Happy Mother's Day, Mom.

"Are You Looking After Your Mother?" [Ephesians 6:1-2]

This is the message shared on the Sunday Service today. It is "Mother's Day" today. I was so appreciated those brother & sister shared their testimony on stage, and have some words for their lovely mother. It was so sweet, so warm, so touching... to see people's gratefulness to their mom on the TV, church... I was disappointed as I can't celebrate with my mom, I am working abroad..... perhaps I need to do something.

Since I am struggling with certain problems at workplace as well as some other matter, I am a bit down, ... I do not know why are these happen. I asked God for mercy and kindness. I try hard to push myself to the positive way, pray that God will help me in a way that it will be good.

The question, "Are you looking after your mother?"
I heard it this morning while the Pastor was asking us, but I paused myself for a while... because I am not at my mom's side. Sorry mom.

Happy Mother's Day! Good health! Take care! speaking to my mom tonight... God bless you,mom.

God is good.

I couldn't take a good rest last night... mosquitoes, and housemate talked on phone noisily aroused me. How come I went to bed early was frequently disturbed by the mosquitoes or people around recently?... so bad!

I was asked not to take my day off on schedule, but to make it delay one day, two days or etcs. Usually I was just tired about this to be happened so often... because I was really really so busy and tired.
Many times, just take it easy, think it the other way round, perhaps God has something surprise for me, which is mean to be GOOD. Am I not right!

I miss my family tonight....

Tomorrow is Mother's Day! ...

Taking Rest in Him

tired...
weary...
stressful...
timeless life...
in Him I am rested.

Trusting God completely means having faith that He knows what is best for your life.

In God I Trust

Thank God! I've got a good rest last night, felt good today.
Did not know why I was fascinated to view on political articles of several politician(s)' blog tonight.
Perhaps I wasn't too concern about the country, the society... etcs for quite some time. Because
Everyday I've been too busy with my own matters-problems... works...
then, what about God's business?
Where do I invest the most, there is the place my heart will be.
I like the words shared in the facebook of a senior state cabinet, which is her religious view:

In God I trust.

It is a very simple declaration of statement, but I just think that it comes with a very strong confident and will. It is not easy to say, ...... but what I think is that our faith cultivates the very high possibility of the accomplishment of work/plan. It could be a miracle. Isn't it?
For the Lord our God is the Highest, the most powerful God. Hallelujah!!

God is in Control

Supposed I was able to have a good sleep last night, I slept early, but because of the loud voice of my housemates, they laughed so loud continuously... and it aroused me from sleep.... I looked at the clock, and it was about 1.25am... the worse was, when I opened the door, looked at them, one of them asked me, "what's the matter ?" ... I lifted my eyes to the wall-clock... you all did not know what time is now? silently I said in my heart... then, I went to toilet... walked back room, then only they closed up the door, perhaps they afraid of my temper... so bad... I was hardly to fall sleep later......
so busy... stress... too much stuff at work covered me up with tensions, & troubles, which made me nearly fainted...
Thanks God! He made a way to lead me back to the old office in the late afternoon time, ... I didn't need to face too much stress there... and there I was able to go home earlier... Thanks God!

Something just happened unpredictably, and gave me a shock...... I can sense that it is God who hold my all... Thanks God!

Hope in God

Moody day... Something unhappy keep happen and happen again in my work... I am very tired of it.
I am weary... but I know God does exist, and being with me right here, and is always taking care of me.
Called somebody up tonight... though it wasn't enough to say... but thanks for taking your time to listen to me, my good brother in Christ.


"The old life is gone; a New life has begun!" seeing this little words in the bookmark placed on my table... feeling warm in my heart...

There is always a bright new day to come tomorrow... let's continue to have faith... Hope in God I trust in Jesus' name.

The Four Facts of God

Thanks God! Day off.
A day just passes so quick... however, I thank God! As I've got enough sleep last night, I think.
Tonight I called back home... it was so good to have talks with my parent.


"The Four Facts Of God.", it is the tiny booklet for the use of sharing the gospel, it has just placed on my table, I got this from church 1-2 weeks ago... it is to share God's love... and has been printed into English-Chinese combined version...
What are the 4 facts of God?
Fact 1 - God love us
Fact 2 - God's love not experienced
Fact 3 - God demonstrates His love
Fact 4 - God has given you a choice... to accept or to reject


Have we not well-prepared ourselves yet to share with other(non-believer) the gospel? Or we have been too busy with our daily works... until we say only, "I have no time to say about the God's things"?

Don't wait until it's too late!

Late, still I was able to join the praise & worship session... Thanks God!
"the secret place"... this words of the song caught my heart's attention... where is this secret place? my secret place? where shall this place be? It's God! Great things will happen in the secret place... God so great, so amazing.
"How to live a life that is true in the midst of suffering." (1 Peter 4:1-6)
I felt sorry to God. Because I couldn't concentrate so much... I was distracted... due to my worry? my weary? my problem?

I appreciated those who bravely walked before the stage there to commit themselves to God again for their dedication to God in response to the calling of Pastor, and Pastor prayed for them. Thanks GOD!


Enough is enough. Do not delay... no more wasting time... it is true.
"DON'T WAIT UNTIL IT'S TOO LATE!"
Preach the gospel... love God...
Following Jesus, there is no turning back?
and why? if you want to turn back? worth it?

Faith, Hope & Love

Faith, Hope and Love.
The greatest one, is LOVE.
But, among the three, I cannot have no one.
Hope without love and faith, life is empty.
Love without hope and faith, life is a lost.
Faith without love and hope, life is confusing.
sound logic?... How can it be?
It's just a personal perspective only.
So what do you think?
Isn't it life is so complicated to comprehend?

I am remembered

Life is tough, but
God is good,
the road seems so narrow, but
the shinning light so bright,
You are not forgetful,
morning and night, every day,
I am remembered in Your loving kindness,
Have mercy on me, in You
I am set free.

New Beginning of the Month

Labour Day! It is holiday. Thanks God!... It is good to take rest, since I do not take my day off for almost 2 weeks.

I called up to the service center this afternoon, thanks to God! My external hard drive is back from the manufacturer's service center, they change a new one for me, though the outlook designed is slightly different a bit to the one I bought, however, they told me it is similar to the one I bought when I called back to them. By the way, I've checked it, it is okay to me, in addition, I prefer the design of the USB connector of this drive. And it works well tonight. Thanks God!

I bought 2 magazines today, one is about travel and leisure ... I long for holiday at some other place outside the country... when talk about travelling, the geographical knowledge is considered a critical issue, but the main one is all about "$$". Life is just so realistic.

Praise You Lord

O God, my Shepherd,
My every tomorrow, You hold.
Nothing can harm me under Your protection,
Your mighty hands lead me,
and hold me safely.
Your grace is sufficient,
in You I find rest,
the most peaceful place to dwell,
I sing praise and worship You great song.
You've done the best for me,
Nothing, but Your greatest Love.
You are worthy, You are beautiful and
You are deserved to gain all my praises.
Hallelujah! Hallelujah!

Hillsong - None But Jesus

Hillsong - None But Jesus

In the quiet, in the stillness
I know that You are God
In the secret of Your presence
I know there I am restored

When You call I won’t refuse
Each new day again I’ll choose

There is no one else for me
None but Jesus
Crucified to set me free
Now I live to bring Him praise

In the chaos, in confusion
I know You’re Sovereign still
In the moment of my weakness
You give me grace to do Your will

When You call I won’t delay
This my song through all my days

All my delight is in You Lord
All of my hope, all of my strength
All my delight is in You Lord Forevermore



I love this song... it's so warm... so wonderful... grants a peaceful mind...

Be Patient

When you are in the midst of suffering, Look at Jesus.

I was asked to work so late until 11pm plus plus... was that related to my job? really need a lot of patient to bear... and it wasn't the first times, second times, third times..... but many times...
I thought I could go home not so late, since it is far away from my place of stay... but it wasn't the right answer.

