倒了﹐孤單﹐我會嗎﹖
那也是正常的。
在外工作﹐受驚受怕﹐孤單﹐我會嗎﹖
那也是正常的。
......
還好﹐雨還未停﹐上帝一直都與我同在。

上帝給我鼓勵

感謝主﹗今日早起﹐我不想渡假回來﹐第一天工作就遲到。感謝主﹗我沒有遲到。
今次我是帶著一個戰兢的心﹐與愉快的心去工作。一切都是美好的開始﹐新年新希望﹐祝福都願一切是始於好的。我不是迷信什麼好意頭的東西。我願以美好的心來活出美好的一天。(每一天)
感謝主﹗上帝給了我一個小小的驚喜﹐來到公司﹐大家都很高興見到我﹐互相祝賀﹐相續拿“利是”。上司見到我也很開心﹐給個利是﹐我祝賀她﹐她也祝願我快點娶到個好老婆﹐我也笑說好的。哈哈~ 但願與自己這位同部門上司的關係可以隨日更佳。我不是特意要做什麼擦鞋動作﹐我只希望在上帝面前﹐我可以與這位上司工作合作愉快﹐把工作做得更好﹐大家都同心。而自己也希望她也不好再偏待人。今日在公司拿了不少利是-紅包﹐很開心。感動的是﹐有兩位年前已離職的同事回來探望我們﹐也同樣給我紅包。不在乎包里數字或大或小﹐那一份真誠的人情味﹐已經很溫暖人心了。謝謝﹗看著那一位離職同事不到2個月大的嬰孩﹐我也奮值勃勃﹐實在是好可愛﹐好可愛﹐摸摸她手與頭﹐好可愛呀﹗尤其是看見她稍微微微一笑的時候﹐實在好可愛極了。我也因此被人笑說﹕“搏懵”﹐因為是女的﹐也被人笑快快找個伴﹐快快結婚﹐生翻個...... 哈哈~ 搞笑。

今次回來工作﹐我願要進步﹐改掉不好的工作態度。主啊﹗我願按份守己﹐好叫我能榮耀你。上帝啊﹗感謝你今日給我的鼓勵。...... 在外工作﹐孤單﹐我會嗎﹖那是正常的。在外工作﹐遇難處﹐孤單﹐我會嗎﹖那是正常的。在外工作﹐有傷心﹐孤單﹐我會嗎﹖那也不過是正常的。...... 還好﹐雨還未停﹐上帝一直都與我同在。

人日愉快﹗
人從哪里來﹖Where does a man comes from? How can a man be created in a very unique way?
God loves man. He created man since the creation of the beginning of the world.
In the image of God, man was made. Hallelujah! Praise Him! Praise Father God!

May God bless my family

日子還是會走到今天。
今早帶著沉重又不捨得的心情回城去。這兩晚媽陪我看新春衛星電視﹐她看得快要睡著了﹐我看了﹐心里真的很感動的﹐淚快掉落了。......
機場內叮嚀爸媽小心照顧身子﹐也盼望媽會閱讀那些福音單張。主啊﹗求你記念祝福。

下了飛機後﹐在公共巴士上﹐我領會了一個道理 -- 我會擔心﹑憂愁或傷感﹐因為我不夠成熟﹐也不夠堅強﹐沒有信心。我想了想﹐反思積極正面或樂觀與悲觀的含意與結果。感謝上帝讓我明白了這個道理﹐在盲點中﹐我找到緣由與應對的方式。Thanks GOD!

今日有好開心的事﹐就是上機巧遇一位中學同學﹐下機在巴士上﹐我又巧遇另一位很要好中學同學。嘩﹗真的是實在太久沒見面了﹐很開心。彼此交換了聯絡號碼﹐日後我們再好好聊吧﹗哈~ 真的搞笑﹐大家都乘坐同一架飛機﹐則不察覺大家的存在。
事事難料﹗

明天要工作了﹗主啊 ﹗求你記念祝福。

Have Faith, Be still!