There were many unhappy things happened to me recently... May God guides me, and continues to guides me the right way, preserves me, and bless me.
Take good good care.

Looking unto Jesus.

So early I received a missed-call, but I realized it only when I nearly reach to the office, ... thereafter, I was instructed to go to the new office along with the administration and account staff. busy... busy...

Isn't the outsourcing company suppose to work their better way to give our company a very good support and effective solution, instead of creating and making trouble and problem to us. That outsourcing fellow is really really not nice, and doing something which is in contra to their company objective as I think, because what he did to my work was totally different to what he has been instructed or he himself promised to us, it was not helpful, but created problems, and it isn't the first times already, eventually I decided to bring this matter to manager tonight, complained about his doing. I thank God that my manager also has the same mind with me in certain point, she listened to my sayings, appreciated me and will take the matter into account. May God remember this.

Looking at Jesus...

Forgive her, for the Lord is pleased with your obedient.

woke up early in the morning... my eyes bag was looking deep and dark. :-(
I couldn't sleep well last night... aroused twice because of the biting of mosquitoes...at first was my leg, few hours later, it came to my shoulder..... so irritating, woke up and wanted to kill them all... but I couldn't find the mosquitoes, even though the light has already been turned on, ... so bad.

late... the message this morning, "Looking at Jesus In The Midst of Suffering" (1 Peter 3:17-22)
The verses were theologically shared this morning... did I get what the Pastor said?... especially when came to the terms of "spirit", "Spirit", "Can baptism save us?"
Pastor John talked about the examples of Jesus... how He went through sufferings... God Father forsook Him on the cross. ...... salvation...... Jesus is Ark......

"Look at Jesus, that is why His way is better when we suffer injustice."
Can you comprehend this saying? so as I?

The conclusion is,
"When you are in the midst of suffering, LOOK AT Jesus." .... sound difficult?...
however, that's the only way, I think for sure.

I needed to work at new office, therefore, as it is really far away from my current workplace, after the church service, and I was able to get there at very late hour..... I was blamed...... and my hour leaving the office was purposely delayed by my manager... this caused me missed up my shutter bus, and require to wait for the next trip one hour later. it wasn't a short journey, why shouldn't they be kind a little??
Previously I worked for the company... many many many times and days, I was instructed and asked to be in the office 1-2 hours earlier than usual, I also did without getting any pay or allowances. And today... when this happened... it seemed that the co. so calculative,
... I really thankful to God, tonight when I sms with my friend, and then, I got a very warm reply and comfort. so sweet... "... 原諒他﹐上帝喜愛你的順服。" As I translate it in English, it is like, "Forgive her, for the Lord is pleased with your obedient." How sweet and wonderful message I got! I would never think that my friend will say this to me. She has been growing maturely in her spiritual life. Thanks God!

I just think that, it is just like what the message being shared this morning... "Looking at Jesus in the midst of Suffering." Isn't it?

How sweet the children sing the song

Waking up early, Traveling a lot, transiting... Don't know what will happen if I continue to work on this working time basis. ?
But one thing I know, the grace of God is sufficient.

Thanks God! Today I have my lunch with my old friend who is working at that area, everything was fine.

At night, It was so sweet, when I came down from the train station, I walked through the apartments, I heard a group of little girls hand-in-hand in a circle, they sang a folk song, it was really really so sweet, so beautiful and so warm to hear, my heart was moved by their innocent voices.... and I felt like to slow down my step or even stop there to hear their singing...

Tomorrow I need to work at new office, but I will not stop attending church service though it is really far away from there. God bless....

I am weary

So busy... from one office to another office... & I need to continue my work tomorrow at the new office. It was quite late I reached home tonight, traveled through many stations, I closed up my eyes, hugging my back bag on my chest, laid on the passenger seat, because I was too tired and hungry... but I could not sleep, just took a rest for a little while... I am weary... Lord, I need rest...

Thanks God! I was managed to claim for the overcharge of accidental insurance on my statement. In fact, I really do not expect this to be happened, and has already asked and told the agent there while I called them for my cancellation last month, and they said, it wouldn't be any charge there after. And how come they still charged as usual monthly, it was really really so embarrassed, I have been very busy recently, and I still need to have this sort of ignorant matter to handle, dialing helpline.... talk talk talk...explain... wasting time, phone call charge.... though I managed to claim back for the refund, but also need to wait for their procedure to go through... take several working days for the process.... it is really really troublesome...lousy... it's not my fault, but I need to go through this unnecessary inconvenience, so stupid company , please do not fool me. Yours doing only reveal your foolishness and treacherousness.

take care...

Faint?

I was not in a good condition today. It just like I could not stand or walk as normal as usual, I got a heavy head, and felt like I would be fainted from standing or walking. However, I thank God that He has preserved me the whole day in and out. Is this caused by the accident previously happened to me? Not feeling well. What happens to my head? Just hope I will be fine tomorrow. Work so busy... couldn't stop to take a day rest. May God remember me. And I really don't expect my wellness less to continue become the jokes of those people who work with me. Not only showed no concern but took it as a funny joke and laughed at me. I really hate this kind of reaction and behaviour.


"Let my eyes look onto Jesus."

Tomorrow is another bright new day to come.

Due to certain reasons, I was not comfortably work in the office today, just dislike the feelings that made me felt uneasy. But I thank God because He has carried me through today work.

This afternoon, I have had my lunch with my college fellow, as we gathered we have the familiar topics to share on our conversation, thanks God! It was really a very good gathering, and not only just a lunch or drink we have. ...

Life is filled with ups and downs, by the power of the word of God, we shall be able to cope with this situation. No matter how difficult the problem we are now struggling with, the Lord our Almighty God shall bring us through in peace. Amazing Grace, sufficient for all our needs. Many thanks go to my best friend for the supports & comforts that have given to me on the msn chat tonight.

God is with me.

Woke up in early morning, went to the new office of the company to work, which is far apart from my resident, so tired, very hard to open up my eyes from bed this morning... passed through many stations.... transited 2 times... then, walked to office... since traveled a lot, I called myself a "traveler" today. But it did not mean much more to any other description. Just a traveler. oh.. what am I going to say??

So terrible, I got myself accidentally hit into the displayed big big glass made wall of the office, it was as clear as I could not realize that there was a wall standing before me so close. O God!! my left face, side-head, shoulder and leg hit the glass painfully, ... now even I touch on my face, it gets pain. So bad, wasn't it an entrance there for me to step in? However, I was wrong.

Thanks God! I called two old friends tonight for certain reason, one is my college-fellow, and one is church friend. So good, to have conversation on phone, we have been a long long time not corresponding each other. One is going to be married soon, one has already been married. Time passed so fast... we have already been growing up and reaching to another stage of life. hmm, aren't them? not me. haha... because I am still single.

tired tired... take a good rest...

My Shepherd

The Lord is my shepherd, I shall not be in want.

Tell the story

Thanks God! Day off today.
Sleepless, it was hard to wake up this morning, however, I was managed to attend the church service. Today subject is "What happens when we see Jesus?" (Luke 24:35-49)
Maybe because of my late coming, so I was not too concentrate to the message. But one thing, at last, Pastor Eddie challenged us with:
1. engage 10 minutes a day of seeking to see Jesus.
--- however, is it 10 minutes enough? I don't think so...
2. step out of the place of safety & into a place where you need God's power.
--- telling the story, just the simple way.


Thanks God! My family arrived home safely this afternoon from their trip to China... and have very good conversation on phone with them tonight.. so Good. I miss you all.

Should and Shouldn't

"Since I was made to last forever, what is the one thing I should stop doing and the one thing I should start doing today?"

Just try to think it over... Shouldn't I take this seriously? surely, yes.
Who is my lord? my employer? Do I acknowledge my God more than my employer? If the answer is no, I am entirely getting myself into Satan's trap, this is a big mistake I shouldn't make. Don't I know that How Great is my God! How Powerful He is! Almighty God! He holds my nows and future. Everything is in His control. Where ever job I am engaged in, it will be safe, because everything is in His hand, and He is with me, He will hear my every single prayer. Wipe away my worries, and my sadnesses, turns my heart into a joyful cheer.