It was just a busy day to go through, and it rained almost the entire day.
My parent didn't follow me to church this morning. I was a bit disappointed. Therefore, I went to another church far away from my house, and wanted to meet my friends, we have been no meeting to each other for so long, however, many things were changed, I just didn't like that feeling made me so "cold". I think I don't need to be too care about this, because I must admit that it is just about life. And it is out of the control of mankind. And at the other side, I am quite miserable and frustrated in finding the way how to bring my family to the Lord. I did ask my brother in Lord who is still studying his final year of theology studies. but the ideas shared, were what I have been tried before. However, even so, I am still working on, I haven't give up. I will fight until success.

It was so glad. My family and I paid a visit to a crocodile farm this afternoon, it is one of the fascinated destination of tourist. It was a very enjoyable trip there. Beside seeing the majority of different type of crocodile s there, there were also snake, deers, fishes, cultural dance, crocodile show, and etcs. we enjoyed feeding deer, wow... it was so fun! ......

I hanged out tonight with 2 old friends and one new friend. Thanks God for the Gathering. Thanks for the meals. haha... and one more, thanks God to know that a sister in Lord attend the sunday church service, just hope that she can attend the service every sunday and take part in the ministry of God too. May God remember this.
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除夕蒙恩

除夕日.
感謝主! 難得一家人吃團年飯.
除夕日蒙恩.

Faith Energy

Thank God! I slept well last night.
I read a book today, namely 'Use Your Faith Energy' , written by famous Korean Pastor-David Yonggi Cho. But I haven't finish yet. Actually this was the gift presented to me by my cellgroup year 2005. And now it has already 3 years passed by, I couldn't remember whether this was the farewell present or not, please forgive me. haha.. anyway I must finish the book within the season's holiday.

Thanks GOD! It's so glad to gather with a brother in Lord for lunch this afternoon in a new-built shopping(commercial) place of the city, I like the environment there, it's nice. We do have a good time there. It has been a long time we didn't see each other after I left and worked abroad. ...

After the gathering, I went to a Christian bookstore, but already closed for holiday, then, I went for another one in another place, and purchased Hillsong-London-Jesus is. and a Christian movie- The Room. I just hope that this can be the bridge to bring my family to the Lord. May God remember this, and working this the best way.

Before sunset, I fetched my younger sister home, and encouraged her to join the caregroup in which my cousin join. Oh Lord, please remember this, and make a way to lead her to you.
......
Thanks God! I have a good time with my family tonight.

Home Sweet Home

I woke up quite early this morning. wow... this was what I expected. Never again to miss my flight. I don' want to see this happen again. Thanks GOD! Everything works well.

I think I was so tired this morning as I didn't have enough sleep. Took rest in the coach and airplane as well.

......

Eventually I reached home this afternoon. It was so glad to see my parent and sister.

Home Sweet Home.

收拾行李

I've got little headache this morning when I woke up. Perhaps I got little wet in the rain last night.
今早出門遲了一點﹐清晨的今天﹐空中漂落著細細的雨滴﹐毛毛雨﹐真的好細﹐罕見一片雨景。頭疼。感謝主﹗好快沒事了。趕得急主日崇拜﹐抵達時﹐仍是敬拜讚美時間。

今早主題為“How to be an externally focused Church?” what is externally focused church? Scriptures refer to Revelation 3:7-17 is the answer.
1. A serving church
2. A relational church
3. An influential church
4. An irresistible church

在信息里觸心的話有﹕
"People don't care how much you know, until they know how much you care."
"We are called to love 'them(those people I don't like, and those hurts me)' whether they change or not."

And there are 3 blessings to be an externally church,
1. Honor (Rev. 3:12a)
2. Security (Rev. 3:12b)
3. Identity (Rev. 3:12c)


So exciting today! After the service, I went through hunting around for anticipated things and food purchasing. Wow, buying a lot of stuff. By the way, Thanks GOD!
Tonight, have my all stuff packed, and tomorrow morning will have to catch up with my flight back to hometown. God bless.

人間有情

如此好像為佳節忙碌了幾天...

很開心﹗今日音樂學校的負責人送我一點佳節禮﹐給我帶回家鄉。哈哈... 因為之前幫她一點忙。謝謝﹗想想﹐去年也是如此。哈哈~ 有些事情原來會循環的。

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