Eternity

"The closer you live to God, the smaller everything else appears."

I like the words above, what is really matter to me? If it doesn't bring me anything that can last forever, and be remembered by God. what is eternity for? do not be fooled! Acknowledge Him.

While I was walking home tonight, I was thinking about one day my soul would be leaving my body when it had damaged.
So amazing, late in this evening, I read the sentences below,

"When this tent we live in--our body here on earth--is torn down, God will have a house in heaven for us to live in, a home he himself has made, which will last forever."

By this thought, I found that God has brought this message to me, which is the "ETERNITY". What is eternity meant about to me? Am I lost in the middle of the journey of life? I'm asking myself such questions. And of course, this is to remind myself.
By looking into the words between "tent" and "house", I find the difference. It's very obvious, tent is just a place of temporary staying in nowadays live, .... but house could be a long-term residence, and more safety. ...
...

An Empty Life

Recently when I reached home from work, always seemed that I didn't have much more passion in doing other things, but I got myself listening to the song of praise and worship, have some side reading... singing to God... tired... only wanted to do nothing. And time passed so quickly, and tonight will be leaving me so soon.

"A pretentious, showy life is an empty life; a plain and simple life is a full life."

This words in which I read this morning caught my eyes' attention. ... life, just not need to be pretended... we do not need to pretend to show off something for any reason...

Learn to Acknowledge Him in Your Uncertainty

Turning around on bed, it was so hard for me to fall sleep last night... :-( O my God.
......
Woke up early this morning, and was in the office 1 hour earlier than usual, after getting all stuff ready. My manager and I went to the new office to go on our respective works assigned. ... time just passed away like that... and me, finally returned home after 14 stations of trip.

Still my heart doesn't feel that better even when after I have received the news about the incident last night. ... the sms replied, ...... is okay already.... thanks for the prayer of you all...
but my heart is still not easy with what someone has gone through... I can really really feel that how strong the bitterness is being suppressed in my heart... I could not understand why God allowed that to be happened to someone who seek for His knowledges......
question marks were hanging around on my mind for a while... I couldn't understand... but still I acknowledge Him, He must has His very reason beyond our imagination. ...... And one thing, I know for sure, if there is one who suffering torture from "something" in the family, the rest of the members will also have the same mind... we're one family, we're God's children... therefore, undoubtedly, we care for each and every one in the family of God. ....
I still remembered the moment the song I played last night, namely "Prayer for a friend", and I suddenly received the urgent prayer requested at that moment... Can anyone tell me this is only an accidental forward sms? I asked God to heal, to comfort......
I didn't call back to hometown to ask for clearer understanding even when I have already heard of the news...... I asked myself many times, "If I call back to ask, will it bring any beneficial outcome to the one who has been suffered ..."..."Isn't it not enough if only I have already known the matter is ok now?" my mind is in a miserable way... I ask for God's wisdom, may God turns me to the right viewpoint by truth, so that I know how to deal with the moment of uncertainty. God bless... Have mercy on His people who is needed.

With a Grateful Heart I do for others

Thanks God~ Day off.
Take rest at home. I didn't go out to anywhere, except for water bill payment, swimming and dinner.

Thanks God! Again, I cleaned the kitchen this afternoon, it was so oily on floor and so as some other kitchen's equipments, and it looked so dirty and messy, I felt really so uncomfortable on my feet and hands, I shall show unfavorable faces to my housemates, because they always did not clean well the kitchen after they have used it, and always kept the basket fully filled with dishes they washed, just leave it there like that, and still oily when I touched on it. Suppose I will get angry, and blame. However, I thank God I did not. I took this matter by viewing it into different perspective. I told myself, and I knew for sure I wasn't doing any work that was not worth, but in God's eyes, I was deserved to do that. God will remember this, He will reward me one day. He has shown a very good example on earth, He came to serve, and yet not to be served. How great is my God!


I received a sms requested for urgent prayer tonight, it was very sad to know about the news, I felt uncertain even when after I have put my supplication to God for that incident, but then, I told myself that I have already said my prayer to Him, why am I still worry about it? I told myself, I shall trust Him, and He will definitely remember it, and He is in control, just leave it to God, and He will do the rest, and I, do follow up day after this. Have peace in mind. Amen.

I am in Your care

Suppose today was my off day. However, I was asked to go back to work. And tomorrow only is my day off. I just think that when a man is working from day to day without taking any day off, his/her life can be very tired... and one day he/she may fall into a circumstance that make he/she feels fully exhausted. God created 7 days, 6 to work, and 1 is to take rest. This is the principle of work, God will never make a mistake, and every thing He does, shall bring us beneficially to good. Isn't it?

I find myself difficult to deal with the people around my workplace, and that I know that He is all around my sides, He is in control, everything. Where is the concentration of my eyes? Am I not focus on Him? He is my help, my refuge. Thanks to be given to God!

Eventually, I bring my external hard drive back to the shoppe where I purchased it in February this year, but I was unable to claim for any replacement at once, I was directed to bring it to the service centre, and registered there for warranty purpose. They will get my hard drive back to the supplier for checking and claim for the warranty if faulty found. May God remember this. Since I bought it only less than 2 months, therefore, hopefully I will be able to claim a new one which is assembled in good condition for replacement. O Lord, please remember this.

"I am your creator. You were in my care even before you were born." Isaiah 44:2a

When Life "Just Ain't Fair"

The 2nd Sunday Service of the month... here comes to another topic that is related to those previously preached.
[ When Life "Just Ain't Fair" ] see I Peter 3:13-17
Isn't this the matter or difficult circumstance we are currently encountered?
Perhaps, there might be a lot of question already. And of course, this is not a fresh topic. Most of us are familiar with it. And that, many times when a Christian comes across to this situation, how are they going to face it?...
I think, most of the people are seeking to be treated fairly in their life, because there are something unfair happen in their life. Am I right?

Pastor John outlined several principles to response the message of this morning,
1. first yourself uniquely blessed by God.
- someday we will be rewarded for our endurance of these undeserved trials. (I Peter 13:14a)
2. Don't Panic and don't Worry
- Do not fear what they fear; do not be frighten, God is in control. (I Peter 3:14b)
3. Acknowledge Christ as Lord Even over this event
- set apart Christ as Lord. (I Peter 3:15a)
"Only we can harm ourselves, if we fail to trust God."
I agree this indeed silently.
4. Be Ready to Give a Witness
- be ready to give them an answer (I Peter 13:15b)
5. Keep a good conscience
- (I Peter 3:16)
* If you looked more redeemed, I might listen to you about your redeemer.*

Pastor concluded with the passage below:
"Unjust suffering is always better than deserved punishment."
Lastly,
"It is better that we do God's will, do what is right even though we suffer injustice."

Well, listen is far more easy than take action, May God helps us.
.............

I went to PC Fair 2008 after my work, browsing around, finally I got myself 1 set pc devices, the microsoft wireless keyboard & mouse. wow... so glad to use it tonight......

Toughen your faith

Thanks for the blessings granted every day.
Have peace & taste the sweetness of life.
Let my inner talks bring me to the positive way always.

"When life gets tough... Toughen your faith."
Again, I saw this words which printed on a lovely bookmark, it does remind me.
From time to time, God did use something around to encourage me.
Great is my faithful God, Lord, I give thanks to You.

Hold on, and Fear not.

Tired with the troublesome matter I critically faced in work from time to time. Isn't it no way out? I put my trust in God. ... I stand, I sit, I walk, I sing to You God, I praise You, my Lord.
And it is good to read this, "If you have felt hopeless, hold on! Wonderful changes are going to happen in your life as you begin to live it on purpose." I like the words, "Hold On" very much, so I highlighted and enlarged it with pink color. This is just to remind myself, if I 'm facing the similar sense of situation, please HOLD ON, just remember to HOLD ON please. Turns my focus point to Jesus. That's the way, and it will be a way out there.

Thanks God! Since I have got the chance, I took the opportunity to ask to have lunch with my friend, we have been very good friend in the past since the time of secondary school. It has been a long long time we did not see each other, almost xx years I think, I thank God that I still can remember her the day we met in the coach that took us back to KL this February 08 after we have got off from the aircraft. Time passes very quickly. Thanks God, we did enjoy our lunch there at the ikano, and nice to meet your good friend. And we are maturely growing older... are we?... so as others... haha.... just hope we will meet again some other days... May God bless you, friend.

......
I am able to move on, because He grants me the strength all I needed. O Lord, "Fear not", this is what You have told me. O Lord, You have made me become stronger and stronger... You words is my bread, my life. Hallelujah...

Listening to the song of praise and worship... it is just so good good good... O Lord, I take rest in You, refuge of my soul.

His love comforts me

Life is not easy to go through... since it covers of many ups and downs...
But in God's hands, it is safe, ... very safe.
And every day's time won't stop working. so life is just working on.
And again, God is there always for me... He will deliver me from life that bound with a lot of stuff which are unreasonable... disturbing...annoying... frustrating...
How can I not focus on Him if all these fall against on me mercilessly?

I have no favor with the stuff I go through recently... tough life, tired soul...
However, God's power & love defeat all...
Great is my God! His love is Great! Greatest love... Hallelujah!

one key to failure...

"... those who follow the crowd usually get lost in it. "
I do agree about this saying, it is taken from the book of the purpose driven life.
"... one key to failure is to try to please everyone. Being controlled by the opinion of others is a guaranteed way to miss God's purposes for your life."
I do agree.

You are my hiding place

Sometimes, life is just so complicated. It may full of hardship, uncertainty... and it is miserable to move on... No one will know exactly what is going to be happened tomorrow. But He holds my tomorrow... my life is in His Hands.
We may suffer from certain difficulties caused... and we would never know why... and yet there might be something we have taken from granted, and we do not know, ... at last when we are aware of it, we will know that how weak we are... but still God 's love remain unchanged. So there shall be forgiveness to ask for God's mercy, and repented, pray with a grateful heart...

Teach me your way, O Lord, and I will walk in Your truth. Psalm 87:11

The Lord will indeed give what is good

I wasn't in a very good condition today... I hated the favoritism in the office, again.
Always I asked myself the same question again... queried myself... why... ? life is just so hard, sometimes. no, many times. I think I have been very strong enough to stand with that situation and environment that have made me really really felt uncomfortable. Sometimes, just feel like about to leave the office at once... go home, never want to think any thing that frustrated me any more. It is not easy indeed, but I am very grateful to God for He has strengthened the strength that He has granted me all the time when I needed.

"The Lord will indeed give what is good, and our land will yield its harvest." Psalm 85:12
Is this true? I read it tonight..., when difficulties continuously come against with this message, still my faith will go on stayed firm on the fundamental of Truth? ... the circumstances, perhaps still remain unchanged, but the answer is YES, my faith is still fighting on. God be my help always. O Lord, Have Your merciful comforts in me, Your love surrounds me, Your power strengthen me, Your words be the light of the road of my life, open my heart, and let me see the right path to proceed. ... My Holy One, I put my trust in You, bless me﹐Lord.

......

He that would love life, & see good days.

Yeah! Long time I didn't take off day on Sunday, my off day.
I went to church service as usual this morning. There was no small group joining the praise and worship team today, even the keyboardist as well. But it was fine, the present of God would never absent for the decrease of the number of the people worshiping there. Great is the God! Praise You my Lord.

Today message, "Maturity Checkpoints in the midst of suffering." (1 Peter 3:9-12)
Pastor John pointed out the 9 points as accord to the verses referred for the message.

1. to live in harmony with one another in the face of adversity
2. to be sympathetic
3. to love as brother... and sister
4. to be compassionate
5. to be humble
6. to be forgiving
7. to be in control of our tongue
8. to do good
9. to seek peace

I was just learned that God was talking to me ... wasn't He? How real is my God!!
Some levels of return to think of ...
-we can return evil for good, which is satanic level,
-we can return return good for good, evil for evil, which is the human level,
-or, we can return good for evil, which is the DIVINE level.
I find the final outcome of the conclusion, it's all about love, is only the way to LOVE will make a way. Can I love my enemies?? I can, perhaps. ... However, God is Almighty GOD, He is able to do amazing work beyond the limited wisdom of humanity.
Suffering injustice? We tend to justify our mis-behaviour when people do not treat us the way they should. Suffer for doing good & endure it? ... and yet God answered all these questions this morning. Amazing God.

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I went to the "7th Malaysia Career & Training Fair 2008", "10th post graduate education 2008", & "3rd Entrepreneurship Expo 2008" this afternoon... full of visitors...... were they came for only one reason- job seeking?? I guess not exactly. ...... filled some survey forms...... browsed around... took some information details for references... then, I left.

Entrance

When I reached to the exit way, then, only I realized that I had myself 1 more visitor pass stuck on my shoulder... just wondering where did this extra pass get me???

I am not an accident

工作帶給我快樂﹖Is it? when it looked like everyone was attacking your weakness and purposely rose up the problem(s) that could be not a problem to blame you, it was really so embarrassing..... where the respectful people is, where the peacemaker is, ..... no way in the office. It upset other when people tend to do like that to other all the time without considerate of other's feeling. They thought it was so funny, however, they would never know that the way they acted were so silly and foolish. And I'm grateful to God, because of Him, I won't be easy to get lost and defeated. Trust Him by prayer is the way to stay firm, and acknowledge Him, make His powerful words be my guidance. Hallelujah!! Almighty God can do everything.

Thanks God! moving around my PC table and some other things in my room, I finally settled down them in almost one hour time I spent tonight. Now I know how much things I have. haha....

"I am not an accident. " point to ponder tonight. (taken from the purpose driven life)

Worry is a misuse of the imagination

Time rolls on very very very fast... just like I couldn't finish counting today, and tomorrow has just come. Busy...
one hour earlier reached to office as instructed, but still the office not yet open. ... I thought I have been fooled, thanks GOD! I wasn't.

After making payment for phone & internet bill in the post office, I went to a bookstore...
"Worry is a misuse of the imagination." a simple sentence as referred to one of the book I briefly read in the bookstore... this words caught my thought, I agreed that it is true. This is something about how we handle and manage well our emotions.
Nothing but positive, this is what I think of.

It was so good to msn with my good friend tonight, long long time we didn't have good chat, the time was short, but it was warm...

"Everything got started in Him and finds its purpose in Him." Colossians 1:16b

This is a verse to remember taken from the book of the purpose driven life in which I read tonight.

God-Shaped life is a flourishing tree

It was hard to fall sleep last night... so bad... tired but couldn't sleep.
I took MC today... went to clinic to see doctor... took rest at home..... What I need is to take rest.
I appreciated God that I can take my time to go on to do my personal stuff works.
Just too many things need to go through and have them completed. Time management is so important. O God, grant me the wisdom and energy to do my work.

I called home tonight... it was so good to have conversation with my dad, but my mum seemed to be not much to talk... :-( however, it was so glad to know that they will be going on their vacation to China soon with relatives and friends. May God bless them, have peace to them, and have a very happy and enjoyable trip.

"A life devoted to things is a dead life, a stump; a God-shaped life is a flourishing tree. " (Proverb 11:28)

"Let God transform you into a new person by changing the way you think. Then you will know what God wants you to do."
I enjoyed read this statement tonight, I just like it... it really make sense... and it was taken from the book of the purpose driven life, by Rick Warren.

Again, I was asked to be in the office 1 hour earlier than the normal working hour tomorrow. ... tired...

Trust comes before faith

Thanks GOD! my off day... don't need to work.
Have my clothes washed and cleaned the kitchen this morning... relax... then, went out, met doctor for certification of health... later lunch... and went to transportation office for goods driving license renewal. Thanks GOD! Everything worked smooth, however, I found that I've got an expensive charge for my body check, still the nurse told me that it was the standard price; other paid for only RM10 at other place, but me, have been charged at RM30. :-( Due to the lack of time, I just paid for it without considering too much, otherwise, I might have to find somewhere else to have my body check up.

Didn't know why, sitting in the LRT, I just felt like not about to go home, thinking about holiday.... tired about my job.... so I decided to shop something at the shopping centre nearby my place before I went home. What have had happened to me? Why I think like that? Tired about my current job. really so tired, and that made me no mood to go on... but it's just life, I know I'm able to overcome it, even more, I have my mighty God stands beside me at all time.
After all, I went home with cotton pillow, new one... hehe... and some other stuff... etcs

This few nights I couldn't really have a good sleep, I was thinking about something... but again, it's just life... life is like that, isn't it? Am I too much to think of? Perhaps not, because life is just like that. Sometimes, there were resentful thinking attacked me in such a way, however, God's love have turned me back to Him. How amazing He is! I think it is just all about like what I read the book this afternoon, it says in the prayer.... remember that Trust comes before faith.

Taking rest is needed

Almost exhausted!... It couldn't be any free hours, and some of my colleagues and I needed to stay back and catch up with the works ready, and got them finished until mid-night... last night was terrible tired... and I slept at around 2 a.m. after my bath ... and took a little while to rest... this morning woke up and went out to work as usual with a heavy head... went on for the tasks that needed to carry out... and started a new busy day again.... made payments for my credit card debts this afternoon..... ..... thanks God! the time to go home was finally to come... still needed to wait for the data verification of the systems... okay. Everything fines. Then, I was allowed to go.... Go home...


"There is no one else for me, none but Jesus. Crucified to set me free. Now I live to bring Him praise. ... "
None but Jesus. I like this song...

Long for vacation somewhere else outside the country...... but I don't have any extra money, no money... so I needed to save up money in order to make it to become reality.

Day off tomorrow... take rest take rest....... still .... there 're something to go for... God bless.

Honor Your Marriage

I didn't have good sleep last night, the mosquito bit my leg... and that terrible itchiness caused aroused me from deep sleep...... so disgusting...... I was late this morning, however, thank God that I still can catch up with the praise & worship session, there have had new change this two week, praise & worship involving a small worship team, hillsong-like. haha... but it is good. May the Lord bless you all. ... there were a few very nice songs being sung this morning, but I couldn't remember the titles.

"Wedlock or Deadlock" (For Husbands - Part II)
This was the message given, and that it was aimed for the husbands. haha... Part I is for women.
What is to say mean by a Good husband? "wives, look at your husband..." "Is he..?" haha...
As refer to the bible, I Peter 3:7
A good husband should,
1st, live with your wives
2ndly, understand your wives
3rdly, honor your wives

That's it! look like simple, but it seems like many husbands are not do well in this. Am I right?
It was so warm to see couple by couple together walked to the front of the stage when Pastor John made the calling, renew their love to their partner, building good relationship... no matter young or old... it is so glad and warm to see them... May God bless their marriage respectively. Love never fail. ......


A Hong Kong Christian artiste was invited to come and share her testimony in the Cantonese Service, her name is Sister Fiona Leong Ai Ling, praise the Lord, and have her testimony become the blessing of church... though I didn't see her, because I wasn't attend the Cantonese Service, but I did pray for her. Give thank to God!

Busy day, but I took some time to update the appearance of my blog, yeah!

Teach us to number our days aright

I got a bad news today, some of us are needed to stay back on the coming Monday until mid-night for executing the new system upgrading tasks. O my God, ... terrible tired... now... I'm wondering whether I am able to take my off day smoothly next Tuesday or not. O Lord, please remember this. I pray that I can take rest.

"Teach us to number our days aright, O Lord, that we may gain a heart of wisdom." (Psalm 90:12)

Tomorrow is another Sunday Service to come, so good...

hear Him silently

Today training has been canceled due to someone not feeling well. Back to usual hour I went to work this morning. pausing.... and I asked myself, "Am I working normal recently?" perhaps not, because it was so busy... I even got my time-table without planning well... every night I reached home with a tired body, I think my flesh, my soul... also tired... no mood to do extra work at home sometimes... that's my life?!?!. Lord, please forgive me. I am working better...

It is so nice, so warm to listen the songs of hillsong tonight.... what I need to do is just silent down my mind and focus my mind, listen to the lyrics, and enjoy the singing ... worship my God... God's love is so beautiful... so amazing... I can touch Him by my heart... hallelujah!...
"At the cross", sound familiar I heard on the Easter Sunday sang by a precious sister in Lord. very nice song... it has been translated into few languages. Praise the Lord.

Moody Day

Morning traffic would always tend to be very busy, and the monorail station was full of the passenger(s) standing there to wait for the trip. It was so crowded that needed me to take the 3rd trip in order to reach my office, and as a result of that, I was late for the training, however, when I reached to the office, the training still wasn't started yet, and even some other colleague(s) still weren't arrive yet.

I finally canceled up my accidental insurance by delaying no more to save up my money, it wasn't a very small amount monthly, but it will make different when month by month passing by.
Thanks God! I did it today. And I got my agent's clarification for the payment of the package, there were nothing wrong and mistake, and I needed to pay for it. ... big amount.... :-( ... I just hope that this technical problem won't happen again, and my agent can act effectively and be good alert to the transaction of the payment every month. May God remember this.

I just think that there will be no other way to rescue my external hard drive. I met the technician of that IT company this afternoon, the success probability of the solution is very low... bad sector... sorta problem... isn't easy to restore or ... ah...... format?... etcs... all my files will be gone?? perhaps... ?... ai... forget about it.

How many God I have?

Busy... again woke up early in the morning... transited to another LRT line, waited for my manager to fetch me over to the new building of the company to work. I was blessed, because it was my manager came to fetch me, and spent me breakfast and lunch. Thanks God!

I read a very useful article this morning, and it is very worth to think of,
"Satan challenges and counterfeits everything that God is. If the enemy of our souls can convince us that we are the master of anything-finances, families, careers, home-then we could also believe that we could master our selves... we wouldn't need a Savior. Yet the Scripture unravels this lie. Isaiah tells us that God is the only God-not us, not our careers, not even our credit cards. Our hearts should be emblazoned with the T-shirt message: There is only one God... and you are not Him!"

"Ask God to reveal any hidden areas in your life where you have taken over God's place as god." "Taken from Daily Prayer from New International Version"
The above message really catch my attention, it just like a morning rain, refreshing my mind.

Again and again, tomorrow is another morning I needed to be in the office one and a half hour earlier than usual.

YEAH!! But it cost, finally I purchased myself the branded skincare item(s) for men. That are the full set treatment packed come with some other "bonus" item(s). And the beautician made an appointment with me for free treatment check up at the coming day of next week. haha... what is this?... so call after sale service.?! however, why am I take skin care for men seriously in present?......

God enjoys watching every detail of your life.

Doing good today? Give thank to God!
Busy... still busy... then, tired... get enough sleep? Run for what? which is every day stuff.
... ... and I postponed to give guitar lesson to my house mate to next week. ... tired... no mood to do any teaching after my work. haha...

Tomorrow I need to go to new office to work again, ... just hope that I won't reach home late at night.


"God enjoys watching every detail of your life." I read this in the book of The Purpose Driven Life. If so, how shall I live daily? Do I perform well? ... Think about it, and it makes the different.

疲憊

今日起得早﹐雙眼睜不開﹐貪睡就在這個早晨﹐起床起得好辛苦﹐好久沒有這樣了﹐可是﹐掙扎就是催逼我快起床上班去﹐因為受促今早要提早一小時十五分到公司﹐又是電腦系統的事務。可是﹐卻遲至約10分鐘才開門。我遲到就不行﹐這是職位歧視與偏差。

今日大半天的時間都在公司新大廈辦事﹐喜歡寧靜的工作環境﹐卻討厭那個outsource people那種偽裝﹐借頭借路探討自己公司的人物與背景...問這個問那個﹐真的有點很煩的﹐而我也只想專心工作。我發覺一點﹐一個人如果不滿足於自己的現壯﹐對自己的工作起了埋怨﹐看見他人一方面的憂勢﹐就會以為他人什麼都比他好﹐就盲目地羨慕他人的好﹐甚至引起自己的嫉妒心﹐因此就會瞧不起人。唉~ 人性的醜陋。

傍晚下起雨﹐夜漸近﹐雨不停﹐交通阻塞﹐... 我終於更深發覺在這里工作是多麼的不方便﹐地方遙遠不但如此﹐更延長了自己回家的時間。塞車﹐久久的﹐誰不煩。唉~ 可以的話﹐福利未調整﹐再好的工作環境﹐也難於克制內心對交通不便與阻塞的厭煩。

忙碌的時候﹐下班後﹐總喜歡回家休息。

今晚聽Hillsong Kids的You're the answer,很好聽﹐喜歡她的歌詞。

You're The Answer

You're the Answer - Hillsong Kids

You're the way when everything goes so wrong
I look to You and I belong
Safe within Your hands

On the TV every night I (we) see
A world without love, world without peace
It makes me look to You
You're the answer

I know You can hear me, Lord
And I pray that You would heal my world

You're keeping me strong,
As I'm standing up for You
You're keeping me strong
As I'm following the truth
I'm never gonna back down
Give up living for You

Jesus You came not just for me but for
Every one else so they can see,
see Your love, Lord

I wanna live, I wanna be like You
Making a change, telling the world
All about Your love
You're the answer

I know You can hear me, Lord
And I pray that You would heal my world

You're keeping me strong,
As I'm standing up for You
You're keeping me strong
As I'm following the truth
I'm never gonna back down
Give up living for You

You're the answer

He is Risen!!

He has risen! He is not here. (Mark 16:6)

Hallelujah! "Happy Blessed Easter Day!!"

Woke up early, attended the Easter Sunday, thanks GOD! my risen KING. In the praise & worship session, we sang "My Redeemer Lives", it's great subject, Hallelujah! My Lord, He is the one who is able to overcome death and sin.

There was a special program this morning, which was performed by youth, a drama talking about the resurrection of Christ, it was very good message!!

And thanks God, there were several people response to Pastor John's calling, committed themselve to Jesus. thanks God!!

One thing, really, I was touched by receiving a sms greeting of "Happy Easter 2u. :-)" from my manager this afternoon, because usually she didn't do this to me in the past 3 years. I really thank God by knowing that my efforts in building good relationship with her doesn't bring into an empty outcome.

It was so glad to know that my friends were peacefully reached home tonight. Thanks GOD! And it seemed that a week holiday was like a yesterday dream. It passed by so quick. Time cannot hold.

How to follow You, my Lord?

Life, is working every day's work? It could be true. But it might be missing something... the major aim for life... we can do many things... but what is the final target? Aren't we glorifying the Lord our God? God, is the answer.

I went to work this morning with an indescribable heart, how shall I say?...... I started realized something after the trip the days before this, which was "a fellowship life is really a very very critical part in Christian life - a Christian should have their fellowship moment with their brother & sister in church"... so that their spirit and soul can grow maturely in His word... I just didn't know what God is going to say to me in further and right before this. I think I really need to silent down myself for taking some time to listen to Him, am I not right? Church? which church is the best? Is this the most important issue? God didn't say to me, and I measured it myself..... but I know the answer. O Lord, I really do not expect a blur blur life spiritually, but acknowledge Your will first, be in your way, so that where ever I am, which ever church I am in, I still can glorify You, rejoice to You, have good fellowship with one another and serve in Your ministry blissfully.

O Lord, How to follow You? Let me stand in wisdom, acknowledge Your way faithfully. ......

Tomorrow is Easter Sunday ! God bless.

very happy... trip & holiday.

I woke up early in the morning, and have had all my related stuff ready, rushed to the bus station by LRT to catch up with the bus-fare. However, when I reached there, all sold out, and I needed to purchase for the next trip. Thanks God! it was alright by contacting them, we would have our breakfast first for that free hour of time. After the breakfast, we had our bus then, it took us for more than an hour time to reach our target-Genting Highland.


The bus journey was ok, and the skyline was very excited, and yet it was safe. haha... sight-seeing... the natural of the hill was so beautiful, the air was freshed to breathe. hehe... nice...

And the other exciting part was where we took the flying coaster, closed up our eyes to avoid seeing up from high space, and kept our body balance in a proper way under a high speed moving and rotating coaster...
ahaAh... shouting... which was meant nothing? sense? haha...

By the way, it was so great today, and we did have fun there. Thanks GOD!
After this, when will we meet again? Telling me the answer is, HK.

We gather because He first gathered us.

Happy isn't a matter of a very moment gathering. We gather as God is with us.
Pic taken on 21.03.2008-day trip to Genting Highland.

Eric's Wedding Dinner (20/4-night)

Brother Fu, in a prayer for the new couple.

"Wai Sir", my precious brother in Christ, long long time no no see.

Photo taken with new couple-Mr & Mrs Eric. eeh.. who is that handsome boy standing by?

Bro Weng Ki and me.

My precious precious bro & Sis. How long we haven't been met?

Precious Elder sister.

table seat picture?

Wai Yee & her bro.

Group picture with the new couple.

KL城市遊 (20/4)

Thinking that it's a nice background of scenery.

I found that this is nice cloth of map.

Didn't get what you want, but photo(s). hahaha...

walking with joy... though tired.

時間跳動的針告訴故事會換新

The schedule run so tight today. But it was okay.
Though my off day, but I received several calls from office. And it was glad to meet my precious sister in Lord from HK and another two new faces. Nice to meet you all.

Today we have visited several places, such as dataran merdeka, petaling street, christian book store, central market, and klcc. Even though it was tired, it's worth. Thanks for the sweets and ultraman-keywatch. It's very nice!

And tonight I attended the wedding dinner of Eric and Nyuk Yuen. May God bless you two, love forever. And it was so so glad to meet “威SIR” from hk﹐He is a very good and nice brother in Lord, we have been long long time no see each other, it's more than 10 years we haven't see each other. wow.... time just rolled on like that, without a trace. Thanks God! So glad, I met a lot of b/s who have been long long time no see. ....... Thanks Man Choong's help, and thanks Kok Wai fetched me home tonight.

God, my strength, my joy, my refuge.

一大清早﹐剛到公司就被外部屬的經理催著處理工作問題。也不是第一次了﹐問題是﹐為什麼因為他自己的焦急與惱怒﹐事先沒好好問清楚整件事情的真情實況﹐就因自己的不滿情緒﹐把憤怒當眾毫無餘地地渲泄在我身上﹐解釋不聽﹐只會多聽一方面話﹐就下結論怪罪於我﹐I'm not trouble-maker, but trouble-shooter, why should I be scolded and blamed unreasonably? And this happened in front of everyone who is in the office. Moreover, that are the services provided outside the company nationally and internationally, they are the people who are doing the outsourcing supports, problems occurred in their respective site, they should solve the problem, and shouldn't pushing the responsibility to one another by saying that it was the problem of that site, try to call them, and find out...etcs. This is so stupid and silly reaction by guessing and pushing the problem here and there, and so bad, the telephone line disconnected in the midst of the conversation, and even worse when I got my call back the helpline and got myself entertained by one of the so ineffective operator, so stumble and couldn't get what I meant and tried to push and jumped my questions to other topic, and showed not much interest to offer help, and his tone sounded not so polite. I was just wondered, was he doing his job seriously and trying to offer me the best help?? I really couldn't go on with the conversation anymore by putting down phone, so embarrassed.
And thanks to God! I got a better helpline operator by calling back the third times, and able to find out what really was going on about the problem happened outside that causing the service provided in my office got into trouble. Eventually, I realized. However, I was not satisfied! I asked myself, Did I do wrong?? Why he scolded me and blamed me that way without knowing the full picture of the story? It really was an awful day.


......

歡喜。。因為1st, today somebody gave me 2 pieces of complimentary pass of one of the famous cinemas in the city. 2nd, 明天始起有兩天假期﹐將與到訪的教會朋友同遊玩去啦﹗鬆鬆一下﹐and hope that they really have a wonderful holiday here. Though tomorrow is my off day, but schedule is planned tightly, because night-time need to join a wedding dinner. Anyway, thanks God! He is my strength and my joy!

你們終於抵達啦

時間真的好快﹐你們今日終於抵達吉隆坡了﹐臨下班時接到傳的消息﹐真的很開心的﹐只是當時忙了點。工作很忙。可是﹐自己但求在工作崗位上處於更專注更專業的環境與氣氛下﹐努力將工作做好﹐然而﹐在這的另一邊﹐卻有一種眼睛在打量著﹐不時將目光注視在你的一舉一動之中﹐是嫉妒﹖還是羨慕﹖亦或是眼有刺﹖或許那樣﹐與那些眼光閃著閃著的人﹐我會被邊緣化﹐那又如何﹖工作﹐我不是要去討好那些有心人。那不是我的責任。我也顧不了那樣多有心人的心眼口舌。主啊﹗求你保護我。

新買不一個月的120GB external hard drive竟然出現問題﹐我過去許許多多與弟兄姊妹教會影下的相片損壞了﹐沒了﹐其餘重要資料也難保﹐實在是氣死人﹐花了幾百塊錢買來的東西換來了損失﹑遺憾與憤怒﹐令自己哭笑不得。真的氣死我。唉。。。


今晚接到你們電話﹐實在很開心﹐但願有個愉快又難忘的假期。

Feel apathy about His ministry?

This week is better than last week, not so late. Thanks God!
Today's title, "How to be a passionate Church?" Pastor Eddie took Revelation 3:14-22 as references. This is not something special, the topic wasn't new to me, and I believe that it is very popular among the Christian community. But why? What is happening in the churches today? It is very familiar to hear about the topic. Is it good enough to become a neither hot or cold Christian? God is about to split it out from His mouth. That's so bad to be so called "lukewarm" Christian.

Lukewarmness = Apathy

Character(s) of apathetic Christian,
1. neglect
2. over-exposure
3. self-sufficiency

But Christ Jesus the Lord, gives advices to the apathetic Christian and church on how to renew our passion, they are:
1. Purchase God's Golden faith. I Peter 1:7-9
2. Clothe yourself (not in your own self-sufficiency) but in righteousness. Rev. 3:18
3. See yourself with eyes of truth. Rev. 3:18

I just think that, when hear of the message, it's good, very well in talk, however, indeed, action is more important than that, God's people really need to react to HIM. Otherwise, people come in and go away, it just like a round trip. And it's like what the pastor said, "come to church to warm up the seat, then, go."

Just ask myself, "Do I ashame to tell of His story?" "Do I hear His words with apathy?" How do I not know what is happening then! "How can I feel apathy about His message?"
Seeking the path to take part and be involved in His ministry... O Lord, that is. Lord, have your way in me. ...

Life is busy, but I cannot live without Jesus.

生存之道

生存之道﹐是什麼﹖
為求生存﹐而不得不奮不顧身抵抗外來一切的欺壓﹖
為求存活﹑富貴﹐可以不惜任何代價來換之﹖
為求己益﹐而不得不出賣自我價值﹐對有錢有勢的人前後巴結嗎﹖
生存的價值﹐在哪里﹖
為了養活一家人口﹐追求舒適物質生活﹐就連自己尊容也不需要在意嗎﹖
人正規的做人原則是什麼﹖
有錢有勢的人﹐得到最多的﹐是人的尊重還是人的奉承﹖
社圈的是是非非﹐明暗的鬥爭﹐顯示出人雖有一張臉﹐
卻有許多肉眼看不見的面孔﹐有許多的用心。
人說要和平和睦﹐有美好的生活﹐則擋不住某方面利益誘惑﹐吞噬了道德。
反而﹐挑起了不少的紛爭﹐引發社會的不安與和諧。......
當下活人﹐追求的是什麼的文化潮流﹖
生存之道﹐人已經迷失了﹐丟失了真理﹐
他們的快樂﹐就是建立在一個過度追求虛浮的空間來來往往......

Psalms 23

The LORD is my shepherd, I shall not be in want,
He makes me lie down in green pastures,
He leads me beside quiet waters, He restores my soul,
He guides me in paths of righteousness for his names's sake.
Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death,
I will fear no evil, for you are with me; Your rod and your staff, they comfort me.
You prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies.
You anoint my head with oil; my cup overflows.
Surely goodness and love will follow me all the days of my life,
and I will dwell in the house of the LORD forever.

- Psalms 23

Though busy, but still have my heart be in line with His heart.

Very busy... therefore...very tired too... this made me felt like I needed to take more rest...
I've planned to get to bed early, and to wake myself up early. I hope this can work longer than before, and last night was just started my time schedule.

May God grants me a wisdom to differentiate what should put it ahead first, and what should put it aside then, so that I can handle myself a better discipline life, and have all my relevant tasks under control, and be able to work it out effectively.

God will make a way

Give thanks to GOD! I was able to be in the office early this morning, no late. ...
My manager and I got all prepared stuff ready, and moved to the van, and delivered to the new office for installation. I thought I would follow the van, but my manager's vehicle.
......
The 6 storeys building is built with 3 storeys shopping centre, and the rest of the storeys of the building comprises of warehouse, auditorium, office and etcs. The internal design of the office are renovated with luxury materials. ... wah... Good.

Thanks God! Every thing goes smooth. And I can coordinate and work with my manager very well today. May the Lord continue to bless on this.


If you believe, God will make a way.

God is with me, all my day

Went through a busy day...
Rushed to work at daytime and rushed back at night. Catching up the TV news... however, I was enjoyed my reading this morning in the LRT, Daily Prayer from the New International Version, it's good to read.

I needed to wake up 2 hours early tomorrow, as I need to go to the new office for the new system setup with our outsourcing supports.
listening to the song of "Light of the World" - hillsong kids worship, it's just so wonderful ...
God bless.

Tell The World

My off day, thanks God! I don't need to wake up early in the morning, need not go to work today. Just feeling so good since I didn't take my off day for almost two weeks. ... wow... good... breakfast, read bible... I have my stuff arranged in my room... and my clothes and sheet washed... etcs. Thanks God! I cooked a simple lunch for my own, simple, but good taste, haha...

Thanks God! Finally I got my new TV-tuner & capture card set-up successfully after the experience of several times failures, it is working well now. :-)
I went to a Christian bookstore late at this afternoon, because "sale", I purchased one DVD- Hillsong Kids Live Worship 2007 - TELL THE WORLD.

And I have it tonight, I like it very very much, thumb!! I just think the praise and worship of the kids was so wonderful, so beautiful... so cute, so pure..... I really can touch the heart of God by my soul, He was so pleased!! He loves the kids' singing.... so amazing worshiping.....

some captured scenes from the DVD. So sweet...

Do not give a way to fear, if you do what is right.

今早遲到。沒什麼公共交通。或者是因為昨日大選的緣故。
今早是聖餐﹐敬拜讚美與詩班獻唱後﹐就開始。
感謝主﹗願我不要習慣擘餅﹐but remember what had Jesus done. The Great Salvation, sacrificed Himself for sake of the sinful man.

Today message, "Wedlock or Deadlock?" (For Wives Part I) - I Peter 3:1-6
This is about marriage. Wife shall submit herself to her husband.
I like the meaningful sayings,
"What you wear won't help you win your husband to Christ."
"If you do what is right and do not give way to fear."
I really agree, it is absolutely right! Especially the 2nd message, it just looked like the LORD spoke to me, and He knew exactly what was happening to me lately. He wanted to keep me strong, and gave me courage. Did I not aware of this? and neglected His word instead? I should be confident in what I do, have faith to move onward.


As for the election, it was just so excited to see the result this morning, BN-existing govt wins the federal government, but opposition takes five states, it suffered some of the greatest defeats in its history. And this showed that, the people wanted to change. The 2/3 majority of BN was successfully overruled by the opposition. The result was a surprise!

Election 2008

Day of Election 2008

I was not in a good condition today, particularly time after my went down to the other department to help up. Just dislike the atmosphere that made me felt not comfort, I couldn't focus on my own tasks. Of course, this wasn't the first times. ... and I don't need to be too care about the negative reaction from the top management, that were unreasonable, I really don't know what're they thinking about, O Lord, but what I know is, I am doing my own part with my responsibility. That's why I shouldn't mind of it or blame myself. But learn to Give Thanks, to face it.

I m a little bit nervous tonight, as I concern the result of election 2008. And I'm keeping watch for the latest result online. Oh... Lord, bless.....

Tomorrow, Sunday Service, it will be the Sunday of Lord's Supper. Oh, Lord, we remember You, remember Your great love, Your great salvation...

榮美救主掌權

Jesus, Beautiful Saviour. You are. Yes, You are.

I received a sms this afternoon, an invitation to a wedding dinner of a brother in Lord. We know each other for quite some time, last times, he was still a teenager, a student... then, he left hometown to further his study.... then, working his job well.... then, ... gave me "red bomb" tonight, we have been too many years not correspond to each other. I am so glad to hear this tidings, and his invitation made me glad, at least he still remember me, though I need to spend some more red pocket just after last month. haha......

There is one uncle, I asked him about the election, however, he responded me and told me he won't go to vote, previously he voted, but now, no, he said, he is working for the kingdom of God. I think I got what he meant about. But, it is not right. Therefore, I encouraged him to go for voting, it is the right and responsibility for being a citizen should do. However, he still insisted his point of view.
Tomorrow is the voting day, May God bless every thing..... bless the country.....bless the people....

The Lord is near to all who call upon HIM

The Lord is near to all who call upon Him, To all who call upon Him in truth. [ Psalm 145:18 ]

凡求告耶和華的﹐就是誠心求告他的﹐耶和華便與他們相近。 ( 詩篇145:18 )


The election is around the corner. May the Lord holds the progress of the election works in fair, peace and smooth, grants the people a wise heart to vote, O Lord, grants us a good government that take care of her citizen.....no corruption, execute the freedom of religious belief.........

I called a sister tonight, to discuss about the holiday concerning our precious sisters in Lord from oversea. Thanks God! We've come out some good conclusions. .....Cheerful Holiday come down soon. hahaha...

EMMANUEL

I live, because I know that You are my only GOD! This is happening day and night, You are at my side. Regardless what has happened, Your love will never change, Your love will never change. Thanks GOD! Hurry up! Every day, what am I rushing for? job?! Isn't it? Hello! Do I hear wrong? Not that?! If life is just for that, then, what is the reason for my existence? Isn't that any thing I do please my God? O Lord, thank you, there is You in my life!

......
Thanks GOD! Finally I got my thing done in the bank today, waited so long, it really took my patience into practice, I went to lunch first after waiting so long, then, I got myself back to the bank, finally, it came to my turn,... done. Thanks God! It didn't bring me into a bad mood at the end. I think, many times, I just need to have my bad emotion in control. Pray to God, and it really makes sense. I am not talking about superstitious thing, but God! The reality of God.

Recently the politicians were having sorta "talks" gathering, some places were assembled by the people, and the speaker was arguing and talking about the dissatisfaction to the ex-government, or other associated political-parties...... sometimes, when I heard of the content of the message, it was just really funny, and made people laughed, clapped and shouted... however, if the facts were so, then, what was really matter? Just hope the people of the country vote wisely, pray to God! O Lord, the country needs You! Do it as You bless. ...

Emmanuel...

Give Thanks for every new started day

ti.. ti...ti...ti... alarm is sounding......
A day turns bright, a day turns dark, time just rolls on very fast... because people is very busy with their own works. The traffics were always to be digested all the morning came along...... why was I not reaching the office with a cheerful heart this morning, but... aiya... forget about it. God! You are still there with me at all time.

At noon, lunch time, I went to a skin-care shop for so called "3-step skin care system" redeeming. haha... this is what I get from a magazine I purchased before this. However, when I reached there, the senior beautician wanted me to do check-up first, haha... kinda new to me... 1st times... but it was a good experience. Finally, I got the "3-step skin care system. Programme de soin. Basic 3 Temps" - skin supplies for men. They were nice to me, I was so glad that they gave me some advices, how to treat my faces. Though I knew that somehow it was sorta business strategy, but, just Thanks!! I will try it for a week, let's see how the outcome will be.

Tomorrow need to wake up early again.... just Give thanks!

How great is my GOD!

My new digital alarm was sounding this morning in time. Thanks God!
What's going to be happened if there were no God in the journey of my life? I thanks GOD! I can experience Him anytime, anywhere, any event,... I should believe that the rest of my life is fully filled by His grace, and now as well.

I like the song, "How great is our God!", repeatedly I played it many times in my mp4 player most of the morning, if the player was on. It just so nice and wonderful to enjoy the song, and it is much more better to sing and worship the Lord with all His nations. Give thanks to the Mighty God!

I hated the favoritism in my office, particular in my department, it is really disgusting and yet, the situation doesn't seem to be changed since it happens years to years. I just learned to be open-minded, trust my Mighty One-God, however, when the circumstances seems to be remained the same, I just felt like to have no choice, said nothing... but I still believe that God holds my way, and will instruct me the right way, I thank God! I can feel that I am becoming stronger to face this irritating matter, I'm able to face it. Thank GOD!

And I find a way to deal with my moody situation, pray and sing praise to Him. Open my heart to Him, Holy Spirit comforts me, the best counselor of mine. Nothing, but Jesus. He is my Lord!
...... How great!! How great! How Great is MY GOD!!

Is God's Gospel being shared now and on?

I was late. But the time I reached church, it was still the praise and worship session. Thanks God! Before the message started, there were a dance performed by a little girl sister to worship God, so cute, she danced very well, music playing of piano by 2 kids to worship God, & Choir. Pastor prayed for those who had have, and are going to migrate to Australia soon. He is still encourage us not to migrate, but stay back instead, because Malaysia is much better.

Today speaker comes from US, he is a pastor, but I don't know his name. By the way I like the way he preached God's message very much. It was very energetic, actively with God's word and spirit. He shared his testimonies, and the gospel of God, and had calling at end of the message with prayers. May God leads His people back from wandering and brings more and more unbelievers to Jesus.

Thanks God!! Pastor announced that there were more than 400 people came to the evangelistic Hong Kong movie last night. Praise the Lord!

.....

I just recalled my memory, now I realized why I couldn't sleep well the night before last night, as I got serious stomach ache, went to washroom several times for that sake. So bad, must really take of food and drink.

After work, tonight I finally found myself a digital alarm clock (Citizen DX8099) at a shopping centre nearby my working place, and it costs me RM81.00 with the features of snooze, EL light, dual time and calendar. I don't really love the design, but it just looks like my kind, hahah... This is not cheap for me I think, but thanks God I have 3 pieces of RM10 vouchers to cover part of the payment. And now at least I got myself a brand new standalone alarm clock which is fully function, I don't need to rely on my mobile phone alarm at all time. :-)

有主恩典來渡日

So bad, 昨夜睡不好﹐半夜醒來上洗手間﹐回房後﹐竟然睡不著﹐...... 熬到快要天亮﹐才睡著。。。 my body was so tired... 醒來﹐外面下著雨...... 冒雨上班﹐在轉站的單軌車station那邊﹐竟然單軌火車也出壯況﹐雨天﹐遲到就是結果。睡眠也不過是大約4小時﹐今日能依舊出門工作﹐乃是上帝的恩典。約不到人﹐身體疲憊不堪等因素﹐今晚下班後﹐沒出席教會“真的戀愛了”福音電影放映。回家去了。

Thanks GOD!